Twigyy Posted March 29, 2015 Share Posted March 29, 2015 You thought that you weren't happy in the relationship is because of me. You thought replacing me with someone you think is better will make you think that it will work better. Who knows. But there is one thing that no one can do better than me, and I think you know it yourself. The joke's on you. Link to post Share on other sites
love1336x Posted March 29, 2015 Share Posted March 29, 2015 I'm going to miss you. <\3 Link to post Share on other sites
na49 Posted March 29, 2015 Share Posted March 29, 2015 I haven't heard from you since last week. I need to know why? Are you respecting my wishes when I said I didn't think we should talk? Are you waiting for me to reach out to you? Do you still want to be with me? You must want to be with me. Your email said you wanted to be with me! Why aren't you with me? Link to post Share on other sites
TunaCat Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 I think this has been the hardest day so far and I don't know why. I miss you horribly and I hate not talking to you. Is it hard on you too? No, of course not. Otherwise, you wouldn't have given up on us. Link to post Share on other sites
darkbloom Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 Hi A, I went to rent a redbox tonight. Gone Girl was the first movie that popped up on the screen and the last one that we saw in theaters together. Remember that night? You picked me up from work. We went to the WCG and had dinner. You asked me what time that silly Nicholas Sparks movie was playing. I looked at you across the console of your car. I laughed because I thought you were kidding. You said that you weren't and you knew I wanted to see it and you were going to take me. I laughed but was uncomfortable because you had never offered to see a movie with me that you didn't want to see. We walked up to the ticket window. I ordered two tickets for Gone Girl and wouldn't let you pay. I could see you smiling because I knew that you wanted to see it. I still cannot figure out why you offered to take me to that movie. You would have been miserable. Was it to make he happy? Why would you do that since you knew we were nearing the end? I swear to God that Nicholas Sparks movie was next to Gone Girl in the redbox. Is that a sign form the universe? Telling me that I had a great day where I did not wake up thinking about you but I shouldn't get used to it. That I actually went out and had fun today without thinking of you but it was a one-time thing. It was a nice b-tchslap back into your reality. Regretfully, DB Link to post Share on other sites
love1336x Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 I'm best at being me all the time. When I pretend to be somebody I am not, that's when things turn sour. Link to post Share on other sites
anduina Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 Text all you want. I won't reply. That it took seeing me dating, for you to appreciate me again, killed any residual warm feelings I had for you. Here's a tissue. Go cry in the corner by yourself. Asshat. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
love1336x Posted March 31, 2015 Share Posted March 31, 2015 There will be no sleeping for me tonight.... NONE. This mess up is costing me a pretty pennyyyyy! But at least I get to be with her <3 Link to post Share on other sites
TunaCat Posted March 31, 2015 Share Posted March 31, 2015 I miss you so much. This NC thing is so hard. Is it hard on you? I hate this so much. Struggling hard. Link to post Share on other sites
Twigyy Posted March 31, 2015 Share Posted March 31, 2015 Will you ever contact me again? No breadcrumbs..? Link to post Share on other sites
BlackbirdSong Posted March 31, 2015 Share Posted March 31, 2015 This is getting more and more difficult. I want to reach out to you so bad. I have made so many changes that would make us so much better. But I won't reach out. ..I don't want to ruin your happiness. Day 50 2 Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 I know you never loved me. How could you? You told me you loved me for 2 1/2 years and then tell me that my emotions mean nothing to you. Then you tell me you love me again and again and then again tell me my emotions me nothing to you. WTF? And all the while coming up with excuses not to see me, sometimes even for a month. Then acting like I'm too clingy- making things my fault but all the while casting this lie and that. And then, nothing. You stop calling me, you ignore my phone calls and you act that I'm upset because I'm so clingy. Then you tell me you were ignoring me because you were cheating on me. Then you throw that woman in my face over and over again...and over again. And then you act like you did nothing wrong and that everything is perfect between us. You call my house over and over again so that we can gab like best friends about the woman you cheated on me with. You are simply insane! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
TunaCat Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 You always said you didn't want to hurt me. You said you wanted a future with me. You said you respected me and never wanted to be with anyone else. Since I couldn't be ready "in time" then you dumped me. I never EVER thought you'd do this to me. I was trying to get there. I was trying to get to the point where I could commit 100% without being terrified. But you didn't want to wait for me. You didn't want to keep going slowly. I'm sorry I couldn't go faster for you. I'm sorry you didn't love me enough to ****ING wait for me! I miss you so much right now and this is KILLING me. I've been fighting the urge to unblock you and text you. I want you to want to talk to me. I want you to want to work things out with me. The idea that you could just WALK AWAY from everything we talked about in favor of finding another woman who wants things in a faster timeline, hurts me horribly. I miss you & I love you. Link to post Share on other sites
bigfred Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 Hi mama, just wanted to know how you been these days and maybe getting to see each other and talk. missing you so much. Lets try again. wow if i really send her this text i think i kick my own ass!! NC rules!! Link to post Share on other sites
J007 Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 Well im 40 odd days in NC now and I must say I am starting to see the benefits of it all . I cant say im over you as of yet but I can guarantee you I am 100% convinced that you will never find someone like me again . Not with your attitude towards loyalty and integrity . As you get older , you will slowly realise that men will see through the manipulation and you will end up alone exactly like your mother at 50 years old . Swings and round abouts really . Im lucky to have an example parents that didnt bail or monkey branch onto someone else when you felt lonely . I really hope one day you will wake up and feel that Dagger in your stomach when you realise you had it really really good . 1 Link to post Share on other sites
HBK3317 Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 I miss you so much. Come back... Somehow... Anyhow... I love you so much please come back Link to post Share on other sites
Twigyy Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 You're the biggest liar I've ever trust. I hope someday someone breaks your heart with the same way you did to me. Link to post Share on other sites
Jonp219 Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 **** you. I hope you get into a car accident you ****ing bitch. **** you, you make me sick. Link to post Share on other sites
KBarletta Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 I am so sick of still loving you after what you did to me. I have wished for so long that I could switch off my feelings. They are not worthy of me, and you don't deserve my time, my love, or my heart after the way you treated me. It's getting old, this feeling that I have for you. I am pretty sure that I never want to see your face or hear your voice again. If it wasn't for our daughter I wouldn't even be responding to your e-mails and texts. It still throws me a bit when those texts and e-mails come in, but I'm getting better at not caring. It is just so hard for me to forget how you walked away from me without a word when I did nothing wrong. I deserved better. After the way you treated me, even being alone for the rest of my life will be better than going back to someone who cares so little for me that she left me behind like a piece of garbage. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
TrevorDia Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 Dude, I've missed you so damn much this past week. I know we broke up almost 2 years ago now, so this is going to sound ridiculous, but I realised I'm still in love with you. And that sucks. Not just for me, but for you. You deserve happiness. Maybe you're not the most amazing person in the world, maybe you're annoying as hell at times, but I love you all the same. You're one of my favourite people in the world, and you always will be. Ok, we can't be together, but that doesn't stop me missing you. I love you. I'm in love with you. I always have been. I hope he's treating you well. Yes, yes, I know we've been friends ever since we broke up, but deep down I've been wanting more than that. And I know that's not fair, but I can't help feeling how I feel, so we can't be friends anymore. And that means that we won't be able to message each other like we did, because I can't go back to being friends. I want you forever. I want to hold you, take care of you, love you, support you, be there for you. Yeah, ok, I know I can be there in all those roles as a friend, but a friendship just isn't enough for me anymore. I want to wake up beside my best friend, because everything I do with you is so much better than when I do it alone. I've never loved anyone the way I love you. But I can't forget the things you've done! I just can't... You are a great person in so many ways, but you're so ****ing frustrating! Like, you have no idea how frustrating it is to love someone and want to rip the head off someone at the same time. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know what was going on... Goodnight x 1 Link to post Share on other sites
ASV Posted April 1, 2015 Share Posted April 1, 2015 I’m truly sorry, for what I never did, but I forgive you, too; for your indifference. You're a lonely child, layed open to the world, and when I looked in your eyes I saw myself there too, So please forgive me now, for what we never had, Although its useless to say, I wish you happiness. 5 Link to post Share on other sites
TunaCat Posted April 2, 2015 Share Posted April 2, 2015 I thought I had gotten rid of all of our pictures, but I just found some screenshots of some of his sweetest texts. Now I want to vomit. He said I was the only one he wanted, forever. Always and forever was something he ALWAYS said to me. I think I went back like 44 million steps. Link to post Share on other sites
darkbloom Posted April 3, 2015 Share Posted April 3, 2015 A, It really is time to let go. I do not want to hurt over you anymore. I want the peace and happiness that you cannot provide. It's perfect that someone who lies as much as you has relocated to Sin City. Please give me back the piece of my heart that you took with you. Burn the gifts and the memories I gave you. Let's end this for good, db Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted April 3, 2015 Share Posted April 3, 2015 Lately it's been hurting so much. I'm glad I came here. I needed to be reminded of how mentally ill you are. You are sick in the head. I know that. One day, you will know it too. Link to post Share on other sites
Premiere Posted April 3, 2015 Share Posted April 3, 2015 I'm sorry I didn't let you in. I was afraid to. I didn't want my drama to affect our perfect daydream of a relationship. You deserved to know. You've done so much for me and it kills me how selfish I was. How I shut you out. I love you. More than you know. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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