[scaredinlove]

I am so much in love with my married man that it is painfull.I want to end this relationship but I don't have the strenght to do it. I feel like i need him desperetly and i hate to be weak like that. I really love him and i think he loves me too.he won't ever leave his wife and I am very unhappy with this situation. It has been going on for three yrs.this man has a power over my feelings that is amazing.I don't see him much only once a week, but I live to that day.I am very unhappy with him and myself right now. it Would be easier if I hadn't followed in love so deeply.I want to be with him and stop lying.On the other hand i don't want to be a home wrecker.I am married too ,and unhappy. I just feel i put myself in the horrible situation and i don't have the will power to get myself out.I feel it is like quick sand, the more I try to get out the deeper I sink.Have anybody ever felt like that? If you did how did you get out?

[sylviaguardian]

read newbby's post on control. You might see why you love him so much it hurts! Love isn't supposed to hurt. It's supposed to make you feel good