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[na49]

Dear whatever your name is,

 

I hate you and what you did. You're a horrible person no matter how many people tell you that you're a "good friend", I will always know you for who you really are. It sucks that it took us starting college for you to show your true colors. It sucks that it took that long for you to show me who was really more important. I really can't wait until you get yours. I've been having mine for the past 5 f*cking months.

 

I'm really not mad at you for leaving me. You're not obligated to stay with me if you didn't want to be with me. I think as someone who gave you all of my time, I don't deserve to be cheated on. I don't deserve to be made fun of by people who have never met me. That's where you screwed up. but I'm sure you're loving life now, doing whatever it is that you're doing now. I don't know you anymore though. All of your new friends who are "better than me". Well that's my cue to leave you the f*ck alone. Have a nice life. Good luck in college, we both know you'll need it you idiot.

 

[SimonSerenade]

It's weird being on here and posting about somebody else but a good weird I suppose because I don't hate you and I can accept this break up for what it is even if it is painful and debilitating, at least I know your a good person.

 

I love you and I'm going to miss you like I've never missed anyone before, for so long it felt so perfect when we were together, I've never been intimate with anyone before you so I'll always remember you for that, I think the passion we felt for each other is what I'll miss the most.

 

I wanted so much to be a family with you, to stand at the altar and tell you everything you've meant since the day I first saw you, to hold your hand and kiss your head through the birth of our child, that was the dream and I thought it finally came true, who knows, maybe one day it still could.

 

I just want you to know I'm not walking away because I don't love you and admire every inch of your being, I'm doing it because I just can't bother with you my insecurities anymore, I know it's making you sad but I just can't stop being sad about it and I can't put you through that anymore.

 

I know you don't mean to be like you are sometimes and I don't even think you know your doing it when your doing it, I just can't stand by being finished all the time and I can't keep feeling the pain of being taken for granted and having my feelings swept to one side, I've forgiven all I can and now I just can't anymore, every time I do it now I hate myself a little more, I've lost a lot of respect for myself and I've even started to believe everything you've made me out to be even though I know I'm not, I'm a good person and I deserve to be treated as such, just once I'd love to see some desperation from you, to really show me how you feel, to not be able to stand by and let me walk away, to realise all I've let slide without you ever really making an effort to make things right, maybe that'll never happen, maybe I'm just over sensitive but that's who I am and I don't think there's ever going to be anything wrong with wanting things that should go without saying.

 

I hope you have a good life and find someone who you feel can do a better job than I ever could.

[Blastoplast]

Sorry I had to delete you from facebook, it's still too hard for me -- even if I'm doing pretty well!

[nada2013]

i miss seeing your name showing up on my contact list

[Jingle14]

i miss seeing your name showing up on my contact list

 

I miss this too, and seeing the name pop up on my emails which always brightened my day, and texts with lovely words. Someone else gets those now, he is to them what he was to me and vice versa and that makes me deeply saddened.

[d0620]

3 weeks after BU and 10 days of NC and I am here. I waited for you to call and dreamed and thought about what you would say in order to come back into my life. I feel so embarrassed because everybody knew I was just some random conquest but me. After 8 months, I never would have imagined that you could walk away and tell me via text. Not in my wildest dreams would I have invisioned that, but you did. I am feeling a little better than before, I take one day at a time.

 

Every now again it takes my breath away and I have to force myself to accept reality. It still hurts.

[Bando89]

I have no idea why you removed your 'like' on my acoustic solo project on facebook, 2 months after the break up, and it's nearly an year that I don't write on it...

[SimonSerenade]

What's really bothering me right now is how you haven't even tried to contact me, you never made an effort and I doubt you ever will, one minute you want me forever, next minute you think were better off without each other, I really don't understand you, you always had a way of letting me know just how little I mean to you, it's like your punishing me for the ****ed up things you've said and done!, you did all this, not me, I just put an end to it and walked away and it's probably better off that way, talking to myself on this is actually more affective than talking to you about it, at least this way I don't get a selfish reply.

 

All I ever wanted was a woman to do right by me, a woman I could trust and would always fight for me and pull me out of the dark when I really needed her, I only ever wanted the things that are supposed to already be there in a loving relationship, if that's so wrong to you then I'm just too good for you and you never deserved me in the first place.

 

You've ****ed up big time and you'll never find anyone who loved you like I did and all I ever wanted when you did this **** was to at the very least apologise and do everything you could to fix the mess you created.

 

You've ran out of chances and I'm going to make myself strong for the day you realise just how much you miss me and ****ed up and all your going to get for me is a big fat **** off, you deserve nothing more.

[cdt76]

Dear whore:

 

Ina matter of a few days I'm going to be 99% debt free. The only thing ill owe is my car. And when I sell your engagement ring I bought, ill have enough in the bank to be able to cover all of your bills and still have enough to put 5% down on a house this summer. But too bad that you decided I didn't have enough money for us. Too bad you decided to whore yourself out instead of trusting the man who loved you. I guess the saying is true, you really can't make a whore a housewife.

 

I hope your vagina falls off with all the dick that is filling it because you lost the best thing to have ever come into your life.

 

Bitch

 

Sincerely,

The guy who has a really awesome life and future.

[McDonald]

Its been almost 4 months..I am still thinking about you. Yet, you forgot about me on the 2nd week. When you started dating this other guy

 

I make a post about my feelings and the BU on an anonymous group, you take a pic of it and send it to me saying "nice"

 

I ask you what is... you say "Im not upset, It was funny"

 

Im glad you think me hurting and my emotions are funny too you.

 

I cant believe what you have turned into. Leaving everyone, not just me, but your true friends; for this new life. One day it will hit you. What you have lost, I am so close of fully moving on. I wish you were not my best friend, because those are the times I miss the most. So thanks. Thanks for everything you have done. All the pain you have caused me. All the nights I have been throwing up, unable to do my homework, failing classes. Breaking down when i see you two on campus. Thanks. Im glad you think it is all funny.

[Riiighteous]

It's almost been 6 months, and I am extremely excited and thankful to say that I have not contacted you whatsoever. I am so so thankful. I may have screwed up in the past, and can often mess up nowadays, but I slammed the door shut and am never letting you back into my life again, no matter what.

 

I was in my car earlier, and thought about if the opportunity presented itself for you to be back in my life, and I wholeheartedly and honestly acknowledged to myself that now I truly 100% would never allow you back in my life. YOU messed up everything beyond repair, not me, and I will never feel bad about it again.

 

I thought about how I would never be able to view you in a positive way. I thought about how I would not trust anything you ever say. There is no use for that type of person in my life, therefore you became useless and I don't see any worth in you existing in my life.

 

What a total 180 from where I once was. It doesn't matter what happened in the past, or who I thought you were. You are not that person, you are nothing but a liar, and your true colors completely unfolded and revealed what you really are.

 

It is pretty hysterical for you to think you could get away with your act forever. You think you can screw peoples lives up and just say a friendly hello and pretend it all will fade away? go F yourself. You really are psychotic if you believe that.

 

I always knew with time I would get over you. Am I still annoyed at all the time I wasted having you destroy my life? of course, but I don't care enough to think twice about you. You're still the same loser you always were, and all your talk equals nothing but failures.

 

I'm so thankful I am myself again.

[nada2013]

Happy Friday.

[daynight]

I can't even begin to tell you now much you have hurt me and the faith I had for you. You are a selfish person like you admitted yourself. I couldn't see that then but now yes..I totally see how arrogant, selfish and full of ego you have in your life that you can't even see it is clouding your judgements and your happiness. You never loved me even though I was your first love you always found a way to make me feel unloved and not wanted..but I do miss the times we had together, you were really good guy but you decided you didn't need me anymore ..well I can't force love and I love I will get over you eventually.. k need more time and less of your memories.. i am not using fb anymore bcoz I don't want to see any of your friends and our friends putting up photos of you hanging our in a club, having a good times..meeting up girls and all that jazz.. when I am still trying to get over you.. I feel like saying F you and your guts for the drama you had created in my life..you are a loser.Period.

 

You thought I was weak and played me like a game but i hope you know what goes around comes around.one day when you will be in my shoes you will fall off the first step.. you would hate yourself for treating me the way you did... But you have no idea how much of a stronger person i am.I will get through this hook or crook..I will be happy again with or without you..and you will still be there looking for 'some other girl' to make you happy...

[SimonSerenade]

I love you so I'm not going to bother you with this crap, that would only scare you away from me and I couldn't handle that, I've always been too proud to admit just how much I need you but I'll admit it now, being away from you is hell, it sucks the soul right out of me.

 

It kills me to think of guys using you and abusing your innocence back then, just thinking about it makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry, just thinking about you with anyone breaks me up, since I've known you I've only ever saw me and you and at first I felt so special to you, like I was the only one who could ever give you your jollies and make you feel tingly inside then I saw things I wish my mind could take back and it changed everything.

 

At times like that I needed comfort and love, I know I made it hard but man my feelings were crushed, like someone had reached into my chest and pulled everything apart little bit by little bit, it really messed me up, I needed patience and persistence on your part, at that point I needed to feel important, I just felt like nothing in the end, nothing special, nothing good, nothing at all, it made things to so hard.

 

I'm only human and like anyone else, I need to feel wanted and needed, I need to feel a sense of urgency, I need you to make things right when you make things wrong, I just want to know you couldn't live without me and couldn't see a future without me, I'd give anything to feel secure.

 

We're not perfect and I could never expect a relationship to ever be perfect, I'm not asking for that, I'm only asking for the things that I should never have to ask for, that's what's made this so hard and frustrating, it's all simple when you really think about it, there simple things a relationship needs to be strong and healthy and without those little consistent efforts the relationship falls apart.

 

I want so much to trust you and feel like my love is worth something to you and not just something you can throw away whenever it suits you, I'm not asking for you to make up the past because that's history now, I'm only asking you to provide a better future, for someone you love you never stop making efforts for them, the thought of you person in pain causes me pain and the thought of ever letting you down just kills me inside, makes me feel shame on myself, things get hard in life and through relationships you have hard times and stints of things not being right but the important thing so many forget is that you love each other, you need each other and if you stick around through all of that you'll only get stronger.

 

When I was with other people I never stopped dreaming about my perfect woman, I never stopped dreaming about that special someone who would fulfil me with ever touch and smile she ever sent my way, I've never thought about that with you because you are that person, yeah your not perfect but you complete me and make me feel so whole inside, I felt that from the moment I first saw you and when it came to talking to you, man I couldn't make my lips move and spouted stupid nonsense yet you still found me and all of this happened.

 

I know I haven't always shown you the love you deserve but I do love you and I wanted to cherish you always and damn I know I ****ed that up too, I got more than I bargained for with you, I didn't only find the woman that completed me, I found the best friend I never had, your my soul mate, the one I wanted to live and die for, I did well at hiding these feelings from you, just hoping you showed me the same one day.

 

I know I got jealous, I always hated when other guys were around you, I always hated when guys texted you, I just couldn't stand the thought of somebody taking you away from me, I always trusted you though and that's more than I could ever say for any other woman I've been with, I just wish the promises we made could stay cause you've gone back on some of them promises and that killed me inside to know I wasn't all that important, my feelings are fragile with you and all I ever wanted to be was the perfect man for you, I just hope you still see me that way.

[CaliforniaGirl80]

I am doing better..I think. I hate saying it out loud because I've said it out loud before only to realise I was not feeling better. But at least it feels like I'm doing better. And the more times I feel like this, the fewer times I feel like crap. I still hate your ex though. Not her fault. Yours. But I still hate her guts. She can't be that special. No one is. And I hate it that you introduced her into my world by talking about her awesomeness. All the while ruining who I was. I bet I'm hotter and smarter then her and I bet she isn't all that you claim her to be. You were just a little punk when the love of your life showed up and you're a dreamer so probably made her out to be something she isn't. Hope you will run into her one day so you can move on already and see what you've ruined by chasing this image you created in your mind. I am bitter still. But doing better. And I think you running into her will make me feel even better. Can't wait.

Edited March 9, 2013 by CaliforniaGirl80

[SimonSerenade]

I know I've lost you, I only just noticed the signs of detachment, your getting ready to leave, you care less, you have less time for me, you don't even want to talk on the phone anymore, your indecisive, you keep saying "maybe were better off apart", your pushing yourself away from me , all I can do now is wait for it to happen and cherish whatever time I have left with you, I focused so much on the bad stuff that I didn't see all the right stuff standing right in front of me, I loved you for so long and I always said if I ever got a chance with you I'd make it count and I'd make you the happiest most luckiest girl alive, I'm ashamed of myself because I failed, if for some miracle you stay with me, I'll kiss gods fat grey hairy ass for the rest of eternity for giving me a second chance of spending the rest of my life with such an amazing person, that's the dream and I blew it.

[Jingle14]

With your whore tonight, you ****ing cowardly bastard?! I hope you die, a slow and painful death, and I'll happily dance on your grave, you piece of ****!

[McDonald]

hey you

 

I spent this whole quarter of school thinknig about this dumb BU... thinking about the good times, crying over why you left.

 

I have fallen so far behined in school. It isnt fair for me becuase I invested so much into our relationship. You have not even once thought about me since the BU, You left me and went straight to this other "perfect" guy. What a shame.

 

Why did you string me along? why did you tell people you hoped we would get back together? Why did you ask me to meet up with you? To go shopping with you? All after the breakup...

 

 

You just dont make any sense and i see you around with him all the time..

whatever you sl*t

[Harradin]

Guess I'm being nostalgic. I watched some Simpsons the other day, the one where it shows how Homer and Marge started going out and one of the scenes where Homer tells Marge how he feels really hits home with how I feel/felt about you.

 

Homer: Because I'm... sure we were meant to be together. Usually when I have a thought, there's a lot of *other* thoughts in there... some things says, yes, some things says, no... But this time, there's only yes!

 

Homer: How can the one thing I've never been more sure about in my life be wrong?

 

Its crazy how things change and you used to hate it whenever I said that people change, but I can tell you since I met you, my feelings for you have never changed.

 

Its so pathetic that I'm thinking about you when you kicked me to the curb and f*cked off with him. I hate it, I need to man the f*ck up.

 

Everything else in my life is going well if not brilliantly so I shouldn't have any reason to think about you, but I do. Its funny how last year everything in my life was going great and suddenly you walked into my life, but then I didn't have to worry about heartbreak or any of that crap as I had never experienced love. Funny how history kind of repeats itself huh?

Edited March 10, 2013 by Harradin

[SimonSerenade]

I'm glad we're getting back on track, I need to work on some of my insecurities, I know that, I trust you with all my heart, there's some situations I just shouldn't be in though, broke me up when we first started going out when you'd sit there texting other guys or talking to them on Facebook, when I saw those messages you were sending that guy on your old phone and how they ran a month or so in to our relationship, my heart fell through my arsehole, the things I were thinking at that point just killed me, ever since then it's been hard seeing you out and about with other guys, even at work when your talking to guys, just takes me back to that horrible time, I'd never tell you who you can and can't talk to, I just hope I never have to be put in situations like that again, god knows I'd never have done that to you and never will, there's just some things in relationships that are uncomfortable and shouldn't be done, nothing in this world is worth hurting you and even though you'd never show it, I know you'd be crushed if I was texting girls and hitting them up online, I just couldn't bare to put you through anything like that, I love you, your my world, this relationship is a 2 way street, I just hope you understand that.

[Am4Real]

Classless...simply classless.

[daynight]

Hi Hope you are doing well because I am falling apart day by day ...

I really hope you are happy now because apparently you were never happy with me(your words) .you will never understand how much it still hurts me.. your words yes I know they are just words but words have meaning ..I really miss you though.. its been really hard on me lately.. I wish you would msg or call today just so I would feel a bit better..but I get nth from you.. you played with my heart and left..but I still think about you a lot..i dk word wrong with me.. I should be angry as hell.. but I guess I have realized it was maybe never meant to be.. Idk what I'm saying but all I know is I really want to see you.. miss you..

[CaliforniaGirl80]

It feels unnatural after all this time but I think I am still feeling ok. This has to be the worst post break up period ever but I am FINALLY doing ok. Hope I am not jinxing it. Maybe writing on here will prevent a setback. I hope so. I don't want to talk to you about this anymore. I want to feel safe and ok. I am feeling ok. Hopefully I will feel safe very soon.

[CorridorE]

I dreamt of you last night. It was vivid, and in it you showed up at my doorstep, begging for forgiveness. I held you for a long time and let you be the one to cry for once, and we talked and you loved me again. But this morning I woke up, and it's still only me. Is there a chance it could be real some day? I don't know. But for now, I still love you.

[nada2013]

It'd make me so complete if I can hear your heartbeat