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[barrelwave]

My shattered dreams and broken

Heart are mending on the shelf.

I saw you holding hands standing so close to someone else.

Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone.

I'd give my best to you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry.

 

[Chorus]

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I've gotta put you out of my mind,this time

Stop living a lie.

I guess I'm down to one last cry.

 

 

I was here,you were there.

Guess we never could agree.

While the sun shines on you,

I need some love to rain on me.

Still, I sit all alone,

Wishing all my feelings were gone.

Gotta get over you.

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry.

 

[Chorus]

 

I know I gotta be strong,

But 'round me

Life goes on and on and on, and on

I'm gonna dry my eyes

Right after I have my one last cry.

[Ashlaria]

How could you have been so stupid? How could you have ruined everything we had and everything you promised me? How are you going to live? Who is going to look after you now? More importantly I guess, why do I even ****ing well care????

[iouaname]

I'm missing you a lot today, and for some reason, I'm feeling bad about myself again. I am cycling through the "what is wrong with me?"'s again, and have really wanted to reach out. I actually had a dream last night that I messaged you and it went really badly and you were really rude, so I've decided to pretend as if that dream were real and let it serve as the reason I am not going to contact you.

[SimonSerenade]

I still dream about you, I still wake up every morning thinking of you, it's not as painful as it used to be, I don't even know why I think of you, all you ever did was lie and decieve, you cheated, you manipulated me and told me horrible things just so I would leave you, rather than just be honest you had me going out of my mind with self doubt, I know you didn't care, you showed that time after time, you never stop showing it, it ended with you using me and treating me like a bag of asses, I have to keep all this in mind so I don't miss you, I wish I didn't have to remember you this way, your so mesed up and you don't even see it, you reflect it on me because it's easier for you to blame me than have to face yourself for all this crap, I may think of you but I'll never forget that you made me miserable on purpose.

[Exitleft]

uh, it tears me up. I wish I never met you at all.

[inaya42]

it hurts me to think about why we lasted as long as we did: because i am a mom and so well skilled in forbearance, patience, nurturing, and one-sided giving. ugh.

[adelia]

my hunch was right about you and instead of ending it with me like a decent person you rubbed my nose in it so id end it with you. i feel sorry for you because you have zero empathy for how anyone else could feel but yourself. i honestly dont think you even can or are able to. i dont understand this because im the opposite. so much so ive become your doormat to stomp your dirty feet all over. what ill never get is how that could make you feel good. you took a person who really liked and loved you and warped it all and why i dont know. i thought my ex before was heartless but at least i knew where i stood with him he didnt prolong the pain of a break up. you get your kicks out of messing with my mind. like im some sort of simpleton to have fun with on the side and totally destroy while you have what you really want nicely tucked away. maybe its a power rush youre after but the only power you have had is to hurt someone and anyone can do that. ..

[athousandquestions]

I had a dream about you. It was awful. We were supposed to go to some graduation ceremony together and I went and you weren't there. I was asking everyone where you were, and texting you so confused, and you were getting angry saying you couldn't find me. Then we figured out you were at the one for your school not mine, and I said I would drive over. But you didn't want to see me anymore. You said I didn't care about you, that I was happy without you and started sending me pictures I had taken with my friends at the grad party and saying I was fine without you. I started crying and told you I wasn't fine without you.

 

 

Maybe this is because you texted me last night, while I was watching a movie. I replied this morning because I didn't notice until a few hours later. It hurts me to know you think I don't care about you. I want to grab you by your stupid face and scream at you because I do care, I love you still. Even today, I still do. But you left me, I don't know what you expected to happen.

 

Our would be anniversary is this weekend and I was expecting a text on that day. I was gonna leave my phone at home all day (I have a 12 hour shift to occupy me) but you texted me a few days earlier which has totally thrown me off.

 

 

I don't know how I feel anymore I was excited to live my life without you but for the past two days I've just wanted you back. I want to live my life and experience things with you.

[SimonSerenade]

It's so messed up how the universe works, right now I thought we'd be sending loving messages to one another over iMessage on the iPad I bought you, instead I have to live with knowing your talking to your exes and possibly flirting with other guys on it, I still struggle to understand why I deserve to live with that, I've been bent over before but I can't remember the last time somebody bent me over that far and screwed me like that, The worst part about it is that you won't see anything wrong in what your doing because you never did and you never will, I should hate you but I give up feeling anything for you.

[SimonSerenade]

I often wonder what it feels like to be you, a mess like this stuck on your hands with crazy glue, ran out of time no kiss goodbye, wish I could learn to let this sleeping dog die without lying to myself.

[Nyclovin]

I don't blame you for leaving me I even could've seen you coming if I tried. I believe he deceived me and that you gave me no sign All I wanted was another chance to say five years of something that I thought was so special to both you and me I alone was the only one holding on you had a ready Lico months maybe years into the relationship yet had no intention of telling me until the time is convenient for you I sat there and thought about her future thought about our wedding photo better kids thought about our vacations thought about everything in between what did you do you thought about different ways to get me out of the house And I know IOU nothing I know you owe me nothing I know people break up every day and people grow apart every day and every other cliché in the book applies if this was you and me and this is you throwing me away What right do you have to throw me away who are you decide I am trash I am trash but that's not up to you to decide you were the one that was supposed to tell me I was worth can you were the one that was supposed to hold me when I wasn't sure same way that I was supposed to be there for you but apparently I wasn't good enough to do that for you was I?

[adb22]

F U! For real! Don't ever contact me again, throwing loafs of bread, not breadcrumbs,at me! You're a sad excuse for a man and a human. You can't just play with people's emotions and feel like you can get off with no repercussions! Shame on you!

[SimonSerenade]

It would have never worked out with you in the long run, I was a fool to ever think it would, I shouldn't of had to jump through hoops to have some understanding from you, I shouldn't have to ask you to buy my son a card on his birthday and go to hell and back over why, I shouldn't of had to deal with your bs when I'm grieving over my best friend, yet I overlooked everything and treated you like a princess, you make me out to be a bad guy after all the crap you've pulled, anything I've ever said or done I've made up for and learned from it, what the hell did you ever do?, I've never known anyone like you.

 

Your the most self centred evil piece of crap I've ever met and I was an idiot to ever stand by you, there is something seriously wrong with you, I'm not even sorry anymore, you made me a nervous insecure wreck, you deserve nothing and hopefully one day that's exactly what you'll have.

[groupergirl]

I am so mad right now I could break the NC rule. You had no right to treat me or anyone the way you treated me, you the Victim when in fact you are a user and a verbal abuser a mental case just waiting to happen you and all of your issues I had to put up with. You selfish prick!!!! You come off like a very sincere and loving guy and yet you are cold and calculating using everyone in your path, you actually cut off your own mother for 5 years.

 

No one tells you NO. When I did it was over......I can honestly say I hate you with every bone in my body. I did not get closure yet you have another girlfriend in 24 hours after we broke up. You were never the victim like you profess to be. You come off like the honest country good guy when you are so cold and mean. When Karma comes for you lord have mercy on your very cold soul.

 

I loved you and your daughter with all my heart.

 

I hate you for what you did and did not do!!!!

[athousandquestions]

This is the last time (I hope) I'll be posting about you . And it's mostly for other people to read, and learn from.

 

After fighting last night, I told you I'm changing my number. You lost your mind yelling at me. Told me to **** myself, that I'm going to regret it, that I'm making a mistake. You stopped replying to me and would send me rude responses.

 

Let's keep in mind you dumped me.

 

I told you that one day, when things get tough, you won't be able to just run away anymore. One day when things get hard, you're going to have to stick around and work through it, and not give up. You said "Watch me."

 

 

I waited an hour and then replied. In short, I told you that I wasn't changing my number to hurt you. I told you I can't just wake up one day and not care about you, and if you're still contacting me I will never get over it. I told you that I have to shut the gateway to communicating. (He was the one who would contact me, even if I had ignored him, and I would start to look forward to his messages or wonder why he hadn't texted me, even though I wasn't replying.) I told you I wish you the best, and I do. I told you I don't want to be with you, I want us both to be happy and live our lives, and maybe in a year or two from now we will be able to be civil. I don't want to make things worse by continuing to talk and fight. I wished you well, and I meant it. I asked you to please stop contacting me to allow me to heal.

 

I wasn't expecting a reply and when I read your response I cried. You were so kind and I wasn't expecting that at all.

 

I still love you, I know when time goes by I will stop. I'll love again, and life will move on. I hope we don't forget about each other. I hope you realize that all the things I've said to you are true, you are an incredible, kind, amazing person and you can do anything you set your mind to.

 

 

We broke up over a month ago, but today was the day I've really moved on. It hurt a lot this past month, but today was the day my heart really gave up.

 

 

I hope we meet again some day, when we are older and have gotten past this whole GIGS bull**** that we're both experiencing.

 

Don't settle for anything less than the best, because you deserve the best.

 

Always.

[swimswithjeans]

No, really... Really...

 

What are you doing?! Look at yourself. Look at your life and the choices you had made... You lost a GORGEOUS girl who was CRAZY about you. No, not lost, you THREW AWAY. I can't even believe you, J. What are you doing? Where is your ambition.

 

I sent you that text yesterday... And you just said 'thank you.' Well, I kind of tore you apart. But it was ALL true.

 

I wish I could hate you and say to you the kinds of things that you said to me. I want to hate you but I will always love you. Always.

 

I would have had your kids. Really. I would have done anything for you.

 

I saw your flaws- ALL of them. And, you know what? I was your biggest cheerleader. And what did I get? Empty promises and wasted time and a broken heart. And a miscarriage I went through completely alone. Because the only person who could have made me feel better was you.

 

How SICK is that? You gave me something no one else ever had; you made me feel taken care of even though you did a s**tty, half assed job at it.

 

You will be alone for a long time. Man up, have fun on OkCupid finding girls 1/10 as pretty as me.

[hellischrome]

I went to a Goth party yesterday, out for dinner with friends, and to the movies today - It's the first relaxing weekend I had in months. I have no idea of what you are doing and if you will ever come back to me, so far I am just happy as now I know how it feels to be without you. And don't dare do something you may regret and then come back to me, it's going to be your last mistake.

[nikshar]

I am just truly depressed. Relationships can really cause alot of pain that you can sometimes never get over:(

[Nyclovin]

Hardest waking up without you . I used to love bringing your coffee in bed and planning our Sundays . We did that for so many years now I lay here months of not seeing you in tears without you and no coffee.

[SimonSerenade]

Had another messed up dream about you last night, why did you have to leave the way you did?, you have no idea how much it messed me up, the things you've done have me feeling like I was never important to you in the first place, did you do it to hurt me?, do you really think I deserve that?, there's no point asking you, run and hide is the only tactic you play, perfect little you could do no wrong, you've never felt attached to anybody you've been with, you've always discarded people with ease like their a worn out old play thing, I saw that back then, it scared the hell out of me, I wasn't anything special to you, the only person that ever mattered was yourself, I should of walked away before you did to me what you did to all the other men in your life, I stood by you and it didn't even matter because sure enough, I suffered your cold and cruel wrath anyway, you cut people off like they never existed at all, your a vile person and how you get up and look at yourself in the mirror in the morning after what you've put people through is beyond me.

Edited July 7, 2013 by SimonSerenade

[ChasingCars]

Having a moment of weakness and missing you.

 

Even though I said NC, I so wish right at the moment that you would say, "Hi".

Just Hi.

I'm not thinking beyond that moment and the consequences, I just so would like that "HI."

FML

 

I would pluck every hair off my body one at a time with tweezers for a Hi.

No, I would bungee jump for a Hi.

 

I wouldn't sit in a bathtub full of snakes though.

Forget that.

I don't want to hear from you that bad.

[eachcomingnight]

How weird is this? On our last weekend together, I explained for you that my tears were brought about by the thought that each time we did something that weekend it would be the last time that we did it together. I genuinely thought I'd never see you again. And now here we are in the same place, working together. Laughing together.

 

For the most part, I'm fine. I was terrified that just seeing you would send me spiraling backwards, and it hasn't at all. I'm just watching myself carefully to make sure that I don't get pulled back in. I know that we are not always aware of our true emotions and I was reminded of that when I found myself secretly disappointed that you decided not to come into the city for our day off. At the same time I was fully prepared to keep my distance if we did end up in the same place.

 

While I am very proud of how well I'm handling this and how stable I am emotionally, I can't help but wonder what you're thinking and how you see me. And I guess I'll keep on wondering...

[Legatus]

After all you've done you have a decency to say that I got over you "so fast". Yes I got the sarcasm but still you have no right to tell me that after you left me for another man and checked out of the relationship months before we officially broke up.

 

Do I sense a regret from your part? If so, I still don't care. It's your problem now. You had so many chances to make things right, to finish things as a proper human being not little coward. Now your "Hi ,how you're doing" doesn't have any impact on me. Not anymore. That's why I didn't reply. Your lack of respect for me and my house is astonishing. I don't care anymore if you pick your things up in my absence. I didn't expect respect or reason from you. You just do what you want, like you always have.

 

You have no right to ask whether I'm happy or not, and that this is important to you to know that. I don't give a flying monkey about what's important to you. You want to know that so you can sleep at night without regret and having thoughts about what you did. Believe me - that won't change. You know as well as I do, that what you did was wrong, and that's why you do what you do.

 

I never promised you we'll be friends. I said it may be possible but I realized I don't want such friends. Who lie to me week on week, and then go off with another man, sleeping with him and then telling me everything is finished. No, I do not want friends like that

[adelia]

I don't understand you. I don't think I ever will. You can be so loving and yet so distant. I feel close to you yet I'm afraid of you because you've hurt me in the past. I can't talk to you because I don't trust you. I feel at times you wanted me to break up with you but that's not what I wanted. If you had someone else you should of just told me or ended it with me. I could've handled it I'm not the fragile. I've dealt with a broken heart and come out knowing he wasn't the one. I don't know why you keep stringing me along. If you're no longer interested tell me so I can move on..

[Eivuwan]

Hey, just wanted to tell you that even though you hate your nasty selfish shallow mother you are becoming a younger version of her! I have been telling you for years to get therapy and that you are clearly under the influence of your parents, but you didn't listen did you? You thought you can just mope and figure things out by yourself. Ok, keep wasting your time and repeating the cycle. I am sad that I wasted so much time with you but I am moving on and making a better life for myself now. Honestly, if it weren't for the fact that you were my first love and that we have dated for so long, I wouldn't be so attached to you as a person. I mean, if I have never known you and if I had met you now at my current levels of maturity, I would not have fallen for you. I would like to date someone who is generally caring, openminded, reliable, and empathic. Not someone who is insecure, judgmental, shallow, and selfish. You were insecure the most about your looks and IQ and so you have focused all your attention on overcompensating for these perceived deficiencies. Too bad that those are your strongest traits now. And while these traits are enough for your current job, good luck finding good friends and a mature and caring girlfriend with the ****ty personality that you currently have.