amyO Posted May 17, 2015 Share Posted May 17, 2015 I feel so stupid even writing this, but I need to let out what I am feeling right now. I wrote in a post just yesterday how I've been talking to this really nice guy I met a few weeks ago. We're going out for dinner later on. I was really excited and happy and then I stupidly decided to randomly check my EX's instagram this morning. On his instagram he posted a picture of him and I guess his new girlfriend. My heart sank so much and for some reason I felt so ****ty. We didn't really break-up as he did the whole fade thing on me. However, seeing that picture of them on instagram, thinking back to everything with him and how things ended between us, it made feel horrible. I always question if I'm good enough for others and since I haven't had the best relationships either, i feel as though it's because of me. I always find fault within myself that I ruined things or wasn't what they thought i would be like. I know this might sound extreme and that it's all a part of dating, but for some reason I'm so worried now for tonight. That I shouldn't even go because it will be another fail. I didn't understand why my EX stopped talking to me. Nothing happened and everything was going so well...so I felt it must have been me, that he didn't like me or didn't want to be with me. I know I've always had bad self-esteem issues and anxiety and all of that, but when things fail over and over - you start to wonder if you're cause of all those fails. I'm not sure what to do anymore or what to feel. I felt like I finally met a really genuine and nice guy, but I'm terrified to even get to know him more now. Link to post Share on other sites
elaine567 Posted May 17, 2015 Share Posted May 17, 2015 All this is why it is never a good idea to keep tabs on exes. Block him completely, and go have a great time with a genuine nice guy and forger the flaker. Link to post Share on other sites
La.Primavera Posted May 18, 2015 Share Posted May 18, 2015 Your ex didn't even have the decency or respect to break up with you like an adult. That's a reflection on his character, not yours! Now some other girl is stuck with him, poor her! Hold your head up high. You already have a date with a new guy. These are all positive things! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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