bubblesbursted Posted February 24, 2014 Share Posted February 24, 2014 Just a vent So exactly a month back , my ex dumped me. Left me. I really don't think details are important anymore. I have had ups and downs. And , the downs have lessened with time When I am having an up day (which is getting more frequent now) I am happiest. I haven't been this happy when I was in relationship. Which is strange, since I was with my ex for almost 3 years. I have been 100% NC with him post one week of D Day. So what have I been doing in all these days? I changed my schedules. Since my Uni was off (another set back) I had a heck lot of time to myself. First 2 weeks were the hardest. Days where I didn't want to get out of my bed. Days where I just wanted to stay in bed and cry my heart out. I listened to people on LS and they told me to change my schedules , do something I never did. So thats what I did. So, I changed my schedules. I wake up not thinking of him anymore. I am actively looking for jobs , reading a hell lot of books , surfing LS , writing , talking to my friends and going out at any opportunity I get. This has been helping me to keep my mind of my ex. I did some absurd things though , got a piercing something he never approved of, something I always wanted! It feels amazing. I am free. I can do whatever I want. Because the right person who is out for me is still waiting for me. I have been working out regularly. I do that whenever I feel I would start thinking of him, it takes my mind off him. My friends who I met yesterday , said I was glowing for some reason and asked me if I was in love. Well heck no , but I do love myself now, something which I never did when I was with him. I appreciate myself. So the new dumpers, Just an advice to you. Please keep NC , it will give you time to think over your relationship. Think about how it wasn't something meant to be. And please listen to the advice people give you here. I wont say I have moved on, I haven't. But I do know now that its over and I am loving my life. PS : The other night I had a dream he came back to me begging me to take him back and I slammed the door on his face and I didn't feel sad about it in the dream. Which is good I guess? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Conners Posted February 24, 2014 Share Posted February 24, 2014 Just a vent So exactly a month back , my ex dumped me. Left me. I really don't think details are important anymore. I have had ups and downs. And , the downs have lessened with time When I am having an up day (which is getting more frequent now) I am happiest. I haven't been this happy when I was in relationship. Which is strange, since I was with my ex for almost 3 years. I have been 100% NC with him post one week of D Day. So what have I been doing in all these days? I changed my schedules. Since my Uni was off (another set back) I had a heck lot of time to myself. First 2 weeks were the hardest. Days where I didn't want to get out of my bed. Days where I just wanted to stay in bed and cry my heart out. I listened to people on LS and they told me to change my schedules , do something I never did. So thats what I did. So, I changed my schedules. I wake up not thinking of him anymore. I am actively looking for jobs , reading a hell lot of books , surfing LS , writing , talking to my friends and going out at any opportunity I get. This has been helping me to keep my mind of my ex. I did some absurd things though , got a piercing something he never approved of, something I always wanted! It feels amazing. I am free. I can do whatever I want. Because the right person who is out for me is still waiting for me. I have been working out regularly. I do that whenever I feel I would start thinking of him, it takes my mind off him. My friends who I met yesterday , said I was glowing for some reason and asked me if I was in love. Well heck no , but I do love myself now, something which I never did when I was with him. I appreciate myself. So the new dumpers, Just an advice to you. Please keep NC , it will give you time to think over your relationship. Think about how it wasn't something meant to be. And please listen to the advice people give you here. I wont say I have moved on, I haven't. But I do know now that its over and I am loving my life. PS : The other night I had a dream he came back to me begging me to take him back and I slammed the door on his face and I didn't feel sad about it in the dream. Which is good I guess? Such great progress for one month! I admire your strength to keep NC because I am two months post break-up and am no where near as happy as i'd liked to be probably due to the fact I am not NC. Strange that you said you got a new piercing - I also did the same thing a week ago haha, just to do something different. I hope in another month that all your days are up's and any down days are not to do with the ex. Link to post Share on other sites
forgetmenot75 Posted February 24, 2014 Share Posted February 24, 2014 that's all good. Just be aware one month is not enough to heal, and you'll probably have bad days as well. I'm 1 month no contact and I feel crappy today. Just realizing the kind of person he was and how he fooled me makes me angry and desperate. I'm positive in another month I'll feel better though. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author bubblesbursted Posted February 24, 2014 Author Share Posted February 24, 2014 that's all good. Just be aware one month is not enough to heal, and you'll probably have bad days as well. I'm 1 month no contact and I feel crappy today. Just realizing the kind of person he was and how he fooled me makes me angry and desperate. I'm positive in another month I'll feel better though. I do have my downs but the frequency has decreased , of course downs will be here. I am not 100% healed but I will soon. Thats the spirit! We all shall feel better soon enough Link to post Share on other sites
guest572 Posted February 24, 2014 Share Posted February 24, 2014 Wow, that is amazing super fast progress , well done! I am about 1.5 months post breakup and still going through absolute hell. But NC has only been a couple of weeks which may have something to do with it. I am inspired by your post and hope that will be me soon. Link to post Share on other sites
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