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i have gf, we go to college together, we've been going out for about eight months... this is the first time we've been away from each otherfor a long amount of time... I'm very sensitive and she's much less sensitive. She seems to have a major need for friends. Sometimes I feel like she would treat any friend above me. This makes me wonder whether or not she really likes me. I feel as though any activity that might come her way would be more important than me. She seems to drop me for the people in her comedy troup and anyone else. When I try to explain the way I feel she usually gets upset, many times she cries. Sometimes I feel as though I say the wrong thing and make her mad. It seems like everytime i do this i push her farther away. Things she has done in the past sometimes lead me to over react at situations that might seem similar. For instance, one time her guy friend who she's know for much longer than me came to visit her. I asked her what she was doing at a time that we would usually be together and she said that she would be doing a paper. Ony after I asked her twice did she say that her friend would be there. I don't think that she was cheating at all in any way but, I didn't like that she ommited a truth. Me and this guy do not exactly have the greatest of histories so I can see that she may have not known what do but I still don't think it made it right to omit that truth. This has made me think that she is okay with saying one thing and meaning another. Essentially I am worried about two things. One is that I may be slowly pushing her away and the other is that she doesn't like me to begin with...