[Ms.vv]

I have lived with my boyfriend for three years now - and ever since i have been with him he has the same job, he works away in europe for 7 months of the year and comes home every other weekend. At first i didnt mind too much but now i'm finding myself feeling very alone. I have met a man who i get along with really well and we are really good friends, the problem is that now he wants to take it further - even though he's married, sometimes i think it would be a really good idea to have some 'no strings' fun but i could never go through with it - how do i let my friend down without totally loosing him?