[vi_pn_babe25]

Quick question- The first time I did coke was with my now FWB of 9 months. We haven't done coke together since than, because he doesn't do it often at all, but sometimes I do, and he said he did it because it was 4th of July. Well anyways, I want to stop using but I wanted my last time to be with him. So should I ask him if he would, or would he be turned off by that?

[vi_pn_babe25]

maybe a dumb question...lol but i'm not doing anything yet until i go to the doctor!

[blind_otter]

I dunno if he would be turned off by it or not, you know better than us. But IME whenever anyone plans the "last time they use" -- it never is. It's harder to stop if you end on a good high.

[vi_pn_babe25]

yah that is so true, but honestly I need to stop doing it, because alot of times anyway when I do it, I just usually sit there like a damn zombie, lol. So it's not always fun for me anyway, BUT I think my mistake is smoking weed right after I do it, so my brain chemicals get confused? The hell if I know but that's what seems to happen. Thanks for your reply blind_otter!

[Ladywithafan]

...what going to the doctor had to do with it, in your other post...but

I've been through, the "I want both of us to do it together for the last time" thing and you know what...it just never turns out to be the last time...

One person has to just right out stop for themself for it to be their last time...bells & fireworks are not going to go off...besides, it could be bad sh*t as well...if you go "zombie"...forget it...just be done, already....

You can never recapture the "first, best time" in this drug game...it just doesn't happen...the stuff's too neurotic...just my opinion...

[vi_pn_babe25]

Thanks blind_otter & ladywithafan-

Yah I might as well just be done with it because like you said it might not be the last time. And since it's already out of my system I'm going to go back to it. It probably was bunk sh*t if I acted like a zombie and that's no fun! So it's not worth it anyway. Thanks again girls