He was the first and only man I have ever loved. I was infatuated. He treated me like a princess, but was in fact lying to me the whole time and had another girlfriend on the side. He is now living with her. It has been 2 years since I broke up with him. I have been doing no contact for 8 months, but we work in the same building and I see him at least once a week.
This morning I was walking into work and saw them holding hands and kissing on the street. I ran into the toilets and threw up. I am still shaking. I have dated other men since, but no one holds a candle to him. I know he is the wrong man for me, but I think about him night and day. I try to keep a busy life but the truth is I have been miserable ever since we broke up. The only good thing is that I have never let him see how much he has messed me up.
I deserve so much better than to be living in his shadow. I can't talk to my friends about it anymore as they say I should just be over it by now. I am sick of dealing with this! Please - can anyone help me?
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