[coasting]

I was brought up to believe in God above and I really do, but right now I am wondering if there really is a plan in the works for us all.

It has been two months since my ex walked out on me while I was at work leaving a note on the kitchen table. He moved in with another woman who works at the hospital with us.

It was the hardest and the worse pain I have ever been through. A pain I would not wish upon anyone. A pain that was so severe that it forced me to get some help from a counciler and even an anti-depressant as well as a sleeping pill from my primary care physician.

I was doing good after about six weeks. I won't say that a day passed where I did not pray for him to come to his senses and come back to me. Till this day I always say a prayer that he will come back to me and every morning I light a candle a gratefullness.com for him to come back.

I know that I deserve so much better and I really did plan on moving on once I made it through all of this pain. But then just as I was getting ready to take that first step to a new beginning, I seen him walking with her for the first time. This just devastated me beyond belief. It was like the initial devestation
all over again.

I know my ex knows I seen them, and I also know that he knows it bothered me, as for the rest of the dayhe walked around the Emergency Room with this sorrowful look on his face, as he has been since he left.

Does anyone think it is possible that he is regretting the decission he made two months ago.. And does anyone believe that thee aare plans laid out for us... and if so wy isn't God answering my prayers?

[Enema]

1) He doesn't regret it.
2) I don't believe in fairy tales.
3) Take control of your own life. Don't wait for imaginary figures in the sky that can control anything, yet choose not to help the helpless to come to your rescue.

There is nothing wrong with praying to God, I encourage it. I believe in God too. If the two of you are meant to be, you will be, if not, then it's better off this way. Praying won't change God's will or your destiny, but if it helps you to ask for him to come to his senses, I say do it.

I believe that he may regret his decision. He obviously thinks about you or cares about you enough to put a sorrowful look on his face. Surely that must mean something.

Just try to remember that this is a test of your faith and your loyalty to God. All difficult tasks are. Perhaps the two of you are meant to be together, but maybe your not meant for each other right now.

Keep praying to God because whether he answers your prayers or not, he is listening.

[Still_In_Love]

Originally Posted by XXSuburbanlifeXX

Just try to remember that this is a test of your faith and your loyalty to God. All difficult tasks are. Perhaps the two of you are meant to be together, but maybe your not meant for each other right now.

Keep praying to God because whether he answers your prayers or not, he is listening.

So True!! God does here your prayers and he will answer them to what He feel is right for you. When we think that God has gone silent on our prayers, this is when His greatest work is being done for you!
Read the Purpose Drivin Life...it's has a powerful message and WILL help you with your pain.
Keep Praying!!