What is she up to?

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So Thrusday I had gotten into a car wreck. Ended up in the hospital, bad case of whiplash, but I'm fine. (not my fault so I guess that's a good thing) While on a strecher I kept getting calls from my ex, I couldn't answer even if I wanted to, but when I finally had a chance I txted her telling her where I was, and that I was ok.

 

SHe must have called my brother a few times, finally he answerd told her I was ok, not to worry. That night when I was sent home, she was waiting for me. I was surprised to see her, so she came in with me.

 

Now the bad part. She stayed over, and yup, we "slept" together, and we actually did talk also. LOL -- the next day, she got up made coffe something to eat, it was nice. She had also had dential work done that day, root canal or something like that. So she really wasn't feeling that well. I thought that that was the most unselfish thing I have ever seen her do. When she has any kind of work done like that she's usually done for the week, but she actually came over to help me.

 

The next day she came over again to see how I was doing, while we ate she asked me who I had called at the time of the accident. I told her my brother and my son. Can you believe that she was actually hurt by this. Not because I called my brother, but for calling my son. Needless to say I was angry at her for making that statment, he's my son, I can't call him? She said just goes to show you really don't love me. I told her stop that crap right now. How dare you say **** like that. It has nothing to do with love, at that point i kindly reminded her of all the sh*t she put my through, how her ex became more of a priority then I was. I call my son and she has the nerve to get upset? who the F**k does she think she is?

 

At that point I pulled no punches. I told her you were the one that does't know if you want to be in this relationship, you were the one that kept leaving me. YOU have a problem with me. She couldn't even look at me, with tears rolling down her face.

 

Now, this is what she had to say. She think that my son is my pride and joy. (yes he is) and that she would never come close to to me loving her like that. I told her I had never put her 2nd, i have taking off of work to help her out, get her accident report when she got into an accident when no one else would help her, Did her school work myself, and all that time i was doing that, what was she doing? I came 2nd, I was working and she was playing. Now she wants me to put her first? are you f**king kidding me? How dare she?

 

SHe said that she wants this relationship, she just doesn't want all the B.S that goes with it. Like her father picking on he because of me. I told her in time your father would have gotten over it.

 

But this thing with my son, I just couldn't understand untill I thought back. She hasn't gotten over the miscarriage. Before I could say it she said it. Damn it, Why can't she let go of it? I know it's a hard thing for a woman to let go of, but we really didn't know she was pregnent, we weren't planning it, we found out when it was too late.

 

She says that her unhappiness started when that happend. then she thinks if we have kids I would never put them first, because my son was my first and I would charish him over any other kid I would have. What a crock of Sh*t.

 

What is she really up to?