Welp, i did it. I believe i ruined all chances, even in the future, of getting back.

[J_weik]

So some of you seen, last night I said my ex called at 12:30. She said it was by mistake, but i don't believe it. Anyhow, today i called her and asked her to talk. I wanted to know why she was playing games with me, and she said "she didnt know she was." What do you call flirting with your ex? So we got into a huge arguement, name calling back and forth. I never knew she was this immature. The whole reason we broke up was do to the fact that we never did anything but sit around, and i was a controlling ass (i know its wrong know) She told me, that even in 3 or 4 years,even if she seen that i changed, she knows RIGHT NOW she will never have any feelings for me again, ever. This isnt possible is it? You can't know how you will feel in the future.

 

Anyhow, after this i decided to bring her t.v. over to her house. Went over there, and and brought it to her. Asked for prom pictures that i bought, and she took half of them. I asked her why, i said that in the pictures her smile was fake. Then as i was leaving i said, "oh btw, when you get hurt in the future, and chances are it WILL happen, Don't be afraid to call me, as i actually care about you. Then i kinda flipped out and threw the prom pictures back at her and left.

 

 

I feel a little better, but also a little worse. I just wanted to hold her when i was there and that kinda sucked

[Guest]

yep its over...don't contact her...not for the purpose of her coming back to you but in order for you to move on and save some dignity.

When i was younger i went through the same shyte with my ex. Ended up doing some stupid stuff to get her back but the only the i accomplished was making myself look stupid but hey its life you live and learn.

[dasani08810]

Well, there is a good side to this. You did say your peace; and it seems that she did slam the door on you. Sometimes bringing things like this to a head is what is required to give up the hope. I think it's the hope that keeps people in limbo. For now, I think the hope is gone, you can start to heal, and take yourself out of the limbo state you were in.

Sorry it happened; but, as I said, there is always an upside.

[J_weik]

She didn't slam the door on me. She still wants to be friends with me, but i can't do it. I need to work on myself, and see what makes me happy as a person, instead on relying on someone to make me happy.