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hi, this is a long and i'll make a short.. there is a big problem i feel really sick right now just even typing about it.

i went insane last night because people kept assuming things about me, and I did this because I didn't feel anything. I dont feel , period.. it all goes to my head. could this be post tramautic stress? I dont know. I get even more hatred inside my head or something, when I see my little nephew as a kid-- i would have feelings sometimes but then when it comes to hey.. this is a person talking to me, i start answering his questions.

what happened to me? was i lectured too hard? what is happening to me? save me. see i am saying save me when I am supposed to express myself , i dont even feel like i am typing on a post.

[suegail]

I don't really understand what's going on because you weren't too clear on just what the situation is, but it sounds as though you're reacting to whatever is going on by having panic attacks. I think panic attacks tend to make people feel that strange sense of reality you're describing - like you're outside of yourself - as if you're not really much in control.

Maybe you are in need to therapy and/or medication. Please do get yourself some care, because you obviously are in a crisis.

[Becoming]

Call a doctor today because you know this isn't normal. (Whatever this is).

We can't really help because we need more specific information. Nephew?