[WeaknPowerless]

I left my house, oh, about 20 minutes ago...walked to a pub to meet some friends for a beer.

What do I find at said pub? Is it the ex-girlfriend? You know, that girl I loved more then the world???

Nope...

I run into her entire freaking class. They are having some sort of function. All these people I hung out with, had dinners with, had fun with. All these potential guys she nailing...probably tonight after the party.

Seriously, I could not possibly feel worse right now if I tried. Pretty freaking surreal walking in there and knowing, but no knowing until I confirmed it...

Shoot me, please!

[UT_longhorn]

What happened after you saw her?

[WeaknPowerless]

I didn't actually see her. I wasn't expecting her, so I wasn't looking. Lucky for me...there's like a 90% chance she was somewhere there though, and I'm sure someone told her.

Regardless, seeing her or not still screwed me up being there. That was a party I would of been at, with her, and we would of gone back to our home together. Now I had to think about her doing the same things with someone else, and my pathetic self walking home with my tail between my legs.

[fooled]

Nope - you did the right thing by leaving. And it wasn't with your tail between your legs. It was self-defense. There's no shame in protecting yourself. Don't beat yourself up over it.