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[WhatWeHad]

C,

 

I still love you even after all this time and all the ways you've let me know that you don't care. I still love you. All I want is to be in your arms, touching your skin, listening to your hear beat, breathing you in. I want to laugh with you at the stupid things we found funny, see you look at me again like I'm the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. I remeber that night we were standing outside under the stars and you just held me so close and so tight like you were afraid I'd disappear. You kissed me long and slow and told me you loved me. We were so happy that night. I remember when you asked me to marry you, told me you wanted to spend the rest of you life with me. I remember so many things...everything.

 

Then I remember when you left me, I remember when my heart broke into a million pieces, I remember how cold and distant you were, I remember all the awful things you said to me. I remember that you don't love me anymore and I go back and forth questioning if you ever really did. I remember so many things. Now, more than 10 years later, I just wish to god I could forget it all.

[Arient]

God damn it, time surely flies, it's almost 8 months already my dove. I just start to wonder, if I still love you when the 1 year mark arrives. I still also remember that you said, we will see if we still love each other until that point. But I'm seriously having to remind myself to not create false hope and drag my life down again. I think I'm coming to a stand still in my life dove, and I really need to do something about it. I have been thinking about going back to dating for quite a while, still not managed to do that yet. I feel that the feelings are fading, I'm relieved, but very sad at the same time. I do not want to forget what we had, but in order for me to survive now, I had to. Anyway, it's raining tonight, winter came already dove, and I miss you lots! Still love you....

[DSP]

Ohhhh Thank you so much!!! I miss our children so much.. Tell them I love them and give them big hugs from me.

 

Are you ****ing serious?

 

I will give you no quarter.

 

I am going to bury you in this game called life. I clawed my way from utter poverty to a nice beautiful life and you have been an anchor on my neck my entire time.

 

Everyone knew this. Nobody told me. Until after you left. I did it with you dragging me down. I'm going to be twice as good now that you are gone. I have more ambition than a blind gun fighter. I got us here. You walked away.

 

I Will Give You No Quarter.

[aMguilts]

i miss you

so much

hate not having you in my life anymore

tears again

night hun

xx

[DSP]

Stop texting me you piece of garbage

 

There will be no shelter here

 

You have no more control over me

 

I am going to bury you in this game of life

 

Stop blaming our eldest for your ignorant selfish ways. It's your fault you are acting like a teenager, broke up our family, and downgraded your life. You are a worthless mother ****ing piece of ****.

 

I cannot wait until the day you look back and see all the damage you have done to everyone. You are a worthless mother and you are going to end up alone just like your mother is now and your grandmother who died alone with no one and nothing.

 

I have to do damage control now for all of our children.

 

Hope it was all worth it.

[johnson_j]

Just last night I went to the mall. The Christmas decorations were up. I looked at the tree, all majestic and beautiful, and I was transported back in time to last year. When we stood under that tree and I asked the man to take our picture. We walked outside under the stars and kissed passionately, but softly. It was the beginning to a whole new world, a relationship we both strongly wanted and in some ways both needed. We were both excited about the future. Then I snapped back to today....

 

 

....and wonder what happened to those dreams we discussed, the love we discussed. How are we strangers today? We both know the answer to that. Then I realize that the best thing I could have done that day was skip the picture, walk outside, and drive away never to look back. At least I wouldn't be sitting here thinking about such lost opportunity.

 

 

It doesn't hurt near as bad as it used to, but I'd give every dime in my bank account to not have to have gone through this pain, suffering, and experience.

[me85]

So the Christmas music has already started playing everywhere. Actually started the day after Halloween. I'm feeling very lonely these days. I know it's because of the holiday season. This will be the first Christmas I've flown solo in many years.

 

I miss my Grandmother a great deal. And I'm even missing you a great deal. Despite everything, I know I still love you. I have tried so to walk tall, walk far and remove you from my thoughts and my heart but have had no such luck. I know I'll be alright but right now, this moment, I feel this quiet sadness. I can't explain it. I'm happy but I'm sad. However slight...

 

I, of all people, know that life goes on and nothing lasts forever. And I know there were things to be learned from you and our RS and that it somehow served it's purpose but I must admit, I'm finding it very difficult to fully move on with my life. You're still very much a part of my thoughts and even of my dreams.

 

I've felt every emotion there is to feel during a RS and after a RS ends. I do not hate you or even blame you anymore for anything. I have grown in such a way, that would never have been possible otherwise. I'm a better person today than ever before ... I've also developed dangerous relationships with dangerous habits, (binge drinking and smoking A LOT.)

 

I don't feel as though I just can't go on without you but I fear my life will never truly feel complete without you somehow in it.

 

I miss you boo.

Edited November 10, 2014 by me85

[SapperGB]

Its now 11 days since you called to say its not going to work, and the same time i last hugged you. You were so full of love when you said goodbye and were to fist to instigate low contact.

 

its now 7 days since you last messaged me. I know you saw me at the parade on Sunday, but like i said when i messaged you, that day was not about you or i. when you pulled up outside the pub and your dad went outside to tell you i was in there, you pulled off quickly. I got the message at that point.

 

Ive not messaged you since then, i told you on voicemail i wouldnt contact you again. But i miss you so much.

 

I slept about 2 hours last night. I woke myself up dreaming. My dream was that i received a message from you, I woke up still half asleep, imagining i was looking at my phone (i wasnt).

I resisted actually rolling over to check my phone as i knew it was a dream, i concentrated so hard on trying to read the imaginary message and piece it together. i cannot remember what i imagined it to say but did drift off for a short while.

 

I woke up 4 hours ago in a cold sweat.

 

I just wish you would talk, im making positive steps in my life but i feel i am only doing them for you, in an effort to show you i can be what you want me to be.

[johnson_j]

Today is really tough. Just a year ago I was flying high. I sent you a picture from the airplane and you said I was "so very cute baby". I felt like everything came together, it was complete. New house, new car, new job title, and finally a great new woman who seemed to be all I wanted, and vice versa for you. We had the whole world within our reach, we were strong and getting stronger.

 

 

You suddenly pulled the rug out, and ran back to your ex, whom you told me you didn't love. And then you lied about the whole thing, hoping I'd never find out the real truth.

 

 

Instead of the great day I had last year, I'll go to the store, buy Christmas lights to decorate the house, to put up the decorations we said we would do this year, I'll do it by myself. It takes the fun out of it. But I do what I say I'm going to do. Unlike you, who wants to use people to cover up your own insecurities.

 

 

The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that you either regret or will regret the choices you've made, and I am certain I'll wind up in a better place, better situation, with a real woman, not one who lies.

[Xemyd]

What's happening to me? I don't love you anymore and yet all I can feel is a constant jab in the heart anytime I think about you, and lately I can't stop thinking about you.

[Cupid's Puppet]

Dang I been getting the itch to contact him tonight. It's funny because earlier I was ready to stop loving him altogether. But who am I fooling? I will always love this man. I know real love never goes away. I had an ex from 8 years ago call me this morning and still refer to me as sweetie. If someone can still be in love with me 8 years later, then I know I'm in trouble.

[Sad26]

I saw your recent party pictures on facebook today. As expected you are having ball of a time, sleeping with guys, and having fun. I can't believe how unjust this world is, how cruel people are and how could I not judge you. I have not slept and cried for every night for the past 5 months and you have had fun every single of those days.

 

After all that we had you could only sent me a text message and end the things. No decency to me, no decency to someone you were sleeping every night and no decency for someone whom you brought into this relationship. You also had to tell me that you cheated on me twice just before you ended things with me so that you can enjoy while I suffer. I don't believe in anything now. I don't believe in God, Karma, Justice, Humanity, fidelity, values or any sort of ethics. I have done the mistake of trusting you and loving you and I shall pay for this mistake with all the hurt and torture. I deserve this. I deserve this.

[me85]

I saw your recent party pictures on facebook today. As expected you are having ball of a time, sleeping with guys, and having fun. I can't believe how unjust this world is, how cruel people are and how could I not judge you. I have not slept and cried for every night for the past 5 months and you have had fun every single of those days.

 

After all that we had you could only sent me a text message and end the things. No decency to me, no decency to someone you were sleeping every night and no decency for someone whom you brought into this relationship. You also had to tell me that you cheated on me twice just before you ended things with me so that you can enjoy while I suffer. I don't believe in anything now. I don't believe in God, Karma, Justice, Humanity, fidelity, values or any sort of ethics. I have done the mistake of trusting you and loving you and I shall pay for this mistake with all the hurt and torture. I deserve this. I deserve this.

 

I'm sorry to intrude on this vent session but awwww Sad. My heart goes out to you. Please know that in time YOU WILL HEAL. We all do. It's sometimes a slow process but you will get there. You will believe in good things again, once you get past the grief.

 

HUGS!

[ralfgarnett]

Missing you darling first time away without you in 20 years, I hope your all ok, we are having a good time much better than I thought without you but I do wish you were here as we were before, I will always love you but you hurt me like no other yet I love you like no other, how does that work ?

[Feelbettersoon]

I hate you so much and can't comprehend how much it hurts that you were emotionally detached and talking to her for the end of our relationship.

 

All the bull**** "iv no time for a relationship this year with my degree" "I don't want to be with anyone for a long time and focus on myself" "I would never jump into anything new and make you feel like my friend did" BULL!

 

I feel sick knowing you are with her and began the relationship only weeks after the split.

 

I wish you had no effect of me but this has left me furious finding this out, your twisted.

[saalnu]

I still love you, although you made me feel like **** the last couple of times.

Love what we had, and how we looked at each other.

Can't stand the fact that you don't want to talk to me.

Did you forget everything?

I wish I could get you out of my mind.

Nobody will ever love you as I do.

[Mandy26]

Was just thinking what a dick you really are - really not missing you tonight - no tears anymore

[JDPT]

I'm ready to leave you in the past.

[UsernameInValid]

You know how you're always so upset my other exs penis is bigger than yours by like 3 inches? I never told you about his girth, at least double yours, tiny dick.

 

The reason I'm not so loud anymore isn't because of a little toy, it's because during our first break up I got to try a man-sized penis, and sometimes, I can't even tell if you're inside.

 

I should have listened to him and never came back to you.. It's funny how much you love me and care and think about me.. When your mates aren't around is that? At least, that's why you never seemed to reply to me isn't it? Or was that because I was controlling? Because a simple hi, imprisons you.. You never seemed to have a problem replying to your mates when you were with me.

 

Oh wait, I remember, it's just hard to keep caring after 4 years.. I'm the love of your life, I mean everything to you, but not a phone call in the morning. Doesn't matter how unhappy I am, or why, you're allowed to be late to work that day and that's what mattered. Glad you finally remembered me in time to let me know about your lunch at least! I'm sorry for making it so hard. By now we shouldn't need contact.

 

Guess I've put on a stone since we met, cut my long curly hair, I don't turn so many heads anymore, is that why you lost interest.. Or are you finally gonna bother to text me again after getting rejected by pretty much every girl for a few months you fat ****.

 

Go ahead and throw your measly wage on drugs and partying. Watch movies with your little buddies till 5 in the morning. That's the life you're choosing over us, I'm sorry for thinking we could finally grow up.

 

I thought your finally admitting that you're deliberately ignoring my messages would make me feel better, finally admitting that you don't love me anymore, or that you don't want our plans would put me at ease. That wasn't the case.

 

I still checked my phone every 30 minutes for texts that never came. It was stolen last night.. I wonder if you tried to text me since. Maybe if you're worried that I didn't reply.. I keep checking my email now.

 

I know you just don't care, but maybe you do. Even though, I know you don't. Maybe you do.

[CopingGal]

Hello asswipe. I still think about the mental torture you put me through. You are a disgusting bitch and a good for nothing bastard. I already know this. I pity the woman you are with now. Abuse is your weapon of choice. Everyone knows that. Yes, you never asked to born rotten-to-the-core. Yes, you never asked to be born without a conscious. I get that, and I feel sorry for you. But you are still an asswipe and still are thoroughly, thoroughly a disappointment to all the people you robbed, cheated on, and abused. Good riddance, you piece of garbage. Kiss my ass, you loony bastard.

Edited November 14, 2014 by CopingGal

[Mi7522]

Buh bye! Have to type 10 characters but that's all I have to say. But bye!

[aMguilts]

so i text you tonight

duh me ?¡!

no duh you for replying even if it was just 1 word

the lyrics of the song r a bit misleading!!!!!!!!!

im not going to reply to you tonight

i have better things to do

not tomorrow either

im busy then too

and sunday come to think of it! : )

next 1 will be........

hurry up and file please

wtf are you waiting for???

aM

[Cupid's Puppet]

You're nuts. Stop sending me mixed signals and move on with your life.

[WhatWeHad]

I thought about you again the other night. This time I was thinking about the daughter we talked about having, the name you wanted to give her. I wonder if one of your two daughters has that name. That was supposed to be our name. I was supposed to be the one with your children and now you've robbed me of that too. It kills me to think about you rubbing someone else' belly; some other **** carrying your child. I wonder do they even have the same mother. Were you married to her or was it just some stupid roll in the hay? Did you love her?

 

Things are ruined now...forever. Even if in some random way we were able to get back together, everything is sullied. You have a life long link to some other woman. There is something that will always be between us now and you don't even care. How could you not care about what's been severed...forever. I hope you know how much you suck!! Why did I ever let myself love you?

[Cupid's Puppet]

Why are you sending me pictures of you? Why are you texting me "have a good day?" Why are you trying to keep me around? You don't want me, remember? That was your choice not mine. Oh you want your cake and eat it to? Isn't that what you broke up with me for?

 

 

Now you realize starting your life over isn't so easy is it? It takes time to find someone. It takes time to fall in love. And it takes time for that person to be on the same page. But again, this was your choice not mine.