Pentel Posted November 9, 2009 Posted November 9, 2009 ok, a week ago my ex-gf broke up with me she was my first kiss, my first everything, i was jealous, and she wasn't honest with me, there were a lot of really beautiful moments, there were a lot of fights, but we went tru everything, i love her so much, but it hurted me that she didn't tell me the truth, and i asked her if she wanted me to change, she used to tell me that it was fine the way i was, and 2 weeks ago she told me she was sick of me, 2 days later she told me she might give me another chance, but then she said that she wouldn't give me a second chance, and a day later at school (he's on my classroom, almost all classes) and then she said that she would gave me another chance, but then an old friend of mine told her she loved him, and i know that guy since kinder garden, and she was confused (she liked him 2 times before) but then one day she was telling him she just wanted to be her friend, and he left her talking alone, and then she went with me on the bus and we where hugging kissing, but then that afternoon she told me it was all a mistake, but then the next day she told me she would give me a second chance later on, and like 3 days later she told me she wouldn't, that she didn't loved me anymore, and 2 days later she told me she wanted to be my friend, and we spent almost all day together, but then she told me she didn't want to be my friend anymore, and she did the same thing the next 3 days, and i still love her, i still think bout it everyday, every moment, i think a reason she doesn't want to be friends with me is because i want to take care of her, but she thinks she can take care of herself but she doesn't even care if a guy is looking at her or stuff like that. and i want to take care of her,
GrayClouds Posted November 9, 2009 Posted November 9, 2009 Read teh two following links it is the best advice you will get here. The No Contact Guide So you want a second chance? It will be difficult but the girl is playing a games with you and you deserve better. She is boosting her ego at your expense. It will hurt but your going to be ok. Good luck
amtz Posted November 9, 2009 Posted November 9, 2009 All the he says she says confused me, but obviously she doesn't know what she wants plus don't get me wrong even though she was your first everything it seems like you lived a HS love (regardless age or what moment in your life this happened love hurts). Just hang on soldier and in time you will find answers. In the mean time feel free to post and let go of your emotions... Remember you are not alone and believe me their is people that are having a much harder time, but we are all here to help each other out! Will pray for you
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