[queenie01]

Yeah so I am trying my best to avoid my ex bf at all costs..i even changed my gym schedule. Well today what do you know...i come walking out of the gym around 1:15 and there he was coming around the corner from his smoke break... he literally sprinted past me without even acknowledging my existance...real nice!!

Then I get back to my desk and have to go meet my friend so she can give me my lunch...I was standing in the hallway of the building with my cell phone in my hand text messaging someone...and low and behond here comes my ex walkign by...i glanced up at him then looked right back down at my cell phone.

I was so upset...then here is the best part...i get my lunch from my friend and go to my elevator, i was waiting for the elevator and suddenly my ex was there..the elevator door opens and both of us get it...talk about awkward. I was still text messaging on my phone and then i looked up and he said "hey" I said hey back and he said "how are you" I said good but busy. Then he asked me if i still worked out downstairs and i said yes but my schedule has been crazy due to a project i am working on... then i just said Yep still working out 2 times a day actually, i go in the mornings too... then the elevator opened at my floor and i got out : (

I was so sad and still am...my eyes are watering. I miss him so much, i wish he could just open his damn eyes.

[francis]

queenie, i'm so sorry...i really am...that's cold and hard and must have made you feel so empty and aching inside...

please stay strong...it really is his loss and he is too blind to appreciate you and see what he is missing

you have to focus your energy on being as strong as you can to get over him

the hardest thing in the world to accept is that he ended your relationship... its awful, and many of us here know it...

if you need me, i am here...please you must see beyond him, you must find peace inside for your own sake

[Mr.P]

So he initiated conversation and tried to pursue it?

You were the one who gave brief answers to his questions suggesting to him you weren't interested

With that many run ins in the gym are you at fault?

Maybe he wants to sort things out between you...

[francis]

ok, based on what mr.p just said, queenie, i will just say this...if he wants you back, he will contact you now after seeing you...if you dont hear from him, try try try and forget him...don't contact him and don't get your hopes up only to end up with them crashing down again...i'm just trying to protect you from further hurt

[queenie01]

Yes he initiated the conversation and i was pre-occupied with text messaging on my cell phone. I wonder if he wondered who I was texting...i dont normally have my phone with me while walkign around at work.

He was the one who say hey then he asked me if i am still working out downstairs....I just told him yes but my schedule has been crazy due to the project im working on and then i told him i was going to be out of town today doing a demo....he said thats cool.
I didnt ask him any questions....
I also told him I workout 2 times a day..told him i come in the morning too...and he was like wow... then i said see ya and got off the elevator.

I was dying on the inside....looking at him made me think of "us" and how awesome our relationship was and made me realize how much i really do miss him.

I do find it interesting that he has noticed my disappearance from the gym... also think it was a stupid question to ask me considering he saw me walking out of the gym with my gym back when he was coming back from his smoke break! duh!

I will not be contacting him at all tho and although his bday is saturday i will not be calling or text messaging him any messages...and its going to kill me but i think he is probably expecting a message from me.