Guest Posted March 15, 2007 Share Posted March 15, 2007 I broke up with my first gf a while ago, about two and half months now; right at new years. And i'm still having a hard time letting go. A really hard time. We are both freshmen at our State's university for the same major...this semester i have three of my five classes with her. Last October she almost got together with my best friend (they had a bit of a history two and half years ago) behind my back; actually I learned new information on that today, which is making this harder. She disrespected me and wiped her ass on our relationship at that time...and I took her back. I gave in; I made her grovel, mind you, but I gave in. The relationship finally died at the end from other issues; she was holding back on sex for control/manipulation, and was only making time for me when she didn't have any of her friends to hang out with. So we broke up, we didnt' talk for the last two weeks of christmas break, we head back to school, she gets a tattoo the first weekend she's back (which I hate) and regrets it that night, calls me, and I end up comforting her. Since then it's been back and forth, we'll get along, then we won't, I'll feel used affter I help her, yet I'm still the one that goes over to comfort her when **** goes wrong. we're on spring break right now, I went out to her house yesterday to hold her when she had the flu, she talks to another guy last night and is all into him now...I dunno. She's crazy, i can see it, she drove me nuts, but I just can't get her out of my head. It hurts me so much to think that all she wants now is this new guy (which is a sophmore in HS no less). /rant Link to post Share on other sites
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