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[me85]

Today's been a really up and down day. There are times where I feel strong, but there are also times like right now where you enter my thoughts and I can't seem to get you out. I think of you with your new partner doing all of the things we used to do and it hurts. It's times like these where I now snap myself out of it. I'm not the doormat I used to be.

 

I wish I could say that I hope for the best for you but the truth is that I don't. What I really hope is that your new relationship falls apart like I know that it will. You're a liar and a cheat. Your relationship is going to be smooth sailing for a few months and then the problems will begin just like they did with me. The lies and the bull**** will surface eventually. I hope the guy you're with has more self respect than I used to have and leaves your ass as soon as he sees the smoke. I let my love for you blind me from your blatant lies. That's a mistake I will never make again.

 

I used to feel pain because I would be pining for you. I would be hoping for a call or a text so that I could get you back. Now when I hurt, I hurt because of all of the lies you told me. Now I hope for a call or text from you not so that I could take you back but so that I could reject you like you have rejected me. It sounds ****ed up, but it's the God's honest truth. I hate to say it, but this is what I've become. I liked myself better when I was carefree and loving, but now I'm just cold hearted and jaded. I could only hope that it's temporary, but if it's not, this is what you have made me.

 

Ditto.

 

 

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[StrangerThanFiction]

Today's been a really up and down day. There are times where I feel strong, but there are also times like right now where you enter my thoughts and I can't seem to get you out. I think of you with your new partner doing all of the things we used to do and it hurts. It's times like these where I now snap myself out of it. I'm not the doormat I used to be.

 

I wish I could say that I hope for the best for you but the truth is that I don't. What I really hope is that your new relationship falls apart like I know that it will. You're a liar and a cheat. Your relationship is going to be smooth sailing for a few months and then the problems will begin just like they did with me. The lies and the bull**** will surface eventually. I hope the guy you're with has more self respect than I used to have and leaves your ass as soon as he sees the smoke. I let my love for you blind me from your blatant lies. That's a mistake I will never make again.

 

I used to feel pain because I would be pining for you. I would be hoping for a call or a text so that I could get you back. Now when I hurt, I hurt because of all of the lies you told me. Now I hope for a call or text from you not so that I could take you back but so that I could reject you like you have rejected me. It sounds ****ed up, but it's the God's honest truth. I hate to say it, but this is what I've become. I liked myself better when I was carefree and loving, but now I'm just cold hearted and jaded. I could only hope that it's temporary, but if it's not, this is what you have made me.

 

Wow, I thought this was one of mine at first. I'm right there with you, lost.

[leavesonautumn]

I've been doing awesome this past little while and tonight I feel like ****. I'm remembering your "I wish" email.

 

**** you

[sammiexo]

"F You" by Lily Allen is a perfect song for you.

[Arient]

I had a kind of "matching date" today, I went because mom wanted me to. I had quite a nice time, the guy was nice, and polite. Nothing might develop though, based on my intuition, and gosh, when I came home, I felt so damn sad. Why I had to go there, talked to a guy while all I wanted is just a f*cking damn word from you, and I felt kind of down. But on the brighter side, I did not feel as much negativity in going to see some new guys anymore, while just a few months ago, I would feel so disgusted and wanted to puke at the idea. So I guess, it's a good development after all. Miss you today!!

[StrangerThanFiction]

I'm just curious, why was it so easy for you to move on from me? Yeah, I know I wouldnt've won a Girlfriend of the Year award but seriously...just like that I'm nothing? I really wonder how much of a double life you've led over the years we were together. Or is double me being naive? Triple, quadruple, more? I wonder if you went back to your ex wife because she's always been...there. Well, good luck with that. If she's smart she'll never trust you again, but then you'll be in the same situation we were when we broke up. Sure, she's the mother of your kids and it seems she's held out for all these years but if she takes you back she's as dumb as all the rest of us that put up with your lies and half-a**ed efforts.

 

You said you wanted to have kids with me. What I don't get, is the fact that you were okay with us having a child but you didn't want to marry me. Think about it, what's the bigger commitment?? I guess if I had your kid you could just pay me child support and never see it in the same way you never see the kids you already have while still messing around with whatever chick maintains eye contact with you for longer than 3 seconds. But at least your ego would be shored up because you would have kids all over the place and, therefore, immortality...at least until they realize what a self serving piece of sh*t you are and cut you out of their lives. Your oldest has behavioural and learning disabilities and you think speaking sternly to him on the phone when your ex wife is at her wit's end is adequate parenting? Maybe if you were around and in his life more than once a month (when you're not trying to validate yourself with looking for girls 10+ years your junior) he could get better. Maybe if you were a good enough man to realize that, yes, it is up to you teach him and show him the way to adulthood instead of just thinking that pouring whatever toys he wants on him is the way to be a good father you might actually be a decent one. The example you've set for him for what a man should be is deplorable and makes me fear for the next generation. I'm not saying I'd make a good mum by any means right now, but that's why I'm 28 and still childless. I know I'm not ready to take on the responsibility of having a hand in shaping a human being. I like to think I'm a good person, but I don't think I'm quite good enough yet to be teaching a little human morals, and integrity, and respect, and standards, and love, etc. Hell, just teaching a dog to sit is probably beyond me right now let alone trying to be the yardstick that a kid measures the world with.

 

I guess what I'm saying, in a roundabout way, is that I'm glad you left me. It hurts, oh sweet f*ck does it hurt, but I know that in the long run you leaving me was a gift. I have the freedom now to get back to to who I actually am and do the things I want and need to in my life. I'm done with waiting. Life is this moment right here and you're not in it and I'm going to be okay.

[winnerwinnerchicken]

Its been nearly 4 months since you left me for him. Almost 3 months that we have not talked. Prior to you moving in with him and his family, we talked every day. I could still make you laugh like a school girl and I still made you smile as much as I could. The day you decided he was your salvation, you cut my from your life completely. This is what hurts the most. I understand I was the only guy to ever like you, to ever hold your hand and to ever touch you. Curiosity and lust got the best of you, but what we had was good, and you know it. I hate that you probably dont even remember me anymore. I'm trying to move on so much, but its hard. I miss you, I Miss my best friend. I was the biggest part of your life for 5 years, once you went to him, you hid everything from me. Why didnt you just tell me you were sleeping with him, I wouldnt have tried to bother you for that whole month. Why did you tell me I messed up? That I needed to work on myself, when really you were just having sex with someone else and needed to deflect the blame. I wish you wouldnt have became best friends with his mother, because i'm sure she aided you in trash talking me.

I was not perfect. I made a lot of mistakes. But I was so good to you. I took you to vegas on your birthday when no one had time for you. I knew you loved photography so I got you a 1200 and a 500 dollar camera, headphones. Over 5 years, I took you all the places you wanted to go and got you all you wanted to have. Its not my fault you had an accident and were unemployed for a year and had to stay home. Its not my fault you got bored and when this new guy came along, you just jumped from my life. I would have done anything for you, had you just said the word. All you had to do was let me know that you wanted to do more, I would have done it. I would have brought the moon down for you.

I wish I could get the opportunity to show you what i am now, that I am a better person. That I have been working on myself. I wish you didnt want nothing to do with me. I wish you understood that I still love you very much, and that I dont want to. I wish I could still be a part of your life. Cold turkey after 5 years, and I doubt you care at all because you're with him.

[Aqua Fleur]

Your fb profile pic should be less cutesy souvenir bear toy (that you've nicknamed already) and more of your cat. The cat we could have had together. At least it's not another photo with her. So many happy snaps and less than 5mths together. I'm amazed you could commit to her. Maybe you're not the commitment-phobe I thought you to be. 2.5 years later, I still wish I could trust you enough (not to stomp on my heart again) that I could be her..

[Justaguy30]

I am having a tough day today, I found out that I have to be out of my apartment by this Friday and I had a date this weekend that went awful. I realize that i don't miss you but I miss having someone in my life. I wish you had actually be the amazing person you made yourself out to be without all the horrible issues that you have. I realize today that a part of me still loves you. You just were not able to be the person I wanted in my life. I do miss you today for some reason but these days have gotten further and further apart. It seems like I only miss you when things are not going well for me. I have a new job that I like a lot but I am still missed having someone in my life and I would really like to be out of this town. I never should have moved back here with you.. You really ****ed my life up by lying to me about everything and for that I hate you.

[Cupid's Puppet]

You do not have to volunteer the fact that you don't have another woman. It's not like we're still together. Sometimes I wonder if you really are naive or if you're trying to manipulate me. I know December will be the last dateless month for me. I put enough of my life on hold.

 

I think about couples who go on picnics, and I realized I never had that. I want to have a picnic at the park with a man before I die. I want to fix a man a hot meal in the morning before I die. I want a man to get addicted to my presence, not be satisfied with my absence. I'm ready for more. And that's not a shot at you. That is a shot at our past relationship. I just want more.

[lostsoul6486]

For the first time in a few weeks, I feel complete and utter sadness today. I've been so angry for these past few weeks. I've been angry that you lied to me so much. I think about how when I would bring up my concerns about you being distant and hanging out with another man so often, you would get mad and say he was just a friend. I was naive enough to believe you. You had been cheated on twice before. You would never put anyone through what you felt. That's what you told me. That's what I believed.

 

If only you knew what I now know about our relationship. I wonder if you would have the nerve to approach me when you see me around if I threw everything in your face. You think you're forgiven for that time I almost left you because of that guy. You cried and begged and I stayed. The truth is, you were forgiven. I believed that nothing happened between you two. I believed that maybe I overreacted, but now I see you in a new light. We broke up shortly after that and I will admit I was not happy in the relationship even though I still wanted to work on it. You picked up a bunch of new responsibilities and stopped finding time for us and that hurt. Then you finally just broke up with me.

 

Then you came back a few months ago with the waterworks. Begging and pleading for another chance. Saying that having me out of your life has shown you how much I really mean to you. Just when things were starting to go well again, you leave me for another guy.

 

Now I know that no matter what you say, you are very willing and capable of cheating. You don't just go and crush someone you love that way. I'm thinking of all of your lies today, but I'm just sad about it. It saddens me to look back at our memories together and feel like they are all fake. Good times. Bad times. Fake. All of them. These are the days where I wonder if time really heals all wounds. I thought I was doing better. I thought after all of this anger left I would be ok, but it's absent right now and all I feel is sadness. I don't want to be pissed anymore, but I prefer it to this. I know the anger is still there. I still feel betrayed. I'll be back to anger and resentment at some point, but what I really want is for this vicious cycle to end.

[Emilia]

I've got an evil plan hehehe

[ralfgarnett]

You haven't bothered with us for 2 weeks and yet toady you have rang 3 times and left 3 messages, you sound concerned but why all of a sudden ?, what do you want from me ?, I am not going to ring you back as much as I love you I am going to let you sweat, panic, and worry just like you did to me more than once this past 4 months, see how you like it.

[Omei]

I hate my ex

[sammiexo]

You are an absolute horror of a human being. Apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

[StrangerThanFiction]

You total, utter, and absolute piece of sh*t. How dare you text me out of the blue and make small talk and then drop the bomb on me that you just got back from a trip you apparently just went on "last minute" all the way across the globe. And yeah, I remember you telling me you were talking to some chick on that stupid effing game you always played from that exact same country you went to on your apparent vacation. This is who you left me for?? Some chick from a game that you never even met before and who lives a million miles away?? And then you ask me if I want to see pictures of your amazing trip and have the gall to get pissy when I tell you I don't have time right now?? I'm sure you would've "accidentally" slipped in one of you and her. I bet you were dying for me to ask who you went with, weren't you? Well **** you, I'm not playing your games. I was doing alright while we maintained NC but then you had to go and text me to rub in the fact that some woman you never even met in person is worth more effort than I ever was. I'm sure this was also a ploy to show how well off you are now that we aren't together because you can just pick up and spend thousands of dollars on a trip to the other side of the planet. I'm so glad you found someone who was worth spending thousands of dollars to go see when I wasn't even worth a tank of gas to come visit. I hope she gave you herpes.

 

I guess this is a harsh lesson, yet again, in the absolute necessity of maintaining NC. I am livid and totally devastated all at the same time and I can't decide if I want to punch holes in walls and destroy furniture or curl up in my bathtub and sob uncontrollably until I either die or stop feeling sorry for myself.

 

In all reality, I knew on an intuitive level from the day we broke up that there was another woman involved so this is really just all the evidence I need for my final closure. I should be relieved. Right now I'm not. I am completely devastated and can't stop picturing you doing all the things in another country with this woman that I wanted to do with you. Again, **** you. Why would you even text me to tell me this in the first place?? I really can't wrap my head around that and it's eating me up. Hell, this whole situation is eating me up right now. The only thing I know to do now is to keep NC no matter what. Since your so rich now I'm sure you won't be needing back the few paltry belongings you left at my place. You've had almost two months to come and get them and you still haven't or even mentioned them. Friends and family have told me they believe you'll use this as a way to sleaze back into my life in case things with your gf don't work out. Could be right. I think I should change my phone number and block your email address. I'm so done.

 

Anyway, I hate you, I hope you get horribly burned by acid, and you lose the use of the thing in your pants that you use as your thinking instrument instead of your brain.

[lakerman34]

I'm not going to contact you, but I have something to get off my chest.

 

I'm pretty much over you. You clearly aren't over me. You're on a freaking Tinder date.....A TINDER DATE.

 

Sure, it's moving on, fine, whatever, but you aren't even over me yet. Also, a 6 hour first date? C'mon, child.

 

Someone's dick is getting sucked tonight. Girl, you are a mess. Hope you like the BBQ though!

 

I hope your car just stops working. Not with anyone in it, of course, I'm not a monster, but I hope your car just breaks and you no longer are able to use it. Ever again. I pray to every Deity that exists that this will come true. Serves you right.

[polaske93]

It's been a little over a month now since I found out about you, and what's his name. I wish i could say that I'm doing ok, but I never could lie to you. Almost every night I wake up with the though of my friend holding you like I did while you sleep. Every morning I turn over and still expect to see you laying there in my shirt. Everyday feels like a month since I last held you, and told you it would be ok. It makes me sick hearing these things about you, and seeing how little respect you have for yourself. When I have seen the woman you are inside, I miss her... I miss sitting outside while you sang to me, and seeing you smile when you watched me paint. I still think about you everyday, Sometimes it's with love.. and sometimes with hate..

[MajorOak]

I know a feeling worse than the betrayal you have put me through.

There's a real pain now, it runs a lot deeper despite all your lying cheating behaviour.

I lost my way for months, alone in that dark place, no comprehension to the value of life itself, my life.

 

I'm the one now riddled with guilt. I'm sorry your back with me.

I cannot except the fact that I may of robbed you of happiness.

Being happy with someone else, you being happy is all I ever wanted.

 

Im so very sorry

[Justm3x]

I just heard this song and i felt so sad, I know your back in the country for another 5 days and then your off again... ive been wondering what your doing and if your doing stuff with her, its klilling me. I know oneday a song will come on and I wont feel this way, i just hope its soon because i cant keep doing this, its tearing me apart.

 

 

 

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

[leavesonautumn]

Happy Birthday dickhead. Hope it's awful. I know how much you hate your birthday and how you treated me like **** every year on this day. As if it's my fault you wasted your life on coke and porn. My fault you didn't ****, let alone date anyone until you were 31.

[RoseHeart]

It's been over a week now. I'm on day 9. It still hurts a little bit and I'm in the angry phase. I think I saw you on Tuesday evening at the library. I was so busy focusing on my computer screen that when I looked up briefly I only saw the back of your head and that sexy little manly ponytail you have that drives me crazy in a good way.... what upset me is knowing that you most likely had to have seen me as you walked past but you didn't choose to come say hi. Okay maybe I was looking busy and I really was.. but still. You made your choice and clearly you are sticking with it just like I'm sticking with my choice too.

 

I don't really think about you as much at all. At night when I lay in my bed the feeling of wanting you next to me isn't there anymore. Instead I'm busy thinking of 2015 and all my exciting plans of moving to a new apartment, starting my third year at uni and how happy I'll be with my new house mate. You're further from my thoughts... you're turning into nothing. Just like I'm nothing to you. In fact, you have REALLY inspired me to move on. I wish to be just like you. Not a ****ing care in the world. That's you. Nothing could ever bother or phase you. Well, the new me isn't' going to care about you either.

 

If I ever see you again, I'm not even going to bother saying hi. You're a jackass. You lied. You said we'd be friends and you'd contact me. You didn't. You knew how much it took from me to talk to you again after all that happened and yet you completely threw it right back into my face. In my eyes you're worthless. You're not even worth one minute of my thoughts. Good thing that that I've woken up and realized that a life with you will be exhausting as I'd never feel secure, safe and wanted. I'd always be scared that you'll run away again without saying goodbye.

 

I hope you meet someone that hurts you as much as you hurt me. Maybe then you'll grow up and realize what you've become.

[Hoosfoos]

I missed you more today than I have in a very long time. I don't know why. I melted down. Probably because I'm coming up to the anniversary of when you left. You don't think about me anymore. You've probably been f#cking someone else for months now. Almost a year later and I'm still destroyed over you. Don't ever contact me, I never want to see you again.

[Jet Lag]

I hate you so much!!! You hurt me so much. How could you do this to me? You were meant to be my best friend.

[lawbstar]

It will b three weeks tomorrow from when you dumped me. I will never forget how I just came over to your house. Looking to spend some time with you and be happy together. When I come in, the first thing you do is tell me we need to talk. I dont' know what I did to push you away. I tried my best for you, and you threw me away.