Grisha Posted January 29, 2019 Share Posted January 29, 2019 (edited) I’m honestly forgetting what it felt like being with her. I can’t really remember most of the memories. Thinking back to specific memories just feels bleak now. Like I could have had those memories with anyone. I’d still feel hurt seeing her with someone new just because I will feel like I wasn’t good enough for someone I labeled as the best I ever had. I still have no will to date others unless someone near perfect falls into my lap. I’d still take her back but I don’t feel like I’d be anywhere near as open as I was with her the first time. I’d be living it day by day expecting it to be over sooner than later. Even though we got along very well I don’t think she’s capable of loving anyone. At least not until she realizes it’s not only about her. Many many friends/family have left her life and all of them call her selfish and that it’s alwys about her. She’ll change one day I hope. Till then she blames everyone else and calls THEM narcissists. For example, while we were together she lost her car so I gave her one of mine for 3xs less it’s value and I let her keep it after the breakup because she started crying that she needed it for work. Told her to stop making payments and just leave me alone. 2 months later she complains telling me that something is acting up and gets upset with me. I calmly assure her that it’s not serious and only rust in the trunk from the welding (I’m a mechanic) Why are some people this way? Edited January 30, 2019 by Grisha Spelling Link to post Share on other sites
ExpatInItaly Posted January 30, 2019 Share Posted January 30, 2019 Why are some people this way? Because they are immature and self-absorbed. Link to post Share on other sites
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