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All I really want is to come home and find you there, in your familiar place. I want to kiss you hello and find out about your day. I want to say goodnight to you at the end of the day and see your face in the morning before I go.

 

I miss every single bit of that, every single day, and it's excruciating to me.

I love you. I've loved you for the past ten years, and I am afraid I am never going to stop loving you.

 

It seems like you have moved on so quickly. It makes me wonder if you ever loved me. I wish I could erase your face from my brain. It hurts to see it, even in my imagination.

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Here I am about a week in of NC, but I am still thinking about you. I wonder if you think of me still. You once said you never wanted anyone the way you wanted me. Now you won't even speak to me. I keep wanting to send you a message but know that nothing good can come of it. I miss you still and love you regardless of how cold you are being. Maybe I'm just an idiot to still feel for you. I feel like I'm never going to find another woman that I truly love like you. It's a scary thought. You left me all alone and it hurts. I'm slowly getting stronger but you continue to enter my thoughts. I can't believe how quickly you got over 5 years of us. It crushes me to think you can move on without a second thought.

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Have you ever thought about contacting me even once? Every day I don't hear from you just twists the knife in my heart even more. Going from hearing from you every day, every hour, to never hearing from you again is just killing me today.

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I am absolutely SICK of thinking about you. You don't deserve my time. My energy. All the damn tears and heartache I've wasted on you. You don't deserve one ounce of it, and you didn't deserve me. You'll figure that out eventually. And by then it will be too late.

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I really miss you today. I still miss you everday, but it dies down a little bit day by day. I don't even know why I miss you. I miss your family, but you're a bitch. I hope you die in a hole.

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There are a lot of people that go their whole life never being loved. You showed me love; I am thankful for that. I treasure love even more now. Too bad you see it as expendable.

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I still miss your face, your laugh and your smile. I barely remember what they looked like anymore, but I know I'd still give anything to see them again.

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My only hope is that you are hurting worse than I am. I hope you regret treating me like you have. I hope you realize how much I loved you and how you took that love for granted. You don't deserve my heart.

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What's going on, T? First you text me, completely out of the blue - the first contact you have initiated since we split in June 2011 - and then you send me a birthday card! If you wanted to take the p out of my age (it was a big birthday, we'd joked about it in our recent text exchange) you could have texted but no, you actually went out and bought and mailed me a card! You replied to my thank you text within 3 minutes and several more were exchanged but what now? Don't leave me waiting. I'm going out for dinner with a nice fella on Friday, he's fun, he's texted me a lot since I met him at the weekend. But if you're coming back, he's gone.

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Dear Ex

 

It has been 4 mouths since our break up. I still miss you and think about you every day. It is killing me inside knowing that you are now with another men. It feels like 4 years with me meant nothing to you.

But you know what, I will move on. One day you will regret that you decided not to fight for us.

I'm far from what I once was, but not yet what I'm going to be...

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Ok, enough is enough. Get the **** out of my head.

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3 Facetime calls is not an accidental butt dial... you are an editor, you can use a phone and computer. This makes me want to speak to you again, having one more conversation with you would help me so much... you have been with this rebound for a little over a year now... I don't know how you can be in love with me one second then not feel anything anymore? I keep forgetting I have to be mad at you, I found out you were in a motorcycle accident and my heart broke, but it shouldn''t. I should feel casually worried like "oh that stinks" instead I wanted to hold you. I wish you would vacate my mind. I try to evict you, but then I go to ballet and they play our song during warm ups. I miss you but would rather not. You were the man of my dreams and still are. You screwed so many things up.... and I can't help but blame myself.

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Hi D,

 

Damn it I don't even know where to start... Why the hell did you have to go? I loved you, loved you like hell... You knew that didn't you... Still you ****ed me up... You never cared... Damn it I hate you. But still I can't make me forget you.

 

I want you to be happy always, no matter who you end up with... But I want to be happy too... I know I made mistakes, you could have helped me sort it out... You took the easy way out like you always did... Now I am completely broken, my ego shattered, my self esteem crushed... And all I can think of is you...

 

Oh god please take away this pain... Or my life... It's not worth living like this... I am weak... I am broken...

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I miss you...

 

I'm sorry i'm such a difficult person to deal with, I hate that I pushed you away. Even though I didn't show it as much as I should of, you were always the diamond in my eye, you were always my stone. I'm in therapy right now and i'm committed to getting better and controlling my anger issues. I'm sorry that I was so overbearing and such a pain in the ass, you truly deserve a better version of me.

 

I miss cuddling with you on my bed watching Netflix, I miss going to restaurants with you and telling you about my day, I miss taking car rides with you, I miss playing with Cano with you (her dog), I miss giving you kisses on the cheek, and making stupid faces with you.

 

I feel miserable without you, I'm sorry I messed up. I said things I didn't mean and I didn't show you the love you deserved, even though you didn't hold back.

 

I'm sorry, Michelle

 

I'm sorry I let you down

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I'm sorry i was so selfish with my love for you and that i was the one holding you back from being happy...

 

i'm sorry i brought more tears to your face than smiles..

 

i'm sorry i'm your soulmate and i apologise for being rude to you and cutting you out of my life without a warning.

 

I love you and i'll always will even though you shattered my heart to atoms and took away my happiness with your leaving.. I'm sorry so sorry u left me...

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I love you too and thank you.

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Polly

 

I am missing you and Mick so so much, I was wish I could turn up at your house and be welcomed with hugs as things used to me, I wish I could have been the man you wanted, I had dreams of Marriage and children with no one else but you. As you have said time and time again too little too late and you have moved on mentally months and we never have any chance of reconciling this 7 years relationship.

 

I want you to know I love you so dearly and I am truly heart broken that it has ended this way, and not by old age living together

 

I love you xoxoxox

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Hey Risu,

 

I've been wanting to talk normally to you for awhile. It has been a month but the amount of feelings for you is still the same as day one. For the whole time I've always wanted to take care of you until we're old, have a small cozy place, sleep together every night with our corgi, Ein, and so much more. I hope all of your future relationships fail because of the guilt baggage, and one day you realize how much you regret giving me up. And on that day, I'll see if I still have feelings for you.

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C,

 

I've been thinking about you again; so tempted to creep on facebook...again. I just want to look at you and see you staring back at me. I miss your eyes but I know that I'll never see the love you used to have for me in them ever again. I don't even know that person in those pictures anymore and that makes me want to cry forever. I knew that we might not last in love but I never thought I'd never know you anymore.

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Heard this song today and i thought about you like i do every day .....

 

 

Everytime I think of you, I always catch my breath

And I'm still standing here, and you're miles away

And I'm wonderin' why you left

And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

 

I hear your name in certain circles, and it always makes me smile

I spend my time thinkin' about you, and it's almost driving me wild

And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight

 

I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you, no matter what I might say

 

There's a message in the wire, and I'm sending you this signal tonight

You don't know how desperate I've become

And it looks like I'm losing this fight

In your world I have no meaning, though I'm trying hard to understand

And it's my heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight

 

[Chorus]

I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you, no matter what my friends say

 

And there's a message that I'm sending out, like a telegraph to your soul

And if I can't bridge this distance, stop this heartbreak overload

 

[Chorus]

 

I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself

 

And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

 

[Chorus]

 

Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself

Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, ain't missing you, oh no

No matter what my friends might say, I ain't missing you...

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It's been 15 days since we've had any contact. It still hasn't gotten any easier. I still cry at some point every day.

 

I thought we were happy. You told me I was everything you were looking for. So what drove you to seek relationships and sex online? Why wasn't what we had good enough? Why wasn't I good enough? Why didn't you tell me we needed to work on our relationship, before seeking out other women? Why did you pretend to be so happy with me?

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I miss you... badly. </3

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It's just one of though nights...

I want to be more than what we are...

I do.

Don't you?

I know you love me.

I know you care.

So what gives?

Why fight this?

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Polly

 

I am hurting, I messed up and you have left for good. I know I cannot change what I have done nor resolve our relationship. I wanted US to be forever and ever :love:

 

I love you and Micko so so dearly, and this hurt is killing me. I just wish I could have those we all love each other hugs and tell you everything will be ok and that I and we are on the mend and will live a loving wholesome future together. I am sorry baby girl I am really sorry for the hurt I have caused you.

 

:love:

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Well Hey There, Worthless!

 

How ya doin'? :laugh:

 

Kiss my azz!

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