wut to do

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so me and my gf had been friends since highschool never thought we would acually get together well it did and things were awsome at the beginning for a couple of months and then we both went to dinner thing for a car club im in and i overreacted a little bit got into argument about drinking cause whenever she drinks her highschool imatureness comes out and she flirts with everyone so i let it fly

 

i think we both felt like **** for having the argument and let it pass but after that it all went down hill i now look at the situation and wish i would have done a lot differently i really regret everything that happend and miss her a lot we broke up a couple weeks ago with her saying that she hates all my friends and that was why we needed to break up and come to find out apperintly it was just a "defense mechanizim" cause afterwards it got really bad all she was doin was hangin around my friends so i stopped hanging around them and about a week went by were she was contacting me and i just didnt want to listen cause i was trying to figure everything out

 

well i finally got myself together and met up to figure things out she says she just wants to be single and we both live two different lifestyles and that she just wants to party and have fun im like ok hopefully mayb we can just take our time and work things out

 

no more than a couple days later she starts drinking all the time and had a best friend come to pick her up at a party so she can spend the nite with another friend of mine the same friend i came to find out she called the nite of our first argument and i wouldnt mind but he was a good friend and he doesnt care about girls he just plays them to get some kinda guy he's dick and acually paid my friend 20 bux to go pick her up and if anything it just irritates me cause she was my good friend for so long

 

but she brings it on herself so now i found that out a couple of days ago and havnt answered the phone i just dont wanna bring myself to talk to her i realize she is goin to do wut she wants to do and unfortunaly i think she just wants to flirt herself around to get some which makes me feel like crap and i dont know why i whish i knew wut to do i miss having a best friend