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June 22, 2013

I have to accept my sons mother is a heartless, cruel, selfish human being with the worst judgement in recorded history. I still cannot stomach this.

I should not have to "figure out" your betrayal. My life should not be ruined because I was dumb enough to involve myself with someone so below me in every measurable way. Our son should not have to live your lie of an existence for 70% of his life.

I wish I believed in karma, that people with no conscience or souls get what's coming to them, but you'll somehow find a way to manipulate that in your favor as well. You're a messed up human being who derives pleasure in causing other human beings pain and suffering. It's all about you, always has been, always will be. I empathize that you grew up with no love or financial support. That's not my fault, talk to your mother, stepdad and deceased father about that. I tried to take you out of your dysfunctional, ****ed up surroundings and this how I'm repaid.

I don't feel a bit bad for what I've said about this joke of a husband you have now. I'll continue to share my opinions of him because he is a BAD person.. devoid of character, ethics, integrity and just a douchebag in general. Seems like a good fit for you. But hey, this is his THIRD shot at marriage, so by this point he should know how to look like he's a great guy and what manipulative tricks to use to convince a mentally weak coward like you. I hope he ends up leaving you like he did his other two wives...and for once in your pathetic life you actually have to face life on your own. It'll eat you alive.

June 23, 2013

Most days I am so strong and fine without you. Then other days like today I miss you so much. I don't know which emotion is the real one. I wonder if you miss me, but I am pretty sure you don't so won't reach out only to feel embarrassed.

June 23, 2013

i am never speaking about you again. Nobody gives good advice and nobody tells me what I need to hear.

June 23, 2013

I still miss you sometimes you gutter slut.

Am I broken, I don't know.... What I do know is, we will never talk & that is for the best!!

June 23, 2013

I don't know what to say to you, what can I say?, you couldn't understand it anyway, you destroyed me, you made me weak, I had to build myself from the ground up the last time I was hurt and I thought I would never love again and let myself be hurt like that again.

I fell for you and I trusted you, you had me believe that I was something special and nobody could ever mean what I did to you then you threw me away and you never stopped throwing me away, you made it up by telling me all I longed to hear then when it suited you, you took it away again and left me desperately wondering what it was I meant to you, I had no confidence left and suddenly everybody else was better than me because you didn't treat anybody else that way, you treated me that way and only me.

This time you've left me for good, you have no empathy for what I'm going through and you never have, my life, my heart, my mind, it's all in ruins and now I have to rebuild again, you weren't in love with me, you were in love with the idea of me, you expected love and trust and you expected everything I did for you and all the effort I gave for you, you expected but you never earned it, you never worked for it, you didn't deserve it.

As soon as you had to work for all of the above, you bailed time and time again, you did wrong and you turned it on me because you couldn't ever accept you were capable of doing anything wrong, I was either good or bad in your eyes, I was never seen for all I was in between, a real human with real feelings, not an object at your disposal.

Even now I don't hate you because you don't even know your doing all of this and if I'm honest I would still have you back in a heart beat because when I said I loved you and it was never going to change, I meant it, I wanted nothing more than to stand by your side and be there for you for whatever life has to throw at you.

Your rapidly changing moods and feelings really messed me up and now I feel I will struggle to know just what it is I mean to anybody let alone myself, I only wish you could of made this easier, if your happy without me then great, go and get what makes you happy but you didn't have to completely abandon me and make me feel like a terrible person like that,

You have a personality problem, doesn't matter if you accept it or not, what you did and what you said wasn't natural and on my part, it shouldn't of been acceptable for you to treat me the way you did, I never wanted you to change, I fell in love with you because of who you are, I only wanted you to be there for me when I needed you and to have the compassion and understanding to hold my hand on and make up your mistakes, that was all.

In the end you abandoned me, simply discarded me like an old toy you were done with, treated our engagement and our commitment like it never existed to you at all, after all you did you took my money and somehow justified not giving it back, no apologies, no thank you for anything I did for you, now I'm the bad guy and somehow I deserve all of this that you've put me through, if you can truly live with yourself after doing that to someone you loved and cared for then more power to you.

I'm left now feeling worthless and ashamed, I know I didn't deserve this emotional abuse but somehow your words and your actions make me feel like I do, you gave me insecurities that'll probably last a life time, I wanted nothing more than to be loved and cherished and to settle down, that was it, that's all I wanted but I'll never have that because I'll never feel safe with somebody again, I'll never feel like I can be open with somebody again, I won't feel comfortable without looking over my shoulder expecting to be abandoned, if I ever did want to marry somebody again, I would never ask, I would be scared they'll change there mind from to time and tell me they did it out of pity and not true love, I don't think I'm worthy of love anymore, I don't feel I'm worthy of commitment or anything good in life that makes my heart warm and whole.

It's going to take intense therapy to get over feeling these things, that's what you did to me, you'll move on now like I never existed because that's what you do, that's all you know, you won't grieve what we had or anything I was to you, you will never with no regrets and no remorse for what you left behind, you don't know how to so it's hard to hate you and resent you, I stood by you time after time, I was loyal and I gave you unconditional love and would of done anything for you, I saw the best in you and never stopped seeing that, I never stopped trying to be a better for you because I wanted to give you everything I felt you deserved in my eyes.

It was all for nothing and now I'll probably never see you again, I just wanted you to pick up the phone and tell me I meant something to you, I don't know the real reasons why you left, I'm terrified to ever ask and I'm probably better off not knowing, just know what you meant to me and everything I did for you and would still do for you if you were around, I'm moving to Sheffield, there's a specialist there on the nhs who is willing to see me on a weekly basis and get me back to fully working order, I would hope I at least hear from you before then but the time is ticking and before long I will be gone, I'd hate to leave things this way but that's your choice not mine.

There's a big part of me that will always love you and miss you, you were everything I wanted, it kills me to think about you with someone else and it kills me that much more to think of myself with another woman, you were well and truly my only one, I only ever wanted to be all that for you.

Goodbye, I love you and I forgive you for all of this, you got your way in the end and I hope your happy, you have my love, you have my money, you have the comfort of knowing somebody would give there life for you, I have nothing and I have to leave with that.

June 23, 2013

I have to accept that you are gone. I have to accept that for now you belong to someone else. You are not "My boy" anymore.

God it hurts.

June 23, 2013

I must accept you are with someone new. I must accept that you never loved me because you do not know how to love.

I must accept that I need to work on me, because I should have never stayed with you in the first place, you never respected me.

I want you to hurt as much as you hurt me. I want you to miss me as much as I missed you. But I know in my heart this will never happen. I mean nothing to you.

June 24, 2013

GAAASSSPPPPPPPPPPPP

Oh God....I'm not gonna write you back....I'm not gonna write you back....

If I don't write you back, I win in some weird way.

I need strength.

Oh man.

Help.

I need to calm down.

Breathe.

It doesn't matter what he says, where he is moving.

It doesn't matter what is going on in his life, I don't need to know.

All I wanted was to know if he thinks of me and misses me, etc.

I have my answer.

Drop the ball NOW.

Walk away and don't look back.

June 24, 2013

I miss you I miss you I miss you.

I need you... Where are you?

I need your arms... I need to be asleep on your chest... I need my nightmares to stop. You always woke me up and now I am alone and they are worse than ever. I feel like the world is less beautiful without you in my life.

Being with you was exhausting and I am trying to recognize that. Every day was different and I never knew, when I woke up in the morning, if you were actually going to speak to me that day.

I feel like I can't move.

I am so tired of trying and pretending to be okay. Because I am not. And I don't feel like there will be a time where I will be.

I am so sick of people pretending to understand the situation. I just want to be beside you and I am starting to feel desperate.

I want the pain to end, I do. I used to work on a suicide hotline and I can honestly say I understand what these people were feeling now.

My parents abused me terribly- both of them. I grew up in poverty and didn't have dinner every night or clean clothes to wear to school. I moved out when I was 16 and supported myself... and now I am their sole caretaker. I NEVER had anyone to take care of me- well, you were the closest thing I had even though you did a s****y job... And... This is the worst thing I have gone through. The biggest disappointment and most hurtful loss.

I am used to people leaving- I have been broken up with, I have dumped people as well and moved on because I had to.

I am used to people leaving- I just never thought you would.

June 24, 2013

I hope you don't think I think bad of you, I could never think bad of you, to me you'll always be the sweet and kind girl I fell so madly in love with, you made my life a living dream and if I had a chance to go back and do it over again, I would still do it and feel this pain all over again just to be with you.

I really hope your happy now, I always worried about you, I just never showed it enough, I hope this is true happiness for you and I hope this was the right decision for you, I wouldn't blame you for having no guilt or remorse for doing what was right for you, I can understand that.

I'm sorry I acted the way I did, I just think there's certain things you don't do over electronics and that's one of them, I think it shows lack of respect and lack of meaning towards the person your doing this to and in general, it can really mess someone up to not have that closure of a face to face goodbye, as for the money and the ring, I think since you broke the engagement you should of returned the ring out of respect and responsibility and I don't think it's right that anybody should expect to keep such an expensive gift when they had false intentions towards that person, that's what disappointed me and hurt me the most, how you could take my kind and generous nature for a ride like that, I would of hoped you had more class and pride than that and done the right thing in the end.

It doesn't matter now, it still bothers me from time to time but I'd rather just forget about it and get on with my life, I've been strong throughout all of this and I always promised myself after the last break up I had, I would be just that and I wouldn't let something like this mess up my life again, I'm honoring that promise now and I'm finally following through on it, little by little I'm letting you go, I'm not holding on to anger, hurt feelings, bitterness or any of those petty things anymore, it's just not worth it anymore.

I don't know what your doing now or who your talking to, I don't know why you left, I don't know if there was someone else or if there is someone else catching your eye now, I don't want to know, I accepted long a go that some things are simply out of your hands and these are the things that are.

I want nothing but the best for you, I don't know what I said on the phone that night I spoke to you or even many of the days after it, I was messed up on meds and I'm sorry, I really wish I could take it back but I can't and it's just one of those things I have to live with, I'm only human after all, lately I'm feeling more like my old self, maybe my heart problem is related to my messed up ears after all as since I've been on meds I've had the courage to go out of town on more than one occasion lately, it's nothing big but it's something I'm proud of, I feel since coming to terms with everything lately I'm much stronger for it, maybe it's because I did it alone or maybe that's just the natural process but I feel really good about it, if I can get through all that then I can make this as much as a cake walk as I want to.

I'll always miss you and you'll always be the one that got away, I always felt there was 2 sides to you, this wonderful great person who couldn't do no wrong in my eyes and the nasty side that slips out from time to time, despite this I never lost sight of who you were, I hope you find help for that side, it always hurt to think of how that side affected you, it hurt to see you in any kind of pain especially when I knew there was nothing I could do that could take it away, I hope the decision you've made for our demise is your doing and not an impulse telling you your unhappy with me when in reality it's your life your unhappy with but you just don't have the tools to determine the difference, I'd hate to think you was unhappy.

I'll always think back on you as a wonderful person because truly, that's exactly who you are and I never told anybody any different, I was blessed to have you in my life, I hope you know that and I hope one day you can find happiness with the person your meant to be with, you deserve that more than anybody I've ever known, to an extent I'm okay with this now and I'm content with how things are, if you didn't leave then maybe I wouldn't be trying so hard to find the best possible version of myself again, thank you for that, I tried my best and I did everything I possibly could to make you happy and be deserving of your love, there's no shame in that and there's no regrets.

I hope you make the right decisions in life and I hope you stay true to who you really are, I wish you all the happiness in the world and truly, there are no hard feelings towards you, I made mistakes too and though I can't take them back I tried my hardest to make up for them, there was nothing more I could of done, it was just too late I'm afraid, I wish I had the strength to be your friend because you were the best friend I ever had and the best thing to ever walk into my life, in times of peril I always remembered that and cherished it so fondly but I'm just not interested in that, you were my lover and to me that's what you'll always be.

For the last time, I love you darling, you were my hero and everything good I ever could of hoped for, I never believed in fate or that something life altering was going to come round the corner but I'm so glad you did and I feel that was fate, I'll always feel that, no matter how time goes by.

I had the time of my life with you, every day was a day I woke up with a smile on my face, no matter how hard days got, I always had you to look forward to at the end of it and I feel it's only appropriate to end this in a way that comes with a quote from one of my favourite films that reminded me of you, simply because I would fly a house full of balloons to make your dreams come true.

Thanks for the adventure, now go have one of your own.

June 24, 2013

The reason for everything were these pictures. It'll always haunt me not being able to tell you that. My friends think you should know... I don't think you should know anything, you don't deserve any explanation...

I'm just so so sorry... I don't even know why I feel like this, every time he goes away I think of you, of how we screwed it up... I've developed this sensation of being dirty, just profound embarrassment, I want to forget everything, I made such a fool of myself, I opened up like a fool, let all my insecurities and deepest fears consume me, I said all these things to you, good and bad things, that I should've never ever said.

I can't describe this headache I get every time I think of you, I feel traumatized by everything, I wish I could say it would go away if I could have you but no, and that makes it only more tormenting because I don't know what I want or who I am anymore. Being in love with you was like smashing my head against a sidewalk, over and over, and again, until I was dry and unable to function. Sometimes I look at him and it all feels like the strangest fuc.king nightmare, I don't know who the hell he is, when did he get in my life, why is he here... I was cold before, unable to commit, and the moment I tried to change, it was like being ran over by a truck... now I'm back to my old ways, what I did for the past 10 years, but worse, I can see myself in a relationship, heck I can even see myself married, but I can't see myself wanting more than sex and stability... I really can't. I'll always resent you for that, maybe I was bound to be like this, but I should've never allowed you to have any important role in my life. I was an idiot, and still am, look at me typing all this **** about you.

June 24, 2013

I'm going to admit, I have read your short paragraph over and over- I should have it memorized.

I am incredibly puzzled.

Have you gone off your rocker maybe?

Your either lying in an epically monumental way for some weird reason I can't even fathom or you have lost your mind in some way or...what is the 3rd option???

I'm thinking of what the heck could make sense of it or what you left out but it's not coming to me.

I keep thinking it will suddenly jump out at me and make sense in some logical explanation kind of way.

What am I missing here??

I wish you would speak straight and tell the whole story sometimes because this is like saying you are taking a trip to the moon and I'm left wondering...how? why? WHAT?

Your sentence structure even was glaringly obvious that there is something you were stumbling over.

Did you get caught with something I don't know about?

Did your wife do something to you?

Should I be worried for me?

What the heck is going on?????

As much as I want to know, I am not asking but I wouldn't mind you writing again and volunteering the info if you do it fast.

This is already setting me back by far and I need to get back to where I was.

I had a dream about you and here I am "waiting" for something from you and spinning my wheels thinking.

Darn you.

June 25, 2013

When you stayed with me at the start of the summer, I would wake up and walk the dog and wait as long as I could because I knew you were so tired from all of the emotional stress you were going through, I would wait and wait until it was overbearing, the thought of you sleeping up there and how you look when you first open your eyes. And how you pull me closer to you because you don’t want to wake up yet and you want me to stop kissing you and telling you you have to get up. I would put the tea cup down on the chair next to the bed and you would pull me close to your chest and the dog would start to lick your toes and you wouldn’t want to get up and part of me would feel so bad for waking you up but the other part was so happy to have you hold me so close, so so close to you. I didn’t care that your breath smelled bitter and tasted just the same when you would kiss me because I was so, so happy to have you in that moment. I was so happy to have you.

Since we broke up I have said and I still believe I’m okay and I will be okay. I can stand on my own two feet and I can go and live my life and I can laugh and smile and move on but part of me wants it to be your hand that I’m holding while I watch this movie that I’m not interested in anyway but I’m not comfortable enough with the person to fall asleep (and probably drool) on their shoulder because They Aren’t You and I will never be comfortable enough with them or anyone to do that. Maybe 10 years from now I’ll be married and in love but part of me will long for the way you make fun of me and the way you cup my cheek and stroke my hair and how you never quite held me long enough after we made love and how I never really felt adequate enough. Part of me will always long for the day your name is on my phone and you tell me you’ve made a mistake, all these years you’ve made a mistake and you remember the way that I looked right after I got out of the shower, my hair pulled back from the water and my face completely rid of all makeup, smelling like shampoo and body wash, because you told me so many times that that was your favorite way to see me.

I’ll wonder if you remember when all those times we slow danced in the shower and my head fit perfectly against your chest, and all those times you pulled me in for one last kiss. And the time it was raining and I got out of the car to walk inside and you chased me down and kissed me goodnight, too hard but not hard enough all at once. And I wonder if you felt it too, the pain in your chest like your heart was breaking every time we kissed after you ended things, because we kissed one too many times. I wonder if it felt like sparks to have my fingers trace the outline of your body, or if that night I slept over if it hurt you as much as it hurt me when I got up in the night to leave because I knew I wouldn’t be able to just go in the morning. When you looked into my eyes and saw the pain and the hurt behind them, saw how much I loved you, how could you walk away from that. I wonder if maybe you’ve forgotten these things. Or if you ever paid attention to them the way I did. I know you didn’t, because you left. But you still called when you ended things, you were hurt when I moved on, you told me part of you wanted to get back together with me. You told me you were unsure, because we are so young and I know you are right, you are always right.

I know I will move on and I know I will be okay, I know tomorrow I will wake up and go to the gym. Wednesday I have a date and plans with friends. But right now, I want you. I want you to show up at my door and tell me this was a mistake. I want you to lock the car doors so I can’t leave the way you have before until I listen to you. I want you to make me love you again because I’m so tired of fighting this, of fighting against loving you, of telling myself to move on move on move on and of moving on when all I want to do is slip right back into your arms.

It’s been a hard night

June 25, 2013

athousandquestions, that's one of the saddest posts I've read on this site. Beautifully written. I know it doesn't help with anything and it comes out of pain but you're lucky to have ever felt something like that, if that's any consolation (it isn't).

June 25, 2013

Ugh, now your just playing games.

What is it?

You are teetering on the edge of becoming an @$$clown.

I'm not diggin it.

June 25, 2013

athousandquestions, that's one of the saddest posts I've read on this site. Beautifully written. I know it doesn't help with anything and it comes out of pain but you're lucky to have ever felt something like that, if that's any consolation (it isn't).

Thank you

It is consoling. "They say it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all", right? I'm sure a lot of people can relate to feeling like they remember all the small details about a person, the details that suddenly become so crucial and important you find yourself tattooing the way they do small, insignificant things (like drive barefoot) to their memory and forgetting the huge, important things (like the fact that they left us).

I am just waiting for this night to be over. I knew we would become strangers once we broke up, but all I can think of is how different that is - how different even his voice sounds or his eyes look as compared to 2 months ago when we were "in love".

Good luck everybody, stay strong!

June 25, 2013

I really hate going to work so early, this lack of sleep really isn't good for me, it's always the morning when I think about you the most, I wish that feeling would go away, it's like kicking a bad addiction, I just want this to go away, I hate the way it ended and I hate the way you cut me off like that, I'm dealing with it the best I can but its so hard when I've got so much going on.

I know I need to keep fighting, I just hope you know this is hell for me right now and I'm doing it for you, I know I'm not the best thing for you, I tried to be better and I saw what I was doing, I just wanted you to be there for me and put your arm around me, I became so insecure and I felt ugly and worthless, not just because of your words but because of how bad the anxiety had got a hold of me, I was jealous, I was jealous of the man who could give you everything I couldn't and I was jealous of the guys I couldn't compare to in the past, I can't bare what I've turned in to, some days it's too much to take.

I wish you could of give us more time, I thought we were getting somewhere, i thought we were finally communicating for the first time and it felt good, i was finally letting go of those fears that plagued my mind and I could honestly say I couldn't of been happier, I don't know what went wrong, I wish I did, life for me will never be the same again without you and I don't think I'll ever get used to the idea of not being by your side and being the one for you.

I don't think I asked for a lot but it wasn't fair to ever ask you to live a life of limits, for that I am sorry and for that reason I don't blame you for leaving, it was never my intention to make you feel the way you did, I hope you at least know that, I wanted nothing other than the best for you and your life, that doesn't stop because your gone, I'm just sad that you decided it wasn't me who could give you that, now I have to watch someone one day take my place.

I hope he knows how lucky he is and I hope he doesn't make my mistakes, I hope he accepts you for all you are and all the good you bring, I won't make that mistake again.

June 25, 2013

Screw you. You're a coward and you have no concept of loyalty. Your "conquests" are pathetic, too. I have such a hard time seeing you in a relationship with anyone else, because you're incapable of making a real connection with someone and anyone with a healthy amount of self-esteem would never settle for someone like you. I'm so glad to be free of you.

June 25, 2013

B-

When I met you, I had NO IDEA the degree to which, my feeling for you would grow. Over the months, I thought about you constantly. Pinning for you, dreaming about you. Wishing we could be together.

I always knew you felt similiar for me, but was reluctant to approach you...primarily because I was going through a divorce with D- and you with C-. I also didn't know if you really liked me.

I was wrong.

When we begun speaking and texting each other, I felt alive. I enjoyed sending you flirty "good morning" texts. I enjoyed listening to you tell me how turned on you were when I sent you sexy pics and vids of me. I loved hearing what you did with yourself while looking at my pictures and videos

I never knew that I can EVER feel that way for anyone again. While I've had "interested men" in my life throughout my M, the feelings for you were different, and quite intense. I was always able to walk away. Until you.

I'm sure you know (or will know) that D- and I reconciled. I want to tell you, but think it's best that I let him do it. D- thinks it's best that I cut ties with the office right now. That also means you.

It hurts, because in addition to you....I really wanted to help with "the event"...

But...I just screwed it all up.

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. When I'm alone, I find myself daydreaming about going away with you, spending long weekends cuddled together indoors with you, having hour-long conversations, traveling, taking long walks... you making love to me again...

But now, we'll have nothing. Just ackward encounters when we meet up for company events. I'll smile and be friendly. I'll play the platonic " co-worker's wife" role. I'll hug you a bit tighter, allow the embrace to linger a little longer...and fight back my tears.

In my logical mind, I realize that this will never be. Yet, my heart cries for you daily...hourly...minute by minute.

I try to convince myself that you were just being nice, and that it was just sex. But, in my heart I knew it was more. Primarily because you told me how much you wanted to be with me and the guilt you felt having feelings for (and very hot sex with) your colleague's wife. And you didn't run for the hills when I revealed how I felt about you.

But now...there's nothing.

Yet, I can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop wondering if you think about me. I feel like you think about me as much as I do you. I also feel like you hate me, making you believe that we could be together.

I truth:

I was afraid that what I wanted, you did not.

I was afraid that you wouldn't be there for me.

I was afraid that my kids would suffer horribly and I'd loose everything.

I am giving this another shot--my kids deserve me to. Yes, I know that's a cop-out, but that's my decision. As they say: If you can't be with the love you want, love the one you're with...

And I do love him. Just not the same.

I wish you well. I know you'll find someone (if you already haven't), and I hope she's smart, and pretty and gives you hot sex the way you like it.

And...when I met "her", I'll be kind. I'll be friendly.

And I'll be so filled with jealously that she has you, that I will probably go to the ladies' room and cry.

but.. I hope......

....wish

....dream

....pray

that one day, somehow...I can be with you again. Just one last time.

But the truth, I won't...

I love you, but I must say goodbye.

Edited June 25, 2013 by Serendiptiy_2

June 26, 2013

So you called. We spoke. I told you I'd reconciled. You understood. Thank you. I love you. Goodbye.

Edited June 26, 2013 by Serendiptiy_2

June 26, 2013

I don't know WHAT it is that's making me miss you lately. (PMS? Probably)

But God I miss you. I am not too tempted to text you, I've given up on us, I don't want to contact you but now I'm starting to worry when I'll ever talk to you again. You're gonna leave for university at the end of August and I want to wish you luck. But I KNOW I can't. I wonder if in October you'll wish me a happy birthday. Will you even remember? I want you to. I want us to talk that day, and catch up.

I've made peace with our breakup as much as I think I ever will. I still love you, but I have a feeling this is that first love crap that never fades all the way. I want to reach out to you and tell you that I understand now. I understand we're so young, we're so stupid, we had to end things. I see that now. I am excited to go back to university and be single and find myself and live but you're the one I wantttt you are the one I want to end up with when I graduate. You are the one who I want to share my life with.

How do we get to that stage? I don't know how to contact you and I know you're mad at me right now and I know I need to let you come to me. But GOD I just want to be on good terms.

In 12 days it will be another anniversary of ours, the 2nd one since we broke up. I will try my hardest not to message you but part of me desperately wants you to contact me. Not to reconcile, not to get back together, but to be on good terms.

June 26, 2013

Eugh great, now my vertigo attacks are back and are more frightening than ever before, I just want the spinning to stop, I swear this stress is just bringing me right back to the beginning of this nightmare.

June 26, 2013

A., Thanks for working with me on getting things out of the house before I move. It's been hard to dismantle the place we built together but from the ashes my Phoenix will rise. My gut tells me that it wasn't easy for you today either. I do miss your friendship & wanted to let you know that, but the only way to express my feelings is by typing it out on an anonymous forum to complete strangers. Taking this action keeps the process of letting you go moving forward. I want to remember the good memories we had here. We did have fun & will not ever forget you. I feel better now. Sweet dreams always, J.

June 26, 2013

I just don't know what to say

Edited June 26, 2013 by SimonSerenade

June 26, 2013

Unbelievable.

This convo is done, I'm not responding to this.

What a 48 hour waste of my time and brain cells and bringing back stuff for what?

Nothing.

And what was your point?

2 emails each a small paragraph of evasive mega drama with no explanation and now, "It's nothing."

Fine.

There is nothing else to say, I am dropping the ball and resuming my path to MOVING THE H*LL ON.

Have a nice day.

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