tinn Posted February 27, 2007 Posted February 27, 2007 My previous relationship was a big hit for me. I finally had to courage to end it. At the moment i loved her very much and the only way for me to get over her was to avoid her. 3 years has past since then and yesterday i found out she now works at the same company i'm with. When i first saw her i got really nervous and felt very heavy inside. I thought i was over her but apparently it seems the feelings is still there. I don't want to be with her but at the same time there is hope that it can work again. My emotions are so unstable. It gets hard working through the day when i'm always thinking about her. How do you deal with someone that your so happy with but yet they always hurt you in the end. I have decided to talk to her after 3 years...just waiting for her reply. I don't know if this is the right thing but at the same time i need to understand what is it that cause me to feel this way. I guess you could say i'm looking for complete closure.
buddyb Posted February 27, 2007 Posted February 27, 2007 If the relationship was a big hit with you why did it end? You mentioned you got hurt. Sounds to me that you still have strong feelings for this girl. You said you don't want a relationship with her yet there is hope it can work??? Are you sure you know what you want yourself? Is it closure or is it to begin a new relationship?
Author tinn Posted February 27, 2007 Author Posted February 27, 2007 twice she had left me and twice i had took her back. The third time i saw it coming again and i ended it which hurt me more then ever. She was my first love. The heart says one thing the mind says another. I'm in a state of confusion and i do relize that. This feeling has no words you can put to it. I really don't know what i want but i can't hide the fact i feel this way.
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