Fitnerd Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 (edited) The last time I wrote my story, I gave waaay too many details and got no response... So I'll sum up my story here, but if anyone is interested, here's the original post: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/breaks-breaking-up/338664-unusual-story-my-first-love-first-crush I fell in love with my friend's recent girlfriend (they had been dating for over a month now). When I admitted my feelings to her (expecting rejection), she admitted having feelings for me as well. That was in March. Till April, it was just a nightmare of me trying to let go (because she wasn't ready to leave her current bf) and her pulling me back, and vice versa (I'm not blaming her entirely), until I slept with her for the first time... PS: it didn't help that they fought A LOT (their first fight was less than a month in and it was a big one) and he was never there for her when she needed him. After that, the nightmare continued till mid June (except we were sleeping together more), when she tells she decided to leave her bf for me. I was going home for a month 2 weeks after so we made these 2 weeks really special. By then, she still wasn't broken up with him (telling me she needs time). I trusted her. A month later, when I came back, she tells me her feelings for her bf changed (she kept seeing him) and she's unsure again (she also slept with him the night before, after promising me back in June that she wasn't going to do it anymore)... I was crushed... She then tells she doesn't want to "wait for her" anymore so she's letting me go... The next day, I went NC, I was again in the same situation before June, her unsure who to pick, and me, just waiting... depressed all the time. I decided that this was the last time and I have to let go... So I came here for support as I feel really bad since then... Just wanting to text her or go to her place... or anything... Thank you for reading. Edited August 2, 2012 by Fitnerd
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