livingwithit Posted June 23, 2006 Share Posted June 23, 2006 So last night I went to dinner with my MM and was mad about everything that has happen...even walked out. Still he spent the night and we are supposed to spend the weekend together. I wanted to end everything last night but I am too weak. I don't know how I can be so mad at him and still have a need to have him there. I'm doing all this behind the backs of my family and friends. They would just kill me. What is wrong with ME???? Link to post Share on other sites
zarathustra Posted June 23, 2006 Share Posted June 23, 2006 So last night I went to dinner with my MM and was mad about everything that has happen...even walked out. Still he spent the night and we are supposed to spend the weekend together. I wanted to end everything last night but I am too weak. I don't know how I can be so mad at him and still have a need to have him there. I'm doing all this behind the backs of my family and friends. They would just kill me. What is wrong with ME???? There is nothing wrong with you... but there is something that is wrong with the situation you are in... actually the situation that we are all in. We love a person who is not free to love us the way we deserve to be love. That is what's wrong. You need to tell yourself until you believe it deep in your heart that you are worth it. That you are worth having the love of you life to yourself and that's it. I know its hard. It is hard each and every single minute. It hurts to breathe, it hurts to eat, its even hurts to sleep! But eventually, when you are ready, you will find your way out and get the life you deserve. We are here to support you. We are here for you. Link to post Share on other sites
Pink Amulet Posted June 23, 2006 Share Posted June 23, 2006 you will find your way out and get the life you deserve. Just remember that. Link to post Share on other sites
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