studiomuffin Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 This one woman i slightly adore. Shes a uni student in oxford. Her career is being a paramedic and she seems very dedicated to it and i hugely respect her since i have similar morales to helping others. I also wanna become a policemen in future. I'm attracted to the fact shes innocent, slightly emotionally shy, enjoys helping others and is very sweet. We are both virgins though she unsure on what i've done since i'm a little insecure on my virginity. I met her 4 months ago and my crush started after the first night i met her. I tried my luck with her but i ruined it by getting a little drunk too quick and also she was going to university so i didn't want to risk a long distance relationship. Shes a very cute girl as well, and the fact shes very innocent and polite just makes it hugely attractive. After the past few months, i feel like we've become better friends and she usually chats with me on facebook when we are online. I have been giving her sympathy after she lost her grandparent last month and she has been randomly complimenting me. She seems to be giving me mixed signals but recently i've got the feeling that she sees me as a good friend but isn't attracted to me physical or she doesn't feel i'm mature enough. I'm 18 and shes 19. I'm judging this on her always talking to me on facebook, I also have a drunken memory when i first met her when she asked me if i would be her boyfriend in a night club though she claimed she didn't remember much. She also mentions me randomly in jokes that i love her. Also on serveral other things but its possible this could be her being generally sweet. I came out with her on her last night and she was a bit depressive because she was ill. I tried to cheer her up, I let her playfully "frape" me, messing with my facebook and she put that i love her over my facebook. She was a bit of a downer during the night and me and her friends were concerned about her. Once i left since i had work next day, she apparently pulled some bloke 10 years older than her. And according to what shes told my friend they have been texting each other allot. Problem is hes from bristol so it would be a long distance relationship. I told my closest female friend of mine of my crush on her and she happens to be a close friend of hers as well. She told her about the guy, but she never mentioned it to me. I also told her about a really sweet dream i had about her when we admitted our love for each other and kissed. Probably my sweetest dream i've had. I can't get over her and i felt depressed leaving her that night since the guy made his moves on her. I'm seeing her in about under a week with friends, I can't get over her and i don't wanna tell her how i feel because i don't wanna make our friendship awkward. I haven't felt this way about a girl since my last whom i did care about. In some way she reminds me of her but shes much more stable about her life. I'm seeing her next week and its becoming harder from throwing myself to her attempting to kiss her. This might all be a teenage crush but i honestly do like her, i don't even care about if she wants sex before marriage, her personality is driving me mad for her.
youngskywalker Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 Stop dragging your feet and make a move on her. The opportunity isn't going to last forever.
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