panzer6 Posted April 24, 2007 Posted April 24, 2007 Wow, things have been kind of strange lately. My ex just came by my work to ask me about a website I told her to check out. It's odd cuz she would usually just text me or call me about something like that. I saw her on the weekend with her kids and she seemed happy to see me. She told me that it was nice to see me and her kids were happy to see me as well. She usually doesn't go out of her way to see me but lately she seems more receptive to me. It's weird cuz I can definitely feel a vibe coming off her. I know I have had a rough go of it with her but I can't help feeling drawn to her. She has lost a lot of weight and she looks amazing. Who knows maybe she just misses me in some way. She has been pretty stressed lately and it's easy to go back to something familiar when things get rough. Anyway, it was nice to see her and I do miss her very much. I just wish I knew what she wanted from me.
HopefulOne Posted April 24, 2007 Posted April 24, 2007 Panzer6 - is this the same woman that you broke up with last year? How have you been?
Author panzer6 Posted April 24, 2007 Author Posted April 24, 2007 Hey hopeful, yes it's the same woman. I have been doing ok, some days I get pretty depressed when I think about her and the boys. I can't help but miss them. I know it was far from perfect but something keeps bringing us back together. I think we just miss each other alot, it's the human in us. It's tough to see her but she looks at me and smiles when she looks in my eyes. She has the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen and when i look into them it's like I'm coming home. I'l just take it one day at a time, it's all I can do.
HopefulOne Posted April 24, 2007 Posted April 24, 2007 I feel for you... I can't say what she wants from you, before it seemed like she didn't know what she wanted and kept stringing you along. It's been awhile if I remember correctly, have you two been in contact this whole time? Have you two dated other people?
Author panzer6 Posted April 24, 2007 Author Posted April 24, 2007 We have had contact off and on for the last 9 months, we both have dated other people but neither of us has had a serious relationship with anyone else. I guess it's been hard for both of us and the dating scene is kind of a freak show. Either way we always seem to come back together in some way. I think we miss the familiarity and safety we had with each other. We really fell in love, it was so natural and it felt so right. I guess it's hard for me to turn my back on her because of that. I just want to hold her in my arms and tell her it's going to be ok. If she wants me back we will have to have a long discussion about what happened with us, I'm not going to just jump back in a relationship with her.
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