Flowerzzz Posted April 1, 2011 Posted April 1, 2011 I'm feeling very sad and I'm crying right now. Tomorrow is my birthday and I can't stop thinking about birthdays past and how different this birthday will be. My ex of 3 years worked at the same restaurant as me. All my friends worked there...including my "friend" with whom my ex is with now. I quit working there when i found out about the two of them. I couldn't handle the pain or the drama. I went no contact on them, on everyone. It has been a lonely 3 months but I am getting better. I have been spending more time with my family and with me. But it is very different and I miss all my old friends at the restaurant. I spend too much time alone, I think. And I can't help but think of my ex and how my birthday would be if we were still together... It is so silly. I just wanted to get these feelings out. Thanks you guys. On Saturday I am going to visit friends in a far away town to see a concert. So I won't be alone then.
Shadowburn Posted April 1, 2011 Posted April 1, 2011 Happy birthday! Sorry you're feeling sad. But you did all the right things - quit the job, quit all the drama. Imagine how you'd feel watching them together. I know myself, I quit my job to avoid seeing ex because it was too painful. Congratulations on staying NC. It WILL get better...have faith! xoxo
Duckduckgoose Posted April 1, 2011 Posted April 1, 2011 Well happy birthday! Get yourself a cake and a manicure And some ice cream! You deserve it!
Thatguyintx Posted April 1, 2011 Posted April 1, 2011 Happy birthday! Do something special and selfish today!
Fufu Posted April 1, 2011 Posted April 1, 2011 Happy Birthday, celebrate your birthday HAPPILY. Don't do things to make yourself sad on your birthday, be joyful be happy.
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