[aquadeasiac]

Oh.. my ex. He acts like he hates me. Ever since we broke up, we talked for a little while, but I did the stupid mistakes of begging and all that crap... man. So now he has a strict NC thing between us. Blocked me thru everything. It's been one month and a week of the breakup already. How do I deal? I hate the fact that I'm basically nothing to him but an evil, and bad memory.... Anyone had this happen to them? I've had my fair share of mistakes.. but I apologized for them, yet he still brings it back and holds grudges against me. I think he's depressed too (he said so himself), not because of me, but I feel like he thinks I added on to it... He's starting school next week at a new highschool, very much excited because he says he "wants to start over new and get friends".... I'm afraid I'll be forgotten.. you know.. what he said.. I'll be nothing but a bad memory after he starts his new life...

Why do the good people get taken for granted..? *Sigh*... Anyone know how to make this situation better? It's killing me.

Originally Posted by aquadeasiac

[left]Oh.. my ex. He acts like he hates me. Ever since we broke up, we talked for a little while, but I did the stupid mistakes of begging and all that crap... man. So now he has a strict NC thing between us. Blocked me thru everything. It's been one month and a week of the breakup already. How do I deal? I hate the fact that I'm basically nothing to him but an evil, and bad memory.... Anyone had this happen to them? I've had my fair share of mistakes.. but I apologized for them, yet he still brings it back and holds grudges against me.

I tell you exactly what heals these things. TIME apart. He won't forget you and in time he will see the good in this relationship.

Just leave him alone and let time work its magic. Start working on your new chapter of life.

Thanks for the feedback... =]

[amaysngrace]

My exH hates me. He says I'm the dirt under his feet. Still. To this day. I just don't get it. I left him because he was a selfish, heartless man who had me fooled in the beginning. He seemed so wonderful. Anyhow, he still holds a grudge against me for taking the kids and leaving. Not so much that he cares for me OR the kids, it's just his pride, I imagine.

He has even gone on to meet and marry someone else. And he's still angry with me.

I don't know why some people do this. And frankly, I'm done trying to figure it out. I'd much rather concentrate on more worthy things, because it doesn't matter how much I try to relate to this thinking, the fact is I never will.

And I'm really glad for that.