Post here instead of contacting your ex!

[FixItCris]

Get the hell out of my head, you're not welcome there, and you do not deserve to be there!

[FancyFace]

I am at war with myself to not stalk your social media to figure out what you are doing and more than anything, who you are doing it with. I did it before, and it hurt me to my very core to see you go on with your life as if I was nothing more than a fart in the wind.

 

I think about you every waking moment of every day and as much as I hate you so much for what you did to me, I hate myself more for ever getting involved with you and letting you have this much power over me.

[Avante91]

However my friend checked me in on FB and you liked it..why? I'm sure someone else told you what I was up to why do you even care you strange strange girl. Please leave ME alone you chose this now live with it you are dead to me as awful as that sounds. X

[gnick]

Vandy

I tried everything I could think of to get you back. In the end it was just like struggling in quicksand. All I did was sink faster. All I can say ,atleast you know I cared if that means anything. Our relationship meant so much to me. You were my best friend. Although I never really new what you were thinking I allways thought you cared about me. I'm not sure of anything anymore. The fact that you refuse to talk to or communicate with me at all basically since the breakup just blows me away. I need to know what happened. I'm not feelin it or your a great guy for someone else doesn't cut it. I would like to ask if you would like to resume talking to me in the future.but staring at my phone waiting for a response that never comes doesn't sound like fun to me

[batt]

Hey Rebecca,

 

I still think of you every day. I miss you and I still care about you. Even if you did me wrong. It's kind of weird, I still want you back. Maybe you dumping me was a good thing. I've been attending my Judo lessons, working out more, and eating a lot healthier and I already feel so good about myself. They are so supportive its unbelievable, I don't even think about you when I'm there, I think I should attend more classes.

[Chrystopha]

I dreamed of you yet again last night. Why won't you leave me alone?

 

Time goes by and I'm doing well, but you show up in my dreams to crash me down.

[FixItCris]

I know I told you to stop contacting me. I wish you would though. At least I wouldn't feel like I was nothing to you. I couldn't take you back, not after what you did to me, but I'd at least like to know you thought about me at all. 2 days from now would have been the anniversary of our first date. I know we weren't even together that long, but you said yourself, it felt like we had known each other forever. I hate that you are gone.

[proactivedreamer]

You keep me wondering. I feel so full of angst, wondering if you have decided that it is pointless. Am I pointless? I seek my own importance in you, am I worth the fight. I ended it, yes, but only because you wouldn't give this some direction. We were going no where. Now, I reach you, and it seems like you could care less, a familiar feelings. Your apathy. I tried to break through. I tried to be gentle. I tried to be rough. I tried something in between, but I failed. I wish you would say the words. Just tell me to move on. I am still waiting for you, and I thought that I wasn't. Until 12 days, and I could not help but wonder. I reached you, and now silence again. I feel so angry. So mixed up with confusion and wonder.

[FixItCris]

I wish you'd come back to me. More than anything in the world, I wish it could just be how it was. I know you never will, and I will never hear from you again. I feel so lost. It's selfish of me to want you back, after you left to pursue your own happiness. I truly thought you were happy. I wish I could change the things that drove you away, I wish I could've let you be the party girl, as well as the quiet calm girl that I knew. I wish I could go back in time to when I was your bear, and you were my tigger.

[Mandy26]

Hi,

It has been sometime and I still get get you off my mind. The last two days gave been horrendous as I come to the realization that truly you were not committed to the relationship. I am writing here because I am dying to text you or send you an email. Before I blocked you on my phone and mail do you know how much hurt it caused when I received your cold texts? I gave you my past and you used it against me - sarcasm and ridicule- you yourself wre not always kind. I know I put you last on my list but I only did after your friend texted and called you and you made it clear that she will not know we are together. I felt devalued and sad. Each day I spent with thereafter felt like a betrayal to myself. I was allowing myself to be a secret not with just one but also with your ex fiancé. So I pulled away, the more I pulled away the angrier you got but you were adamant that as you put it I am your private life.even though I met your family and friends in Ontario , I was your Nova Scotia secret. That is difficult. If you love someone then you would never hide our relationship from the women in your past. I made a vow to myself before I met you not to be treated like that or to stay that long with someone as a secret. You sir are a liar. Lie by hiding things is still a lie, lying through omission is still a lie, and then blaming me for asking, so it's my fault- F you - and of late I for reasons I myself do not understand I am struggling not to contact you. Some days are difficult, that's all,

Edited January 16, 2015 by Mandy26

[batt]

God I hate that song Passenger-Let her go......fml. GTFO of my head!!!

[callingyouuu]

If I'd known that all we'd been through together, all those experiences I cherish would be so easily discarded by your cold heart, I'd have left before you could run over my feelings with a lawn mower and pretend nothing happened.

[kabukicho]

its friday night, i know you are out there somewhere with someone else i guess.

 

I am so lost without you, i am afraid for the weekends and the loneliness that comes with it.

 

I want to send you a whatsapp, but u made it clrearly that you are ignoring my messages and dont bother to reply anymore.

 

please stop this pain...

[batt]

Happy bitch!?! Im on antidepressants, sleep meds, and referred to a psychiatrist. You callous, vicious, brutal cowardly bitch. Go **** yourself

[kabukicho]

how i miss your sweet voice calling me: sweet baby, hayete, habibi.

Those comforting words are so far now and just a memory.

I am having a difficult time baby, why are u able to move on so quickly and leave me behind?

[FixItCris]

I miss you. I miss everything about you. I miss your good morning texts, I miss your goodnight texts. I miss your touch. I miss your kiss. I miss your love. You have had 5 months to get over me, I have only had 1 month to get over you. That must be why it is so hard for me to let go yet. I know you are long gone, with the guy you left me for. I wish I could know you were thinking of me. I know you're not. If you loved me the way you said you did, I wouldn't be here alone typing this. I have never hurt like this over anyone before, which tells me what I felt was real, even if what you felt was all lies.

[bigtrouble]

I'm glad you found your happiness...

I wish you all the best of luck...

I only want what's best for you...

Even if it means losing you...

 

I love you so much, I miss you so much...

I never trusted a girl as much as I did you...

Never loved as much as I did you...

Never was I committed to anyone as much to you...

 

I love you still and always will...

No Girl held more favor in my eyes...

No one can ever take your place in my heart...

I will always remember you as a nice, loving caring person...

 

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(With all your cheating and lying, why do I feel this way, I think I'm a door mat)

(Listening to the song "Let Her Go" by the Passenger everyday full 2 weeks trying to brainwash myself)

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Edited January 17, 2015 by bigtrouble

[FixItCris]

I know it means nothing to you now, but happy anniversary.

I feel like today I have finally let you go. Which is ironic really.

I hope you have a good life, and I hope you find what you're looking for, either with your new guy, or eventually.

I know I'll never hear from you or see you again, and I've made my peace with that.

So happy Un-anniversary My Princess, may your life be everything you dream of.

I will always love you in my own way.

Take care of my Tigger.

Goodbye xxx

[bigtrouble]

We held hands, when you fell I held fast, I never let go.

When the tables turned, I fell, you let me go.

And took someone else hand.

Moved forward with the new person.

Never looked back.

You gave up on the one person.

Who would have never given up on you.

Me.....

[Aruchi]

Now I know why your past bf cheated on you, your just a worthless piece of s*** that doesn't valve anyone or yourself. Your a selfish bitch and you'll never find anyone to make you happy because you cant even love yourself enough to give anyone a chance. I cant believe you used me as an emotional band-aid to get over the past, and then all of a sudden drop me. I'm glad you haven't contacted me after I went NC on you because you know what you did wrong and I hope your next relationship ends up you getting cheated on again, because you really aren't worth for s*** bitch!

Edited January 18, 2015 by Aruchi

[batt]

Now I know why your past bf cheated on you, your just a worthless piece of s*** that doesn't valve anyone or yourself. Your a selfish bitch and you'll never find anyone to make you happy because you cant even love yourself enough to give anyone a chance. I cant believe you used me as an emotional band-aid to get over the past, and then all of a sudden drop me. I'm glad you haven't contacted me after I went NC on you because you know what you did wrong and I hope your next relationship ends up you getting cheated on again, because you really aren't worth for s*** bitch!

 

I know and feel your pain. Cruel bitches.

[bigtrouble]

You lied to me, cheated on me...

You ignore me like I never existed...

You put all the blame on me...

You are so unfair...

[kabukicho]

even though i am trying so hard to erase you from my head, and i tried very hard not contacting you. I have erased all our mails (inbox, sent, thrash folder), deleted all our whatsapp messages, I dont know why i still keep on coming to you.

 

i still do think about you... i can't even explain to you the way i feel inside

whenever i think of you..during the moments when we were togehter.. i was truly happy.. now, i can't seem to let go of that happiness i felt.. that i'd still wish that i can bring back those times.. and be happy again.. you are my

happiness.

[dezzy1028p]

I dont understand why you keep contacting me. You told me you never want to see me or hear from me, so i deleted you from everything. I'm trying to move on you jerk! You have no right to be angry that i blocked you and i'm ignoring your texts and calls. All you do is start arguments through them anyway. I'm trying to respect your wishes. I dont understand why i want you back when you are a horrible, controlling, possessive, and obsessive boyfriend. I know you're not right for me, but this pain wont go away. You talking to me is not helping either, even if all you have to say are negative comments. I really hope that one day you will have a heart of forgiveness and peace.

[bigtrouble]

You felt neglected, unattended and unloved...

You felt you meant nothing to me...

You sought affection and attention elsewhere...

Now its over between us, you are happy without me...

Yet I struggle to get you out of my head, I hardly sleep these days...