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[Minadee]

i feel like i'm going backwards.

 

i feel so lonely and terrified and i am repulsed by myself.

Edited March 24, 2013 by Minadee

[na49]

I would give anything to have you back.

 

I miss you so much.

[AwptiK]

I know i'm going to see you in my dreams tonight.

 

Until then, goodnight.

[Uncle Indy]

Why couldn't you just try and work through things and try to find the love between us again? You were the world to me and it would be impossible for me to love someone as much as I love you. Please come back to me

[lop98]

None of us were ready. I could've so easily moved to your city, nothing was really stopping me, but my intuition kept telling me that you'd treat me badly, and you did, and you did it out of fear, immaturity, who knows.. I never let my guard down with you, I felt comforted when you wouldn't let me break up with you, but every single attempt came out of real fear.. the fact that you felt so good in the relationship and I felt scared since day one, even when I felt great I'd feel scared, should make obvious how unprepared we were to have this type of relationship. You realized this sooner than I did, and you're now ahead of the road, moving on, and I'm left behind, unable to do so, building up rage because I was supposed to walk out of this first, with my head high, not in pieces, and you broke every promise you made. I hate us.

[AwptiK]

So curious as to what's going on in your life right now. I miss you. I know you do too.

[lop98]

I miss you so much.

I miss the way you smiled, the way you looked at me, our endless conversations, the way you described things, the sound of your voice, your sweetness, how you used to pay attention to the silly things I'd say. I wish I was strong enough to ignore what happened between us and go back to have you as one of my best friends. I wish I had never hurt you and that you had never hurt me. I want time to fly so the wounds can heal and our lives assemble in some way that allows us to find each other again. I am so aware that it is impossible now, that even if we'd try it, the nightmare would happen all over again, too many miles in between and it's just not the right timing, I feel deep frustration and anxiety about the way life moves and how we seem trapped in time. Please don't forget about me, keep me in a special place in your heart, don't let her occupy the dreams we created and sabotaged for ourselves, because they still have future, and we could be so happy together.

[AwptiK]

Goodnight babe </3

[Minadee]

you bought me a dress today.

 

WTF.

 

confused isn't even the word right now.

[Infomercials]

Hi, Baby.

 

Miss you, Love you. I learned how to fall alseep without you because you worked so late, but you were always there when I woke up. I dream about you every night, and then I wake up so depressed because you aren't there. I just keep trying to fall back asleep and go back to the dream, but I never can.

 

I'm going to give you your space. I'm going to give you all the space you need to realize how much you've lost by leaving me. I wonder, though, whether you'll figure that out before I've moved on?

 

Can you just come back, stroke my hair, and hold me tightly? Tell me everything is going to be okay?

[breakmyfall]

My God, I've missed you so bad today, I physically feel like I can't breathe. Every weekend is a freaking nightmare, wondering if you have met somebody else, if I have finally lost you for good. I KNOW that you still love me, and that if i wasn't living across the world we'd be together, but why wont you fight for me? You said a week ago that you still love me, so why wont you show me? why are you happy to just let me go, let life take its course, wait for me to come home and "see what happens" when you know i could meet someone else in the meantime and you could lose me forever? thats no way to love.

 

If only you knew how many times i want to message you every single day just to say that i love you, that you are the best thing that's ever happened to me.

 

How i wish that you wouldnt have given up on me.

[AwptiK]

I still expect to exchange good morning texts, even two weeks later...

[Harradin]

I can't stop thinking about you for some reason. I really wish things could have been different. I hate that you're now a stranger to me.

[lop98]

I wept till I fell asleep last night, I don't know what you pretended with that text but it was selfish and brutal and kind, the type of kindness that feels like a stab because I don't need that kindness from you, I don't need a light joke or being petted as if I was a cat having fun walking away while playing hard to get. I never played with you. Please stop acting as if you cared, actions keep contradicting you and your actions say not just that you don't want me but that you take pleasure in kicking me when I'm down, in seeing me beg, in humiliating me time after time and treating me like an idiot that doesn't know you're seeing someone else.

 

Yesterday morning I was so sad I overlooked what happened after the breakup and just hung on to our better days and wanted us back. Thank you for reminding me how cruel you can be and how I really need to move on and find someone that respects me for starters. Love, among other things, is respect, and acceptance.. and this is anything but.

[crustyjojo]

You promised me parachutes when I said I was falling for you - you lied. You told me you had no feelings for your ex - you lied. You said you loved me and would care for me - you lied. You said expiry - nevery - you lied

 

None of this I asked for - you pursued me remember?

 

Trust I said - a big issue for me right from the start - you asked me to trust you - I never should have.

 

She is going to go back to her selfish, self centred ways. You'll learn and it will be too late.

 

What comes around goes around - Karma, meri dil

[AwptiK]

Goodnight A, I'll see you in my dreams.

[Infomercials]

So, I love you, but I had this thought today...you're an idiot for leaving me. We had a really good thing going.

[coralie]

I was seriously tempted 20 min ago to text you to ask you for something that I was convinced was so important that I had to have no matter what. I'm so glad I sat on it and knocked some sense into myself 15 min later and realized it was the devil on my shoulder telling me that. I don't actually even need it. Not really. I have to remember that my mind now likes to play tricks on me sometimes and not to give in to it. Disaster averted...

[AwptiK]

15 days from now.. Just gotta make it until then.

[Panda87]

its been 4 months i have lost you as my gf. It still hurt a little when i see you everyday, but i am happy somehow you still seem care about me. But you fooled me with your closeness to me, i realize that you have someone else behind that smile you give to me everyday. You have someone else to feed you emotionally and love you. All those little things that you do for me, mean so much to me but mean nothing for you. Everytime you get close to me, i try my best to not fall back into your trap. But i just cant, your touch, your smile and your smell bring back all the old memories to me. Now that you are gone for real, there is no more you in my daily life. I cant see you anymore, i feel somehow relieve and sad at the same time. relieve knowing that there is nothing can set me back again, i only need to keep moving forward. Sad knowing that i will miss you so bad but i cant do anything about it.

 

Honestly i thought i would never forgive you for moved on me that fast with someone that i know you attractive with since beginning of our relationship. But you keep deny it, so i believe you. But you comfort me with your lie, and expect me to your friend right away after our breakup. How could you? i told myself i will never ever see you as my friend again, never forgive you. But look i am now, i forgive you and forgive myself. I dont know how and why this happen, i just know that i just cant hate you anymore. Perhaps this is part of moving on, and i am glad i have no anger towards you anymore.

 

Sometimes i really miss you so much, even the thought of you and i together again is so real. But bam! it was only my imagination. I love you always, no matter what happen to you and no matter how hurts i was before. You will always be in special place in my heart.

 

I really hope i can be happy again one day with or without you.

 

Goodnight my honey, i love you so much (now you say this to someone else T.T)

[lop98]

You'll never know how you hurt me, and I'll never say it because I feel blinded by the shock of the memory and will likely disappear if I hear it come out of my own mouth. That's where we are. I can't move forward with you. I love you and I care for you but I don't think I'll ever be able to hold you again or let you get anywhere near me. I wish I was the bigger person, but the amount of sincerity I need is nowhere inside me, and I can't play your part either.

 

It's funny how the wall that's now between us and that I won't touch could be so easily broken by you, if you tell me what I already know, if you then say it meant nothing and that you love me and I'm the one. But you won't say it, and months will fly by, another year, two years.. and we'll forget we ever happened.

[coralie]

I'm not sure what's going on these past two days, but I can't stop thinking about contacting you. I was so tempted last night, and all day today I feel like I'm on the verge of caving. I should know better. I do know better, especially after the awful experience of breaking contact last week along with the horrible aftermath, so why is my mind betraying me and yelling at me nonstop to just pick up the phone and call you?

[Minadee]

This isn't to James for once, this is more for my so called best friend.

 

I feel so replaced and used and you just dont care about me anymore. I see you went cinema with Coral. I see you're spending the next four days with her. Where was my invite? Just because I can't drink doesnt mean I can't have fun and have a laugh!

 

I'm crying right now, you're mean to be my best friend in this time when I have no one, not even James to rely on and you're no where to be seen. I messaged you asking if you wanted a takeaway and terrible film night and you never replied. Saw that she posted on your wall that she was seeing you tonight. Guess that explains that.

 

Feel so cut off from everyone. I let people walk all over me. I continue to be in this charade with James. I am a miserable and pathetic human being who needs a back bone.

[AwptiK]

Goodnight beautiful.

 

I took the most amazing picture today of a waterfall I found while fishing. I don't think you'll ever get to see it, but it made me think of you.

[AKisBaked]

I wish you were still with me today , but I know that's just wishful thinking.. Hopefully one day you will realize how much I meant to you, and that I never took you for granted, you took me for granted. We were the best team together and i actually believed that we had a future together. I don't understand why you would do me so wrong... But one day you will regret and miss everything that you had with me and when you do I won't be there. I will have something better in my life.