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The Love I Have is Deeper then thought it was..
This is my first time on this and ive read alot of threds already and i have to say it made me feel alot better then i have been since last night but i do sitll feel down im not one to ever cry and never have with other women ive been with in long term relationships but with Rebecca i cant help but break down I love her so much it kills to even bare to think we are over cus we have such an amazing conection together but basicly this is what happend shes been hurt in the past by many men and i came into her life as a fresh breath of air i not once called her names treated her like crap cus im not like that and we fell for each other so hard we have been together for 4 months yes its not as long as most but time dont matter its what you do in that time what matters so um she broke it off last night cus i lied once in our entire relationship about adding 2 of her contacts cus she sent me an email and i decided to add 2 of her contacts i dont know y i guess i never thought it was a huge deal but it was and i lied to her saying i dont know they got there and i dont understand on how i could lie like that but i did and cus of that she cant take liers and i know that but here is what im confused about and that is of what she said she goes she loves me more then anything see me and her together in the future and she just needs time to grow stronger to me cus this has made her grow apart cus she doesnt want to get hurt again and all and i know that and i admit i was such an idiot of lieing like that when all ive been was truthful to her i never kept anything from her cus i want this to be on the long haul together so she goes she needs time apart so she can grow more towards me i dont understand i wish someone can help me understand give me a tip or something on what to do atthis point i know i wont stop fighting for her cus i love her that much and she does also i cant see myself with anyone else but her so if someone can send soem advice on this i would great honnestly...
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