theapathy Posted April 9, 2007 Posted April 9, 2007 Just 2 days ago I had a fight with my Fiance, it started as an argument and it escalated into a big fight, we used to have that kind of fight at least once a month before, but we got better and now it had been 2 months since the last emotional fight... But now it happened again, though we fixed everything the same night, I can't help but feeling depressed about it, I know he's feeling weird too, but somehow I feel like he's handling it better than I am, and that makes me feel lonely, and a bit insecure... He's being affectionate with me, but not like before the fight happened, so I'm finding myself very paranoid about it... He knows I want things back to normal, and I know he tries, but still, I can see the difference and that's causing me to feel sad, I try to discimulate, but I don't know how long I can do this, I'm just really hoping for things to go back to normal soon:( I don't even know if having those fights every couple of months is normal, he feels like is not.... I know is not right, but then the thought of everything being perfect all the time seems unrealistic for me, specially being in a LDR... So it makes me feel like I'm being asked for an impossible "everything perfect, all the time" I REALLY need feedback, I don't even know what's right anymore, I don't even know if what I'm feeling is normal, we fixed everything, nothing to argue about, but the feeling doesn't go away! Help please :-(
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