Guest Posted April 6, 2007 Posted April 6, 2007 So, after fighting constantly for about a month now, (me putting in a lot of effort to make it work, him not so much), yesterday morning my fiance, Ryan, told me he didn't know about "us" anymore. I was so shocked and dumbfounded that he would just wake up, me sleeping next to him, and tell me that. I gave him back the ring he gave me, and told him to just think about it, because I love him and I know he loves me. After crying for about fifteen minutes, I suggested that maybe we should just go on a "break". We had been spending too much time together as it was, and maybe he just needed some space and time to think it over. He said that sounded ok. I left, and we exchanged "I love you"s and I went home and cried and drank all day. Yesterday Ryan called me after he got out of work to see how I was. I said, "I hope everything works out for us" and he said "I hope so too". I went to the bar later, after not knowing what he was doing (it was driving me crazy) and got a little hammered. An ex-fling of mine was there, and honestly...I thought about it. But I didn't do anything. I was just so hurt and confused, but I love Ryan honestly, with all my heart and would never want to do anything to hurt him. I went home and fell asleep on the couch. At about 3:30 A.M (!) my phone started going off. It was Ryan, telling me how he went to this party and his ex-girlfriend was there, talking smack about me, and he was so uncomfortable around her, and was so irritated that she was talking crap about me. He said he was a little buzzed, but not drunk (I wasn't either, by this time), and told me that he really wished I was with him, and would I please, please come over? "I really miss you and I really want you here," is what he said. So, being the needy love-starved little girl I am, I hopped in my car and headed over to his house. He was dead asleep by the time I got there, but when he woke up in the morning he was very affectionate with me. He left to go to work, and I left too. My ring is still sitting on his nightstand. Should I have taken the ring back? I did tell him to give it back to me when he was ready. Do you guys honestly think this might work out for us? I was devastated yesterday and he is just so hot and cold sometimes. Are we still on a "break" or is the "break" over? (It lasted about 24 hours.) Thank you for reading this.. <3A
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