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Humbled by own ignorance

Never thought this could happen to me

Secure in a place I longed to be

Suddenly tossed like waste

Into the streets of despair

Littering the path

To a future no longer there

Looking to you for support

But you no longer care

 

A fool to believe

I was above reproach

Easy to deceive

Such lovely elaborate cards you wrote

Words like forever and love thrown about

Never a hint of uneasiness uttered from your mouth

Never a red flag of dissolution hung in our house

 

A feeling of uncleanliness washes over my body

The loneliness wages wars

Logic and emotional spirits torn

From the same misdirection

A formidable pain comes to grip my heart

Squeezes the life out of everyday

Sucking out whatever peace I have left

Parasitic in its attempt to steal from me any hope, pride and the slightest shred of dignity needed to see me through

 

Gone is the confidence one seeks in a man

Lost is the assurance of a positive outcome

The solitude solidifies my disposition

A desperate mess

Created by love

Destroyed by a stronger love that only time came build

A love that trust inhabited

Your touch is all imagined

Soft skin

Warm hands

Inviting lips

Wreaking havoc

 

The final goodbye is upon us

A last cry descends quickly

The gravity of the situation is not lost on the moment

The finality is palpable

Your acceptable and willingness to push through is unimaginable

Your mind is made up

Nothing I can do or say will change your heart

You know what it is that you want

More importantly , what you don't

What you had and now decided you would rather do without

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