[Radil]

Well I started posting here in the Second Chances forum and that didn't work so now I am here. MY girlfriend said she cannot have a boyfriend that cheated which I totally agree. We tried and went to some counseling but I guess she could not get past the fact is all. So now she wants to be friends which I cannot do. I feel horrible for what I did to her but I love her still. I don't want to be around her when does start to see someone else....not saying that is going to happen now. So I guess NC is my only choice. This is going to be so hard for me. I know she loves me still.....is this the right thing ? How can you move on as friends ? It just seems like pain. I think she is unclear and wants to keep me near ?