GivingUp Posted October 18, 2006 Posted October 18, 2006 [FONT=Times New Roman][sIZE=3]Here we Go . My ex broke up with me that is 20 and I am 23, she was amazing had the greatest heart in the world and broke up by saying that she doesn’t love me. And I still love her so much even though she had hurt me we have been broken up for 2 weeks and its been hard we have talked but nothing ever got fixed she just wanted to be single. It was a long distance relationship that was great then got bad. She came home for the summer and I had to go to see my family that I haven’t seen for a year and she got upset that I couldn’t spend the summer with her so I finally came back a day before her birthday she was happy so we were good but having a few problems she was mad at me from keeping her away from her friends when she studies and I regret a lot and let her new I did. So she eventually went to college a week later and I gave her so much space and the day before we broke up she said she loves me and that she really wanted me to come to England which I was playing to when I had Christmas break. The next day I felt like there was something wrong so I asked her about it she told me she didn’t love me and it was hard on her to have a long distance relationship ( I know your thinking that It might be another guy but she is an honest girl she told me no) and I believed her because she also said that she just wanted to be single and enjoy her self. I understood and I gave her space. The first week we broke up I tried to get her back but it didn’t work she said she missed me, she missed my bed time stories. So I was happy that she was still thinking of me and maybe she didn’t lose all the love for me. Btw I never hurt her I was so good to her made her feel so beautiful every single day and treated her like a princess and she did treat me good as well. But when I talked her about it she didn’t want to come back she was still happy being single. So I left her for 5 days and had to call. I called her at 12 o’clock at night she was at home sick saying she had her period so I thought she was week. SO I was being nice and acting like I wasn’t hurt. And I think it pissed her off who knows but she said to me I am really glad u called and we look at the past for a seck and I apologized and said we are still friends and then I said good night. Then the next day which was the 2 week of us breaking up. She sent me a massage saying he computer broke if I could help her. I waited ten minutes and sent her a message that ya sure I will be online. I waited 15 min then I called her (she is living in England and I asked my self why would she ask me over everyone else its not like I am a computer genuious I thought she messed me. So when I called her she was in a great mood and said I tooked to long to help her she called her friends and they helped and I tried helping he as well then I said goodnight. I sent her a message saying maybe ur password wrong and I sent her mine. My password used to be her name and she new that as well but I changed it and told her my new one. She repided and said no that’s not the problem thanks. SO I waited a half an hour and asked her if it worked she got pissed at me by saying its not a big deal I over reacted by helping her so I just said bye. That night I could sleep I was so confused and she has never been like that. At this point I was sick of playing games and I was hurt I wanted to give up and try if it didn’t work I would try to move on which is hard. I called her the next day and said we needed to talk she said okay so I told her I was sorry and regretted the bad things I did she said its okay to stop apologizing what’s done is done. And I told her I loved her she didn’t say anything basically kissed her ass (pardon my French) then I asked he if she missed me she said no I was shocked and asked her if the things I got her made her miss me she said no I put everything away and I asked did she put the Louis Vatton bag away that I spent 700 dollars on she said no I am still using it then I asked what about the earings she said no I am wearing them she said I just put are pictures in a hiding place. I called her back and told her my mom didn’t now we broke up she was shocked even thow at the beginning I did and she new about it. She said no I was wondering why she didn’t call the I told I did, she said then why did u lie she got insulted who cares if I lied were not together. The wird thing is she didn’t tell her friends that we broke up she only told one girl. I asked her how is it possible for anyone to lose love that fast she repled and said look at my parents and that hurt. I told her I loved her one more time she told me im sorry to hear that. And then she said good bye never to call her again I said okay I sent her one more message that if she can give it one more chance she never replied………………. And that’s it I love her and she hurt me but I would take her back and I know ur thinking I should just move on I wish I could go back in time change things and still have her… sorry that it was so long thanks I am praying to god to let her regret what she lost and to come back I want her.
db75 Posted October 18, 2006 Posted October 18, 2006 I know this is hard to accept, but she's gone brother. You've got two main things going against you. #1. She doesn't want to be with you anymore and #2 She sounds like she's got too much going on with her life to give the proper attention to a relationship. Hard and painful as it is, you've got to begin moving forward and try to let her go. Be happy that you're still so young. I know it's hard to imagine, but one day you'll meet someone who will make her seem totally insignificant. You've got some pain ahead, but you will be okay.
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