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hello im the ow.....been seeing my married man for 5 months now, and although im not sure i really think im in love with him. hes always on my mind and when we are together i cant stop smiling he makes me feel a million dollars.
but when i dont see him of hear from {its never been more than a day} i feel sick, cant eat, cant get out of bed.....cant function.
we have grown very close and i know it is more than just sex , but i am finding the whole thing very straining !!
i have never seen a married man before and wouldnt do after this.
i also never felt like this before.....but is that because i cant have him!!
i am very used to getting what i want...if i got him would i want him??
my head is in a spin wish i didnt feel like this, but i do!! am i a bad person????
do they ever leave????
if i loved someone enough i would do anything