Blessings Posted February 15, 2009 Share Posted February 15, 2009 Living in the past with the pain of the present...Every season that passes I miss my ex so much..It hurts, i cant even describe it...Like there will be certain moments such as when its afternoon and the sun is setting....*pain* He used to come pick me up from my house...yes, my whole life revolved aorund him cause he was the one i saw 24/7 for all this time...I know that's a very bad thing but I'm not moving on..I'm suffering and always hurting...I have to study and be focused but I feel like my heart has been ripped apart...I literally live with this hole in my chest all the time because he's not here...I'm hurting I just don't know how to leave everything in the past...I just cant...Im depressed...I dont know how to let go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant seem to even want to move on with someone else (not that there is a chance anyway) but regardless...I MISS HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! i have been going through this for way too long now but its not changing...time doesnt heal nothing Link to post Share on other sites
DSM-IV Tom Posted February 15, 2009 Share Posted February 15, 2009 Aww. I know how it feels. How long were you together and how long has it been since you broke up? Link to post Share on other sites
redmelon Posted February 16, 2009 Share Posted February 16, 2009 I am sorry for your pain. If it's really been a long time, and you truly arent progressing, maybe it's time to seek help and perhaps get on an anti-depressant? Link to post Share on other sites
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