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[Mary Oak]

Hey. I want to talk to you today (like I do everyday), and I know I can't.

 

Although I hve no words left, and I would hate for you to see tears in my eyes. I have nothing else I can say to you. I have said everything, over and over....

 

So how come, I want to talk to you???

 

Makes no sense.

[leavesonautumn]

Horrible dream about you last night, I woke up so panicked and worried about you I almost called you.

 

You do worry me.... Especially with your family's not so great health history. What if you got sick, and were in the hospital everyday, I wouldn't even know. If you died, I wouldn't find out for days.

 

One of my fears as well. My ex is having intense jaw breaking surgery and it isn't very common but there are serious side affects. I wonder if he or his family would tell me if anything happens.

[Xemyd]

One of my fears as well. My ex is having intense jaw breaking surgery and it isn't very common but there are serious side affects. I wonder if he or his family would tell me if anything happens.

 

My dad sees my ex's dad almost weekly so I know I'd find out eventually, but not knowing something was wrong would kill me if anything happened to him.

[love1336x]

I hope you are okay.

Its been a whole week of NC.

7 whole days without talking to you seeing you... Nothing.

 

Each day gets better. I don't cry anymore.

 

 

Every single morning though you are always on my mind.

I still have hope in a month. You'll miss me and want me back.

 

Why do I set myself up for this type of failure?

Oh course you wont want me back...

[edgygirl]

It's been 18 days since my last email to you.

 

It's been 15 days since your last email to me.

 

1 month and 10 days since we broke up.

 

I guess the NC thing is good after all. I just stopped craving and missing you.

Which at some point felt almost impossible.

 

It's sad, but feels so good not to "crave/miss" you. It makes it easier to be able to have a good logical analysis of what happened. Maybe we weren't that good for each other after all. Oh well. Big sigh. Feels weird to say these things. I guess life just moves on. I certainly am.

[edgygirl]

ps: Haven't had any dreams about you lately.

 

Yay to NC. You are somewhat out of my mind most of the day now.

[love1336x]

It's been 18 days since my last email to you.

 

It's been 15 days since your last email to me.

 

1 month and 10 days since we broke up.

 

I guess the NC thing is good after all. I just stopped craving and missing you.

Which at some point felt almost impossible.

 

It's sad, but feels so good not to "crave/miss" you. It makes it easier to be able to have a good logical analysis of what happened. Maybe we weren't that good for each other after all. Oh well. Big sigh. Feels weird to say these things. I guess life just moves on. I certainly am.

 

 

I already feel like that, and it's only been eight days since we broke up! It's really a nice feeling of not craving that person's love.

[mangetout]

Its been nearly 8 months since you dumped me. We tried four times afterwards and you dumped me everytime. But I really see you for you who are now. You don't make me happy anymore..and I am bored of you.

 

 

I am beginning to not really care anymore. I am beginning to feel apathy!! Its happening to me thank GOd! I never thought this day would come.

 

 

I can let you go forever!

 

 

I am finally ready for a new relationship

[Photofinish]

I miss you. How could you abandon me at a time like this? I'm scared. I'm alone and I want to be in your arms. In your room with you watching anime or playing video games. Laughing and making jokes while I tickle you and tell you how much I love you. I'm sorry for the way I acted. If I could take it back I would in a heart beat but I cannot. You treat me like garbage . You said you arent coming to my surprise party. You wont finish my pinata. Why? My father passed away and im greifing. Why arent you here with me? To hold my hand and tell me it will be okay. Is it because I didnt lose my virginity last time I saw you? I didnt take yours, is that why? I couldnt. I was sick . Would you have fought for me if I had? Why dont you ever fight for me? Am I not worth it? I saw a future with you. I love you . I've never loved a man but I love you. Why? I cant take you back but I want you back more then anything. It's been about 24 hours since I send you that message that you ignored. I told you I wll not contact you again. I will stand by that message. I love you and youre making me suffer . I cant eat or sleep. I wake up in the middle of thenight thinking that I am dying. My face and arm becomes numb. I think about my dead father . He enjoyed life. It's like you're dead because I wont see you anymore. I was so scared you would die . Will you miss me at all?

[love1336x]

Ugh. I feel so trapped inside of me.

I want to be free of myself.

You keep running all day in my head.

ALL DAY!

I am practicing the stuff i'll say in front of you when you come back...

Sad... I still have hope that you are missing me... that you want me back...

 

But why would you?

Same cycle keeps repeating and repeating.

UGH F ME! F ME!!!!!!!!!!!

[MajorOak]

When the storm clouds come rolling in all I see is beautiful people.

[Thegreatestthing]

I am dating someone again,he makes me happy as anything and adores me

But I still want to write to you,tell you I love you more and more

But what is the use you won't reply ,I will never understand how it happened,I shouldn't have wrote to you all those times,I really regret it.

How do I get you back,I don't love you but I miss you.

[Thegreatestthing]

Was about to write to you,tell you how much

I love you,everything but it's just useless

I came here so I wouldn't.

I'm suppose to just sit here and hope you come back

How silly we are to think that if we tell you enough times how

Much we love you,you'll come back.

It's just not true.

[redbaron005]

I hope you grow up.

 

But I hope you never grow up.

[Thegreatestthing]

I like your signature

[Xemyd]

I feel sick today, start of the flu perhaps and I just want to be in your arms.

 

I really thought we were good together, obviously you didn't feel the same, you've never even tried to talk to me after....

[love1336x]

So, i paid 40 bucks for a tarot card reading...

 

I must say I hope she is right about us...

I can't lie... it does give me false hope for a future... that might never be, who knows maybe she was saying this to be nice...

 

Within three months you we are suppose to have a strong bond once again, but it is not forever... You are not my future husband, and we will break up again...

 

I miss you every single day....

I wish I could be in your arms again.

[Xemyd]

Do you want to come over?

 

 

 

 

I wish you could...

[Thegreatestthing]

I'm falling in love with the new guy

It's so great.

[Xemyd]

If you could miss me and send me a text, that'd be great.

 

This whole time it's been me pining after you, I wish you were hurting as much as me.

[love1336x]

I'm banging your suppose friend.

I'm addicted to his sex. His lips. His eyes. Everything.

He's my happy pill while you are away.

 

I hope i dont crash down hard, but other than that. I been hanging out with friends more, ive been more active. Simply more happy and with peace of things I cannot change.

 

What I can change is what I feel and the way I view stuff.

And I'm happy.

[love1336x]

My brain is finally in control.... Sorry heart. You get me in trouble too much.

[Thegreatestthing]

I like the new guy a lot

But I miss you ,you make me happy

I wish you would reply anything at all

I wish you would write like you always use to

I miss you badly.

[LostConfused123]

My brain is finally in control.... Sorry heart. You get me in trouble too much.

Love this!!

So yours doe it too?

[Hoosfoos]

I'm here, and you're supposed to be with me. But youre not.