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[NomiMalone]

[JoelBarish]

I miss you so much. You don't miss me at all. God damn you. You said I was your soul mate not very long ago. You told me you weren't going anywhere. Why did you lie? Did you cheat on me? Is that ****er your with worth what we lost? I ****ing hate you right now

[Haydn]

It`s been 3 months since you left my life. You told me you needed me only a few days before. Then you sent that message. I haven`t tried to get in touch with you since. You sent me those awful messages 2 months ago just to tell me you couldn`t trust me. I know you couldn`t trust yourself to be so happy and that you had problems that you refused to address and even now you are probably that cold cold woman i knew and gave everything to for years. I put you before everything in my life. My family, friends, to the point of insanity. I put you so high up i lost myself. Your jealousy pushed you so far away from me. Checking my my phone, making me delete my friends from social sites. I did all of this for you and never once asked you to do anything. I showed no jealousy because i trusted you completely. I was so in love with you. Then you did it, you broke my heart into so many pieces. The last 2 weeks i have just begun to pick up those pieces and allow someone to put them back together. I wonder what you are thinking right now? Want to know what i am thinking?

 

I should have walked when i had the chance.

 

Goodnight.

 

X

[AnnaAnna]

I won't lie! I think about you all the time.

[AnyaNova]

I don't understand why you did what you did. Why you acted against your feelings. I probably never will. But I know that I am close to being over you. I can't say completely with 100 percent certainty that I would tell you no, if you showed up at my door asking for a second chance, but I can tell you with 95-99.99 percent certainty that I would. This question decides it, because I don't think there is any way that I could ever trust you not to leave me again, no matter if it was what you wanted or how you really felt about it. And more and more, I want the new plate. The new plate with this fascinating possibility. I hope it works out. He really seems to get me.

[reddragon588]

I don't know why I've felt so compelled to reach out to you again the last few days... but I have. I miss you a lot lately.

[JoelBarish]

Were you ever serious about me? Did you mean the things you said? Did you really want to live with me? Please come back, it's not too late

[UnknownFX]

why did you send me a friend request after you not wanting to be with me?

[Friggia]

Nearly seven hours into day five.

 

I hate nights. I stayed up working and thought about you as I was working, and then I couldn't get to sleep. I sit around a nervous wreck waiting for the first light of dawn to pierce the sky. I'm a nervous wreck because I must make an errand back to our town, and I haven't told you I will be in town, and don't intend on it. This is a first for our relationship, and it gives me great cause to be nervous. I don't want to let you go. I'm scared that this time rather than waiting around for me to reach out you are going to think that I'm not worth it anymore and that you will wake up and feel out of love with me. I can't believe its only been five days. Will you acknowledge me before my birthday at the end of the month? Before my moving date? Are you on board? What is going on? Are you okay? How are you doing? I know I asked you not to contact me and to leave me in peace so that I could finish a project but goddammit I don't get a friendly hello or an i miss you once? Sigh.... reminding myself its only been five freaking days. Jesus Christ this is insane.

[Omei]

Wish I never met you, I liked how I was before you I had so much hope for a pure love.

 

Now im too scared:'(

Edited October 13, 2013 by Omei

[Petunia20]

Yesterday I woke up feeling really bad. I woke up and realized that while I'm waking up alone and in the same place you left me, you're waking up to her in her apartment. You're waking up the same way you used to wake up to me if not better. I remember how you would wake up and look over at me and smile. Last night I woke up at 330 am and told myself "he's not yours anymore" it was a thought that came to my mind right away. At times I overthink which you know that about me already. You couldn't even change for me so could you really change for her? Then again, she's what you always wanted. It hurts me so much to know that you are with her. I'm on day 6 of not looking at your twitter or hers. I don't want to go on and see you two flirting with each other and all the lovey things. My mind gets the best of me at times, I think that you miss me at times still or that you miss certain parts of me. How could love end like this? I need to accept that you are not coming back. I think that if you try to come back any later I will no longer desire you. But I guess what will be will be. You are where you want to be and there is nothing I can do but not intrude in living your life. When I broke up with u each time, u never tried to reach out to me. So I guess that should tell me something. U always tried to reach out to her. I have more dignity than this. I hope to stop loving you soon. I hate you David.

[AnyaNova]

Were you ever serious about me? Did you mean the things you said? Did you really want to live with me? Please come back, it's not too late

 

 

Yes it is! You deserve better. I know you are wrong what you think and feel and that is good, just don't let it become a reality!

[love1336x]

Make me yours again?

No.... Wait that's too much to ask for.

 

Why am I missing you so hard? :/

[JoelBarish]

Yes it is! You deserve better. I know you are wrong what you think and feel and that is good, just don't let it become a reality!

 

Thanks Anya. I have no intention of asking her back. I was just letting those feelings out

[love1336x]

I have days when I don't think about you... Days when I simply cant get you out of my head.

I love though days when you are not bothering me.

Its true freedom, but then I dunno.... I don't want to forget how important you were to me. How much I loved you.....

[AnyaNova]

Thanks Anya. I have no intention of asking her back. I was just letting those feelings out

 

Autocorrect mayhem again. That should have read, writing. Not wrong.

 

Just checking to make sure no backsliding was going on. I think we both are congregants of the church of the new plate! :-). It is a good church, full of the hope of a relationship where trust is valued and never broken.

[thewrongonee]

Its had not to think about you and us. I miss those morning messages and talks, and all the time we would spend throughout the days and the weeks.Time felt as if it was flying faster than ever. The day we decided to end it, this all changed, everything turned upside down. Now I hate the fact we both decided to move on, but as days go on my guilt just keeps getting worse. I did the things that i hate my self for, and that will be with me forever. My only thought of us together is dying, but what can i do? im a foolish boy that thought love dident exist. I just hope, the pain gets smoother, but i will never forget.

[AnyaNova]

As we were driving, (my visiting friend and I) you came up. I commented that though I definitely don't want you back anymore, and don't want to be in a relationship with you anymore, I do wish, given so much of your pain, so much of your problems, you are just a sweet little boy in a man's body who I suspect has been incredibly wounded by life. I wish I could hold you and comfort you still. Not in any romantic sense. Just let you cry and work out your pain.

 

This new possibility is really looking good. I no longer think of you, first thing, but him. And when I go to sleep, it is the possibilities I see with him that I think of. This is not a rebound. I don't expect him to be you, or want him to be you. I have worked out long ago how to be confident and happy on my own. I am ready for the challenge of maintaining that confidence while in a relationship.

 

I think I can say that I am 100 percent over you. And it is a relief. Like a weight has been lifted, well I could go into the research about breakups causing autonomic slowing, etc, but that would just bore everyone to tears.

 

Well, you have given me a fascinating ex story, though as you promised me (hopefully you wil keep to your word better than you did about the note you promise to send) that you would not disparage me, I will not disparage you.

 

Sometimes, though there seems to be cosmic design. If I hadn't have dated you, would All the right circumstances have aligned for me to run into this man who understands me so well?

 

Goodbye, Tim. You have made it clear that you wish no further contact, ever. I will respect your choice. And my life is moving on quite well.

 

I am excited to see what happens next. :-)

Edited October 14, 2013 by AnyaNova

[im_thedude]

I'm tired of thinking about someone who isn't in my life anymore.

 

I'm tired of thinking about someone who probably won't ever be in my life again.

 

I'm tired of not knowing whether or not I would ever let you enter back into my life, far down the line. And I'm sad knowing that chances are, I'll never see your number pop up on my phone again.

[Petunia20]

Had an awesome time yesterday in downtown L.A. I can say that I didnt really miss you. When I go to places I havent been to I often think, "oh David would like this place. It would be fun if he was here" but yesterday I didnt think that. I just had fun. This weekend I used your shirt that I found hidden under the dresser as a dust rag. I cleaned around with it. It felt good lol I had been wearing it here and there to sleep. But this weekend I decided that its just a shirt and nothing special. You got another letter from your credit card company about some changes to your account. Idk y you dont change your address with them already. I'm sure you did with the rest of your stuff. I dont get your Macys statement anymore. So idk y your credit card stuff still comes to my house. But, I wrote "Return to Sender" on the front of it. I no longer want or care to open it and see what you have been spending your money on. I'm sure you will get an email saying that your mail has been returned. Then maybe you can fix your address. I feel good today and I hope to stay like this through the day. This was definetely your loss! Greetings from a very sunny So Cal Day! I hear there's thunderstorms in your hood lol #buster

[ChasingCars]

I cannot believe within 2 days of that last post to you, you contacted me.

Yes, I missed you...but geezus, I had moved on for the most part.

 

I told you to never contact me unless your situation was different and I told you THAT back when I was REALLY wanting you.

 

THEN...You have the nerve to treat me like I'm just some booty call and DENY it WHILE you are doing it?

 

I can't believe you would stir up my life like this, for THAT reason.

What are you???

 

This SUCKS.

I'm not over you and you do this?

I was SO CLOSE.

[ChasingCars]

P.S...

 

And "I cannot be in an affair again"...WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK A ONE NIGHT STAND WOULD BE??

 

[AnnaAnna]

Some days are so easy without you. Other days are painfully hard. Today is one of those harder days. I thought about you all day. Today I want you back.I really miss talking to you. You were my lover and my best friend. I have nobody to share my secrets with. I miss holding your hand and your warm hugs. I really am trying so hard to forget about you because I know that's what you want. Today I deleted your number from my phone. I know it's not much but I don't want to get depressed and call you accidentally. I am trying so hard to move on with my life but it's hard without you. I still can't imagine being with anybody else but you.

Babe, I really miss you a lot. I wish we did things differently. I wish we had tried a little harder.

 

 

I love you B****

 

 

I will always want you!

[SimonSerenade]

Somewhere, somebody out there is thinking of you and the tremendous impact you made on their life.

 

It's not me,.....

I think your a cunt.

[love1336x]

I... don't know anymore..