what does this dream tell me about him??

well... me and my ex boyfriend broke up about 4 months ago.. i saw him 1 month after we broke up...we hung out and there was alot of flirting and stares for a while lol.. dont know why.. but tht day we kissed and the bad thing is we couldnt help it we were in a position that it was irresistable and i felt really bad because he has a girlfriend and he loves her and that was kinda like he was cheating... then we talked a while on the phone after that day.. then stopped i desappeared for a while i thought it was best then he comes back again calling me and asking me if he could come to my house and visit me because he hadnt seen me in a while or talked to me.. so i say yes.. and he comes with his friend in a car he had borrowed from his friend..

we hang out and have fun we went outside on back porch and i look at him and his eyes we sparkly i dont know they were like glowing.. ( i always told him his eyes were beautiful.. lol he said no one really notices that since they are just brown but.. to me they r very preety so i always told him that lol i know im a dork lol) but neways we kept remembering stuff when we were together and the stuff that went on the funny ones lol.. then we went inside up stairs in my room and me and him started writing on this paper and i told him i could right with my left hadnt so i show him and i say " yea and what!" lol and he just smiles and stares at me for a while but then he wanted to bite me lol hes a weirdo lol so he kinda held me in his arms for a lil bit.. felt very nice to feel his arms around me again... .... well i was telling my brother something and i kinda heard him tell his friend " i miss her" and his friend says " did u hear that?" and i said "hear what what did he say?" he said something different.. i dont know if i heard right though i might have because he couldnt miss me..

then there was this moment that we were alone in the room and we stared at each others eyes but i snapped out of it and changed the subject.. well when he left we hugged and said bye and i stared at him leave in the car.. and at night he calls me and we talk about that day.. he realised that i did stare at him when he was leaving he said " you gave me the longest stare in the world today when i was leaving cindy" and i was like " umm i was just watching you leave i was looking at the car" and he said " no you werent you were looking at me" he said " is there a reason why you did that cindy?" and i said no i told you i was just watching you leave.....and how would you know anyways?" he stayed quiet for a while and giggled and said "it .. it was obvious"

that was about two weeks ago ..well he has been calling often ever since that day.. and hes been wanting to come again last week but theres always things .. lol my mom either was home and i told him he shouldnt come and the cars wheels popped and things like that..and last week he told me about this dream he had.. and he dreamed that we were alone n his house and we made love...im a virgin and when i was with him i thought of loosing it to him .. cuz he was that special to me.. but things happened and.. yea.. but he told me he had never dreamed about that stuff and he said it felt very real so he told me and i was like why would he dream about me when he has a girlfriend and loves her... shouldnt he dream about her and not his ex?? well ever since that day ive been having dreams about him... and i know i miss him and i still love him like the first day.. but why would he be dreaming about me.. what does him dreaming about me tell me about him??

ive been very said lately and i almost wake up crying after i dream about him...i think it is because his birthday is on tuesday august 2 and i always though i was going to be with him that day...maybe thats it.. right??

It sounds like you are both still processing the breakup on a subconscious level - hence the dreams.

umm what does that mean??? subconscious big word.. lol sorry im only 16 can u explain..

It means you are both still thinking about your relationship and its ending. You aren't actively thinking about it all the time, but your brain on some level still is. Your dreams are where your brain allows you to explore those things that you are thinking about on that deep level.

well i know i am.. i still feel the same way since the first day.. i still love him.. like before every time i see him its like i would love to just hug him and keep him really close to me till the end.. but he already has someone to love him and take care of him and he loves her alot.. he never loved me like that in fact i dont think he actually liked me at all.. but after all i still love him no matter wut..

but i just dont undrestand why he keeps wanting to see me.. can u tell me??