Why I Can't Take You Back

[Meatrocket]

It was a whirlwind that started in the fall

Two new lovers nervous

Scared not of the past at all

 

We had found in each other

our hopes and our dreams

True love moves mountains

Or so it would seem

 

We vowed to be honest

At all times, no less

Our love was pure

With no need of redress

 

You swore to forever love me

And not take me for granted

No sweeter words to my ears

Had ever been chanted

 

Infatuation faded

Deep love was expected

But your heart wandered

Your love redirected

 

With tears in your eyes

You told me our love was through

My heart missed a beat

Oh what was I to do

 

I had lost my mother, you see

What I needed was comfort

Not lack of compassion

Or implied infidelity

 

You claimed there was no other

Just a loss of love in your heart

My whole heart I had given

And you tore it apart

 

Now your uncertainty has passed

Your heart changed its mind

That deepest of betrayal

You wish me to forget, to just leave behind

 

You want me back now

But I neither want to nor will

For you killed my love

With your poisonous pill

 

My tears have dried

My heart now restored

From you will I protect it

Now and forever more

 

There is no hatred, no malcontent

Just a heart of indifference

To a love declared, but not meant

 

And so I leave you now

Though you seek our love to begin again

Our love has lost its innocence

The trust worn way too thin

 

 

Goodbye, my dearest and deepest love. The images of our happiness will forever remain in my memory and deep in my heart. Should you find a love like mine again, cherish it and hold on to it with every fiber of your being. I don’t regret that I’ll never see you again, only that I’ll never see you the same way again, as I did in the fall.

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So sad you dont regret you will never see her again.

I had a broken love.

I guess it had to break...but my deepest pain comes not from the breakup but more the knowledge we will never see eachother again.

That hurts the most.