Whitefox123 Posted August 15, 2008 Share Posted August 15, 2008 it has now been 2.5 weeks since we've last seen each other and its getting closer and closer to it being 2 months that we broke up. I am just sitting here listening to music and thinking about him. I want to go visit him so bad, but I know hes with a friend today. I dont know how he'd react if I just showed up either. He was just complaining the other day how I havent seen him and I keep offereing to see him, but something always seems to come up on his part at the last minute. So I dont know if I should take that as he wants to see me or he doesnt want to see me! I just dont know what to do anymore. I've posted on here before so I wont go into details of what happened but I feel so pathetic. I just wish I could tap into his head and figure out what he <i> really </i> wants. Because sometimes I feel like he wants me. (such as when he ends our conversation by telling me he loves me...) and other times, I think he <i> really </i> is happier w/out me! (like when he blames me for everything) It just makes me mad because we came so close to getting back together a few weeks ago (or so I thought) but all of the sudden we are back to how we were right after we broke up. I know there has been some preassure on him from his family to get back together with me, but I do believe that it has stopped within the last week and a half. I just wonder if I can go 10 more days w/out seeing him (the 1st day of school is 10 days away) but for now...I'll just continue to distract myself from him in other ways! Link to post Share on other sites
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