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[pleasepleaseplease1]

Here's what happened before http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t295193/

 

I went back together with my boyfriend a week after breaking up with him and now I'm so confused. I love my boyfriend, but I know it'll be over when I leave to college. I love being with him and I can't stand the thought of not having him in my life, but here's the thing; I keep having dreams of being with my friend from school, and I think I've even developed a crush on him since I basically have a whole period where it's just the two of us since there's no one else in the class. Parts of me want to get to know him, and other parts say no since I have my boyfriend. It's basically the same dilemma as before except that I feel like an even more horrible person than before. I'm so confused, someone please help me :/

[pleasepleaseplease1]

Oh, and I am happy with him (my boyfriend I mean). It's only when we're apart that I feel like this.

[jeremy711]

Well you may care for your boyfriend but something must be missing if you're feeling this way. Plus you broke up and are now back together?? What was the reason of the break up?? you broke up for a reason....and if you're confused you're feelings might not be as strong as you think.

[pleasepleaseplease1]

I broke up with him the first time because I wanted to have the chance to be single and eventually go out with other guys. I mean, don't get me wrong, when I'm with my boyfriend, I have so much fun, I'm always telling him I love him and I kiss him and it all comes from the heart... but when we're apart I feel like I want to be able to do other things that I can't do in a relationship, and it sucks cause I'm only 17. It's confusing, and I think the only thing that's causing this is the little crush I developed on the guy from my school, and it's so hard. I would hate to be in my boyfriend's position right now, cause he doesn't deserve it.