Markopolo Posted April 23, 2007 Posted April 23, 2007 Well I guess I have to admit I am wrong. About a week ago I posted a reply to my short story but mostly they are all the same. I talked about being loving vs being a wuss ect. LOng story short, I know where I screwed up and I understand my own weaknesses in a relationship. For example I ignored my girl, I looked at a lot of porn and lied, I showed her that I needed her, never ever that I wanted her, (yes there is a big difference). I broke when she left me and tried to be the man I wasn't as I know that I truley am the man she fell in love with I just was afraid to show it. I sent a few texts, talked to mutual friends, tried to help her out, in ways I know now that i should not have, sent an easter basket of things she loved for the holiday and yet never got any response. I was cool with that and I did those things because I wanted to be loving, something I never was. BUT like 2IInone says this indeed still showed I was needy and indeed sent her the message "I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU". I never ment for that to come accross but looking back I say to myself (god what a wuss) I soon found out there was another dude in the pic and that hit me like a ton of bricks. Even though I know I did many many wrong things I became a dorrmat beecause I was trying. This guys still a big secret around but its funny how the puzzle comes together. I will never be second fiddle and thats kinda what we become when we continue to CONTACT our ex. Who want to be the fallback anyway. Women love confidance Hmmmm and so do men, but when we continue to try in so many ways we only push the ones we love away. For now im letting it be, I no longer talk to people about her text her or anything. The truth is in the end if its menat to be it will and if not o'well. We here were all able to find the perfect one. We did it before them and we can do it again. If the you and ex you write about here are ever going to be first you got to let it go. Mark special thanks to 2IInone for sheding some serious light on my life.
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