pbrown233 Posted April 24, 2007 Posted April 24, 2007 Ok 2nd time doing this. didnt work the first time i guess. but i was seeing this girl for a little while. she is everything i could ever want in a girl. we had so much in common too. she is one of the most beautiful girls i know, she has a great personality, and she is a girl that i really do respect. but a couple weeks ago she finally said that she just wanted to be my friend. i know where i messed up. i think i was so goo goo gahh gahh over her that i didnt realize that i was always there with her. i made myself too available to her and she just got sick of me. ive been ok with is until lately though. over the last few days there have been so many things that are just all about her. i went to go get some drinks the other night with an old friend from college and the bar she told me to meet her at is the same bar that me and this girl would always go to. i took off for the weekend to visit an old high school friend and while i was driving there i ended up going through a little town with the same name as her. i ended up driving right pass her stores distributor. i passed about 20 cars on the interstate with her college sticker on it. this is two states away from her college and work. then last night i went to the bar with a girl ive known since middle school, a bar that i have never been to before, and all the sudden her roomates show up there. im not picking these places to go to. its the people i go with. im not a believer in "signs" or anything like that but this next one was is kinda ridiculous and its no joke. you can see her place from the interstate that i was taking home from. i took a glance over towards her place and then turned away. the next car that passed me, no joke, had her name written on the tailgate. she doesnt have a name that many girls have. in fact i dont know anyone besides her with that name. i just really dont know how to take any of this. i know i messed it when we were together. and i would give anything to change that. but i gave up on that two weeks ago. now all this crap is coming up. i just need some advice on what i should do or how i should take this. is it some crazy **** going on or am i crazy.
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