steveT95 Posted April 25, 2013 Posted April 25, 2013 This may need to go in coping, not sure. I think most know my situation but for those that don't: Broke up with my ex almost a month ago after it was dragged out for awhile and it was dragged for quite a bit after. I was insecure about her talking to another guy and she didn't really want to spend much time together. I've been no contact for two weeks today but things went sour. I am been brutally honest. I had one of those awful ask.fm accounts which allows people to ask questions anonymously. I answered to questions about the ex. One was agreeing that she seemed to have moved on quick the other saying if a guy offers her a compliment she will move on to them (I was feeling pretty low at this time and wouldn't of done it if I wasn't feeling twisted.) She started messaging me on that then admitted it was her. We went on the phone and argued this evening. It felt pretty good to let it all out because recently i have had an anger that just would not pass because I felt so betrayed. We ended the call agreeing not to resent each other but to just get on with our lives. Then her friends were messaging me and I asked her to tell them to leave it because it was between us and I didn't want an argument. She started talking about this knew guy and I said 'so he's your next one then' or something like that. She then called saying how she hates hearing things like that and I said it is no wander I think it because of her reputation for going from guy to guy. We had another argument on the phone. It ended with me been the worst person in the world. Although I feel whatever I said/did was justified. Lets have some peoples input? I don't feel satisfied with how this has ended but let's be honest, I never will be. I guess I'm back quite a few steps after doing so good, but I couldn't manage many more days. I just HAD to say what I had to say.
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